Jealousy

im not jealous of the girl cause she got the boy
or the boy cause she got the girl.

im jealous of them, cause they got each other, and they seem to be

effingly damn happy about that.

and yes, i'll pray for them to last :D

bila ah kita nk mcmtu kan

gila apa ?

*to rush things, its like driving without looking, eating without tasting, and talking without knowing. they all end up as a disaster. muahaha. but i've taken a big step, and yeah, it can't be undone . but what's the cause like ? just wait and see, whether im right, or vice versa.

JUST WAIT FOR IT

UPU ?

Universiti of Malaya : ASASI SAINS FIZIKAL

HOYEAH :D

but that doesn't mean i'm goingg
haha XD

maxime loves you too ;)

mr. brightside by the killers

Stop Living In A Denial

when everybody had gotten their P, m still here
when everybody had gone into college and work their brains, m still here
when everybody had settled in, m still here
when everybody had finished eating their last slice of pizza, m still here
when everybody had stop becoming a volunteer at petrosains, m still here
when everybody already know their true self, m still here
when everybody is in a relationship and its for real, m still here

Good morning Baltimore
Every day's like an open door
Every night is a fantasy
Every sound's like a symphony

Good morning Baltimore
And some day when i take to the floor
The world's gonna wake up and see
Baltimore and me

fuh, been stuck in my head since like, forever ! haha *diva*


growing up, and facing people makes me think.
am i too hyper, too loud, too quiet, too rude ?
did i say it right, is my face right, what should i say, or sould i just go and approach first ?
what to respond, where to go, what to wear, what to buy ?
haa, thats plenty.got plenty more actually, haha.
but then again, why do i have to care ?

i have to, because it's life.

maxime loves you <3

p/s: words, come back !

bruised and scarred by mayday parade

Talk About Love

yesterday i went out with mardieq, ameyl hisyam and hazim. but at first, it was only, mard, tammy, razzan, kuma, smyle, and i. but then, 4 of them went to off, leaving me and mard behind. wtv pun. the boys came, and we watched DATE NIGHT. *the boys got free tickets, grrr. haha.

it was effingly hilarious, i lost count on how many times i said bodoh bodoh bodoh ! cuz it was sooo funny, hahaha.

oh btw, before that, mard spend me SUSHI KING, aww thanks mard :D woohoo~

later after the movie, ameyl came, and the three of us head for The Apartment. the boys and aida, hazim's sister went to pelita.

and here comes the famous eton mess and baked chocolate pudding(:


and and, don't you miss ameyl ? well, I DO :D haha.

*eh, mard too(:

what else ?

oh yeah, rendez-vous for about 3 times, priceless.

MAXIME

What You Waiting For by Mizz Nina Ft. Colby O' Donis

Perfect Definition

relaxing at home, this is it.

woke up at 9, :D

and watched movies,

haha ! wanna tell you the five latest movies that i saw,

KICKASS
superbb ! but then yeah, ultimate violent, haha not suitable for kids
eventho one of the main character is a kid, hit girl ! :D

THE UGLY TRUTH
couldnt stop laughing
but yeah, dirty jokes -.-'
hahah !

SHERLOCK HOLMES
style ! style !
superb, top rating ! hahahahahaha
genius :D

ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS : THE SQUEKQUEL
cute, but alvin is jut annoying, haha !
chippetts, awesome voice and cover of those songs :)
and and, oh i thot theodore is a female ! awh godd haha ! i know i know, LAME ! :P

PERCY JACKSON AND THE LIGHTNING THIEF
logan lerman ? not falling, but his hair style is kinda nice
and yeah, cool being a demigod :D
and connection with water ? i somehow think thats awesome
awesome, but fantasy ? haha get real.

coming up : love happens(:

*call me lame for being late, but yeah, i enjoy movies okay(:

tomorrow ; maxime

dream by priscilla ahn

now and then

SORRY FOR THE LONG SILENCE, haha its been quite a while, yeah ?

so let me update you bout few things on my life

* went to UTP last week, rode my first bus ever trip ALONE ! and felt like its not that bad ! but the wait before, urgh torturing, hot hot bukit jalil, haha

*cool hall :D

*mosque(:

*beautiful beautiful :D

*breakfast :D nasi goreng ayam haha

*me, with the tag,pfft, haha


* decided that The Malay College is a superb place to study at, it is humongous, i assure you, very hugeee ! haha

* realised that this world ain't that small hunnayhh ! haha :D seriously .


* then, went for my MARA interview, went back to klcc from anggerik mall by KOMUTER. dangg, and now i regret it, but yeah, my first ride ever ! urgh, such long wait ! ): never again, haha ! psst dunno why the ticket is rotated sideways, ahh, just tilt ur heads ppl ! haha

*what else ? hmm, when your heart longs for that one special person, you tend to think twice about your actions because u're afraid it might scare them away.

that's good for now.chow

MAXIME

walk with me by absynthe minded

IT'S ABOUT ?

So this is how it goes
Well I, I would have never known
And if it ends today
I'll still say that you shine brighter than anyone

Now I think we're taking this too far
Don't you know that it's not this hard?
Well it's not this hard
But if you take what's yours and I take mine
Must we go there?
Please not this time. No, not this time.

Well this is not your fault
But if I'm without you
Then I will feel so small
And if you have to go
Always know that you shine brighter than anyone does.

Now I think we're taking this too far
Don't you know that it's not this hard?
Well it's not this hard
But if you take what's yours and I take mine
Must we go there?
Please not this time. No, not this time.

If you run away now,
Will you come back around?
And if you ran away,
I'd still wave goodbye
Watching you shine bright.

I'll wave goodbye
Watching you shine bright
(You shine bright, you shine bright)
I'll wave goodbye tonight

hard; M A X I M E

casualty by camera can't lie

With Love

If I knew it would be the last time
that I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute or two
to stop and say 'I love you,'
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything right.

There will always be another day
to say our "I love you's,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do's?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget,

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear,

Take time to say 'I'm sorry,' 'please forgive me,'
'thank you' or 'it's okay'.
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.

xo; maxime

*thanks alia, for posting this on Transcenders' Wall (:

straight through my heart by backstreetboys

Maybe I Need Some

some words are meant to be unsaid.
some feelings are meant to be kept inside
some looks are meant to be understood

don't mistook my words, or feelings, or looks.

feeling awkward, gonna leave home soon.it feels really really awkward, with the bus and all.yes, at 330 pm, m going of to ipoh, to attend the Eduquest thingy at UTP, Tronoh tomorrow.first time riding a bus, woohoo ~ m not sure if m supposed to be excited about it. guess there's more scary-ish and awkward-ish feeling more that excited-ish.

well just pray that i will find my tounge when im supposed to, and pray that my brain will function effectively at all times during my stay at UTP and also the days after that, because i'll have MARA's interview this friday as well.


*the aim is to get both, then you can choose* :D
wisdom words from two lovely parents :D

what good does the truth makes ?

i spilled my heart out to you
and right now im not sure if its the right move

i said i want to make this work

one last thing, don't think i told you last night
nobody's gonna own me

until 21; maxime

hate to see you go by thecolorfred

So, THIS Is How It Feels,

hello failure ! haha, never failed once before in my life, oh wait, haven't i ? anyway, i hereby say that i screwed up (not so bad okay !) during jpj just now. urgh, i don't care to elaborate, and yes, its on the road.haha !

just that a thought came into mind, why can't i just be better, just once ? in whatever i do i tend to be at par, be it SPM results or jpj test. in fact i am specifically pointing towards this two things only, God knows why. so i pray, in this upcoming Petronas EduQuest, i'll be better.

i can, yes, i can pour out all the things that i have in my mind right now, but i have decided that i won't.

lately, i've been craving to say a lot of things, but certain situations that i am in right now won't allow it.i want to say it, but lets make room for your words to come first :D haha !


*saving money, cutting down on movies, and also unnecessary stuffs, but spending money for creds is hard to resist, i once quoted that creds are my oxygen, without them, i can't live.so it stays that way,


se-tuck ! maxime

paradigm shift by candiria

Once Bitten, Twice Shy

'If somebody is said to be once bitten twice shy, it means that someone who has been hurt or who has had something go wrong will be far more careful the next time.'

'When something or someone has hurt you once, you tend to avoid that thing or person.'

'Something that you say which means when you have had an unpleasant experience you are much more careful to avoid similar experiences in the future'


*trust issues*

*won't say anything*
*to anyone*
*ever again*

let's see, maybe i need this new circle of friends, those 20 plus.they seemed to be fun :D

*don't go telling*

i may mean something to you, but .

must learn to assure people more, convince them ! and try to be more selfless and and just bear with the people who tends to sulk over small matter, *not that i despise or mock* people diverse.

respond ! improve !

IPHONE 3Gs : want ! *influenced by ads on TV*

*don't go making annoying remarks*

how high is your ego ?
mine, i say can be quite high, at times.




interview questions ? uncountable, unpredictable, UNREADY


breaking down ? have you ever gone through that ? yes ? so, you should know how it feels. do i look angry ? yes ? so, am i ? NO. you had your share of time, and yes, you shared, thanks for that. but why kiss and tell ?

one more, define sombong.GOOGLE it,

too many questions ?

just say it, i might say yes (; MAXIME

bukticinta by mirwana

Super Spicy Fried Rice !

A guy and a girl can be just friends, but at one point or another, they will fall for each other. Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever.
– Dave Matthews

*thanks donne (:

still, wish me luck for the interview, need to do an essay, -.-' don't really like that, urggh, but i have to, and yeah my voice is back, but still, macho as ever, haha ! hope that it'll be back fully by next monday so that i can work :D but then, for 2 days only ): my driving test is on thursday, and wednesday is the only time that i have to practice, so afraiddd.i suck on speed, like seriously.!


btw, had a great time just now :D but yeah, great time using a lot of money too -.-' but luckily didn't watch any movie, either clash of the titans or KL drift 2 won't be worth it, haha ! probably next time, yeah.and i got a new pink earphone for my ipod, yeayyyy :D why pink ? ask him ! hahaha ;)

and suddenly everyone wants to have Formspring, cool (:

the sudden pain
leaves a stain
on the heart will remain
or as thought in the brain

he said, eh diorang keluar tak ajak you ke ?
err, tak ?

and yeah there goes the thought that should i 'sentap' or just that im too old to care about this petty2 stuffs ?
and yeah, do i admit that i really don't belong in that some what call 'group' to be asked out by them ?
yes, i do admit, i don't belong, but that's not the reason. and no, i don't have a single thought in my mind saying that i should be mad or what ever because i know.i just know(: haha.

okay,

today came sooner than i thought (; so next week ?

the sad goodbye; maxime

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