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Hi! I'm Sabrina, a 25 year old wanderer. This where I write about things that are relevant to my life whether big or small, mostly about my feelings towards things. All things posted are strictly my take on things unless written otherwise. Happy reading!

Sunday, March 29, 2009

after

well
its the art of competition
simply,

and that is why we lose.
ahahaha

and of course, there are some other reasons, but its better not to said here.

there will nvr be a 28 march 09 anymore
no more english drama

all thats left is
SPM, for sure.(:

for every failure, comes big success.


overall, heres my opinion bout each and every single play

athena the dance goddess(i guess) by the first formers
well, pity them cuz their backdrop and half of the props were burned that evening
so its last minute props and backdrop
thnx to the seniors

okay2, they did okay
for the first formers
and their story was different from the others
the zeus and hercules kinda stuff


form 2; love at war
ahha
there were ppl wearing army clothes everywhere
and well
its a love story
the violent army fell in love with the voluntary girl
bla bla bla
then, the guy was shot
ahha
tragic tragic

(mind me, m typing with my left hand only, due to hungry reasons) (;

f3; edora's wish

um, at first i can quite understnd their story, but then i've to get some of the f3s to tell me the story line.

this edora,
she's cursed, as they say
so, in everything that she does
it will not succeed.
so,she decided to wear susuk to beautify her face
and drank chicken's blood to delete the curse
eventually, she got close to marriage but then the groom died

i was shocked when i saw a scene that some actresses entered the stage through behind and ruining their backdrop
such a waste, dont u think so?
haha

ohyaii; f4's

well,i didnt understnd much of the drama but
all i knoe is dat

1)they've got something to do with red indians
2)the main storyline is dat 'u can never run from death, eventho hw many times you've escape death'

and i guess,THAT is why they won?
hahaa, hilarious.


us the fifth formers; a thousand cranes

well its mainly about war
and,how u learn from it
and,how does it affects you and ur life

sad actually, this story

its adapted from a real drama entitled a thousand cranes
but obviously we changed it, a lot



sideshows
f1: dancing queen by abba
typical modern dance

f2: modern dance also
but its army style
quite smart
i like the ending
haha, askar is my specialty
i mean, my fav(:

f3; scary yet violent
there were black cutex everywhere
or so ive been told its just black ppr, idk lahh
disturbia, yupp, very disturbing
esp sheena, with her hair
(;

f4
ahem2, copy of our sideshow last yr?
oh godd.not the exact, but you know, the idea.costume?
still,

f5: qoe, grand entrance with the snare
and then alia n myra continues with the tuba

but, the uv light effect
dangggg
pfft, the f4s! haih.wtv.
they did well

all for one maynn(:


so results?

best sideshow: f4
best props: f5
best special effect: f2
best script: f4
best overall actress: f3 eh, that farina
best supporting actress: f2, that zachary guy
best junior play: f3
best senior play: f4

so, who do u think won best overall?
OHYAII, the forth formers.


thnx to us?heE./idk(;
maybe not, but the uv light, absolutely yes.hahaa.

oh and, congrats.

pnt la type one hand; maxime.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

before

ENGLISH DRAMA

tingg!that time of the year is here.damn la weyh.well, we're the 'juara bertahan' since f2.wahahaha.didnt expect it, well.thnx to my batch, transcenders and also, yupp, LISA(:

so this year, what will happen?ahha
competition, competition

very, very, tough.the f4s are currently bucking up, well.quite good, i can say.
the f1s are acting brave by doing their own script.ahha, many KL PAC's actresses there, so, i cn say they're good.i guess.but, in the meantime, all that we know is that, the f1's story is quite diff from all of the other batches.different?but not that good.hahaha.i hope xD


so like, ive gtg.
lotss of things to do, including sleeping and eating!hahahahahahaha

and ohh PLEASE,

pray for us

best side show
best props
best script
best special effects

best overall actress

best director
and that will lead to


BEST OVERALL PLAY


with hope, prays and also hardwork, what can possibly go wrong?

(:

all for one; maxime

amiinn,

Saturday, March 21, 2009

real LIFE?

unbelievably true
one week, its gone.just . like . that.
and now, its back to: the school!
haha, not-so-torturing, i guess -.-'
i can handle the pressure, if there is any.heE.


what did i achieve this week?

self fix
new style
self control :D
new perception of things
new friend, mind.
lost some weight?
self study, :D
disipline, pfft, as if i hdnt enuff of that at sch! haha
stand up for myself, stand my ground, straightend up my prinsip, YUPP



so, whats next?

ED, yupp! just one week away, so much to do, haha.
R&D foodsale, ahaha, big bucks maynn
ORCHEST, well, im not in, but, goodluck eyhh

mid year exam :D trying and striving hard for it, the trial maynn.

and HKSBP, basketball, debate, debat, pfft.all the best.


whats always there;

SPM.

'if you were my boyfriend, i'll be true to you, if i make a promise, im coming thru'

things;
money
riana green
aurat
pious
zionis
boycott
friends
close friends
well-mannered
appearance
baju kurung
bmw, bloody mahal wheels?(;
flat screen tv
late service
waiter
weight gain
words

more words



haih, emotions.unstable and they run high at night, people once told me.and yupp, i guess its true.tired.im tired of all this.all of a sudden, things change.um, not that im not prepared for it, it just came on too suddenly.that thought, ut hurts.deeply, but its not strong enuff to produce a tear, luckily.knowing that ure okay, im glad.


I'm looking out in the crowd
Don't know where you are
It's like I'm hearing you now
But you feel so far
I don't know what I can do
I'm searching everywhere
Thats why I lay here at night
& dream you to life



been hearing that song until i was asleep.i was thinking of someone, was.damn im tired, but there's still things to do.some unfinished business.oh yess, hot chocolate really makes my day.ahh, calming.but definitely, cold water is the best!



packing
thinking
homework
study
tido!


conspicuously enough IMISSYOU; maxime quinn

p/s:who d hell is shahriman zahari?


&& that guy's life, is soo full with girls.isnt he bored?

haha.i guess NOT.

If You Wanna Dance<3

I'm back in California
Remember when we used to
Spend the summer nights together
At home, the shores
were breaking
You were so cold and shaky
I hold you
So close to me

And if you wanna dance
I'll take you by the hand
In time I would leave
Pumping in the sand
Burning in the sunset
Tonight it's you and me
I'll take you back
And to how it used to be
I'll take you back
Tonight it's you and me

I hear now that you're taken
Maybe for just
tonight I'll steal
you from him
Make up something
We'll spend the whole
night laughing
I'll take you to
place where we've
first met
Where we've first kissed

And if you wanna dance
I'll take you by the hand
In time I would leave
Pumping in the sand
Burning in the sunset
Tonight it's you and me
I'll take you back
And to how it used to be
I'll take you back
Tonight

And if you wanna dance
I'll take you by the hand
And I, I will leave

Pumping in the sand
Burning in the sunset
Tonight it's you and me
I'll take you back
To how it used to be
I'll take you back
Tonight it's you and me

I'll take you back
Take you back
To how it used to be
I'll take you back
Take you back
Tonight

lagi 8 months: maxime,

Friday, March 20, 2009

jalan tuanku abdul rahman

today, i woke up at 9.early?not really cuz i promised my mum that we will 'gerak' at 9.haha.so, im late.but, cm boleh dimaafkan lagi.bfast was plain fried rice.and off we go to the famous jalan tuanku abdul rahman, where you can find all kinds of clothes, and ppl.i used to hate this place, cuz evry year, my mum will force us siblings to go there to buy sch uniforms, and maynn, its sooo damn packed with ppl.urgh.but, wtv.

so we arrived at 930, quite early cuz that place is soo empty.but full with indians, goshh.i really cant stand the smell.nama pun jalan masjid india kann.hee.wtv wtv, we parked our car at 'semua house' and started our journey.the aim was to find 'tudung ikin' haha, godd i still cant believe m going to wear that kind of tudung.pfft.here's how it looks like.

okayy.it looks weird onto i dummy, but m sure it'll look better on human!


tadaa~ ahaha.wtv lahh.then, we went into this whole jumble of shops, alaaaa.tawu lahh.mcm kt bandung tu?one shoplot with tiny2 kedai dlm tuu.first, im like so quiet cuz im like 'urgh i hate this place' kann, so my mum pun crk la a kebaya for my maid.for raya, gila awl kann?hee.

then cm sume mahal je, plus, jarang lagi..so, tak jdk beli.then cm accidentally terjumpe one selendang panjang plain, black in colour, to wear it just for fun, kat luar.haha.lilit2, mcm tudung gak kann.my mum suruh i start pakai like that cuz she saw nana wearing it the other day.im fine with it, so i bought one.ahha.one thing bout that lilit2 thing is that if i wear it at college ppl will look weird taw.duhh, college je.asl pakai fancy2?haha.wtv wtv.

round round lagi, now the aim is to find tudung ikin yg pendek je, black to wear inside.then kat luar baru lilit selendang colour.crk punye cark, mmg la jumpe sume yg panjang, or sederhana panjang pun ada.but being the choosy me, ahah, we decided to go to the oroginal tudung ikin store, the famous ARIANI :D

damnn, my first impression, wahh.gila colourful and teratur.okay okay, no harm dome.i picked up, the perfect inner tudung ikin, and tried it on.mmg la sedap pakai, the price pun sedap RM69! maynn.second thoughts already filled my mind.duhh, so not worth it.cuz m not going to wear it often punn.and and, inside the kedai, there were plenty of datin everywhere, and every one of them are wearing that kind of tudung.ahaha.they're rich ppl, they can afford it.hee.

so, then.we decided to go to arzu, the same kind of store that sells these kind of tudung and selendang, but takde at that area.nvm, never give up!after that, we got hungry, so makan kat gerai dpn tu. well, when u're hungry, everything's good :D

then g mydin japp.ahha.kt sini la best!my mum bought one tudung ikin plus the selendang.black polka dolts red, can you imagine that?ahaha.nvm, she likes it, so she bought it.well, as for me, i bought a nice baju kurung.kain dy, lawa gle(: hee.thot i wanna wear it at college, but, my mum insisted on wearig it during raya.bummer.but, alas, she chaned her mindd :D here, we found my maid's kebaya.lawa ouhh.green, plus the tudung ikin! haha, kire one set la tuuu.hee.bought my stationaries for sch.gila ouhh, i wanted to buy one pocket file, but you know mydin.theres no such thing as one.it come in dozens!duhh, i didnt buy it obv.then, bought this selendang, lawa gle, full with shining and shimmering sequins.haha.cool cool :D

and then, we got tired, and that place's full of ppl by that time, and its going to rain punn.and i didnt realise that its already 2! wahh.gila lame shopping.no wonder i felt like im going to lose my feet.haiyoo.ten, we went to chowkit to buy some stuffs, friuts.OMG, the sight.well, its full of maknyah.real ones.ahha.eWWWWW! damnn.they were like flirting with sape tah, and m glad m not one of themurgh.imagine.afterwards, we managed to stop by at carrefour behind my house otw back home.there;s this one baju, lawaaaa ah.idk how to describe it.but, its so expensive.RM 190.hhaha.so, not!so we went back.and i tried on the tudung lilit tu.and i thot i looked i little bit weird.well,


goshh, its soo weird, kan?

wtv wtv, its already friday.so, its two more days before going back to college.oh goddddddd.

spm spm spm.dang.

many happy returns of the day; maxime (:

p/s: so, i guess jalan tuanku abdul rahman is not that bad, anyway(:

Thursday, March 19, 2009

azira-sang!





well, id like to introduce to you this girl
i think u might hv known this girl
but, just for the records, shall we(:

her name is azira ali riza
she's17, quite right now.on this very day.

well, this is our story together, living 5 years under one roof.

2005.
um.name awk sape? "IRA"
1T classroom,
nk duduk table seblah awk bley? "silakan"
so we were deskies for that year.kannnn?(:
this is one photo of ur 'maids', before going to surau.



2006.

2N classroom
deskies, again(:
and and, remember our 'western dinner?'

ohh well, those were the 'pn tengku' days :D


2007, PMR YEAR

nope, were not deskies.
but instead, beddies!
kann.
this shows our 'kerajinan study' and you crazyness in the dorm, MELUR.




oops, theres my 3310 ovr there.haha.pfft.those were the days~


2008

deskie, AGAIN :D
well, m more than glad my dear.ahah.
plenty of stuffs we've been thru.but u'll still there for me :D
rmmbr that big big birthday celebration we made for you, jaa n tiqss?
hahahaha.
splashing of water-good timing-obedient lagi tuu
suruh line up depan room, korg pun line up
and then, u guys ended up, wet! ngeE.

2009 - SPM YEAR! ahah

here we are!jeng jeng jeng.
not deskies, not dormmates, but tablemates!
yeahh, that means, we eat together, maynn this lady
she's one hell of a diet-er!
mmg pinggan dy, kosong habis!ahah.
ure pretty enuff lah darl!

yupp, this year we have one big battle to fight.we've made it thru pmr, with the 8A's

now its SPM time.alaa, sijil paling mudah kann?(;

BM--A1
BI--A1
SEJ--A1
M3--A1
AG--A1
BIO--A1
CHEM--A1
PHY--A1
ADDMATHS--A1
&&
ACCOUNTS<3--a1 span="">

10A1s together k?
amiiinn~


wtv ponn, i syg you taww!

oh, the real deal,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG!
sweet 17!<33 span="">

ilysm, xoxo, maximeQUE!

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

this

blog is officially, public(: ahah

my words, no offense huh/
yupp, feel free to comment.anything :D

and and, many of you may not know, i am following you guys, just privately.hahah.
WTV.

more to come.

'when its with you, you tend to neglect it, thinking that you have it close with you, it wont run away.but, you don't know that even the slightest action will give effect, you wouldn't think about the actions till its done, till its over, till its gone.and by that time, there are no longer space for regrets.'

its so true.

you dear, why?i am so sorry if i ever put you in a state of depression, or close to that.time spent with you are priceless.and yet now, you are really, really, far away.and nothing can ever change that.but, im just wondering, what if.WHAT IF..?

currently, i am pissed off.major.damn.

rasa neglected gilaaa in this house.fine lah im ALONE or wht, but i am still, alive.haih.and i thot my schedule is packed enuff to keep me occupied.but, i dont think so.the urge to go and hit everybody who is online is way up high.but, im not that cheap.cheap?friendly?duhh.im a boring person.am i?maybe.please, accompany me.someone.please): ive got prep at 3, and yet i havent eat.wtv.WTV.WTV.LAPAR OHKAY!

m lyk this cuz m craving for food.haih.terribly/

cranky?pfft.

i so love myself; maxime quinn.

ps: unbelievably stupid, new new. and and sarcastically fabulous.okay ke tak?hah

Friday, March 13, 2009

hatin' on the club

<3 woahh.tiring tiring month.first, exams! haiyoo/ glad that its over.but its just uPP1 and im staying up lyk hell! and results pun, hm.wait n see je ah!hee.then its mkki.im d one who's running here and there, giving smiles and hope and TRUST to the f4s, but it ended up, BAD.bias pnye pasal ah.idk lah.in life, there is bias, but, dont over one-sided please.that really piss me off ouh.this girl, who rarely cries, cried- terribly!- just for the sake of...urgh.nvm.its all over.and then, spm results 2008.surprisingly, they did, very well.im proud.but, this is where the pressure, the tension starts.teachers start to compare, and hope.batchleaders startd to remind us so often.and im like, sedar but...just start slow eh.go with the flow(: gila ah.i saw the spm slip of this straight a1s student, and it was sooooo NICE.wish mine's gonna be like that nxt year.amiiin~

so.holidays(: not so smiley anymore cuz theres a lot to do.mid year's coming.cant relax cuz there's so many things going on.up nxt, ED.next, R&D whatsoever tuuuuu.then orchest.then perkampungan bla bla bla.study study, main main, hahaha.then, its already midyear.my mindset right now is, our trials (10th august) is the real SPM.gosh.scary kan?so trial is the mid yr exam.haiyoo.gila kena struggle.worried worried.f4 syllabus ah!reading.that deadly sejarah, heavy bio, plenty chem, calculative physics and and and, confusing accounts! ;) HAHA.this yr, okay sket kot in class, cuz dah jarang tido!ngee.kesedaran tu, it came naturally.hee.

movies.yeah.nk gak tgk.well, u cant expect me to have packed-with-studies holiday kot?dah la bean's ahaed of me by 3 movies which now are NOT in cinemas anymore.down x?GELL! :( wtv wtv, i must watch atleast A movie.wed, please mommy?(; and i soooo nid creds ryte now.i promised nik that i will call her once i got hime, but, no creds.so how?:( and tmrw m gna go change my braces colour.gosh, it must be painful.imagine, one week at home, i cant eat.damn!no no, idc.i must eat.hahahaha! then i wanna buy some books.revesion books(; haha.

btw, my article, it did NOT came out in saujana last yr.damn!this one, i gila sedih ouhh.hope.noe shattered.hahahaha.later i will publish it here, okiee?

oh and, you know what.i cant believe myself either.but theres this friend of mine.dy melatah horror!serious.hahaha.i cant believe it at first.but you have to believe it once you see it(:

MAXIME QUINN ;xoxo.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

fever

ahha.not that fever.its sports day fever! just this saturday, 2 days left and theres tons of work to do.our theme for my house for this year is,....ssh!wait till this saturday lah! ahahaha.then why am i here typing this while others are doing thier work?it is because, ive done mine!ahaha.im just the athlte.common.apart from my first exam coming up, less than 2 weeks! then is the holidays, then its ED.WOW.gile gile pny packed aah.dah la i lost smting very valuable to our ED.hadoyy.susa aw nk buat.hurm.hope it does not fall to others hands.hee.

btw, i read this book called, LIFE IS AN OPEN SECRET.it really really really good.ahaha.u should read it, and apply.the writer is a very pious person i can say.most of her (yes, its a her) articles inside are based on surahs in the Al-Quran, and also hadith2.i didnt get the chance to finish it yet, since i cut my friend.ahaha.my bad.but, im currently waiting!this is the book worth reading if you got sick of reading all your study books(:

oh yes.movies.damn la bean ni! well, the best thing bout having braces on, we cn actually go back, or ask for an outing for he reason, sakit la, tercabut la, the admin will say yes and dnt know that we are actually making up.this friend of mine, went back last week.and she gets to watch 3 EXTRA MOVIES, and its EXTRA BEST okay! first, my beloved tom cruise in VALKYRIE (grrrrrrrr), second, her not so charming anymore brad pitt in THE CASE OF BENJAMIN BUTTON.urgh, thirdly, slmdog millionare.haih.nk tgk kt movies! by the time i got home, which is like on 13th march, looooong way to go, obv these movies da tade kat cinema kann.hm.nvm la.

alryte.atleast i wrote smthng.daa


MAXIME

Friday, January 2, 2009

2009? or shall we say, goodbye 2008

im a day late.haha.its 020109 already.gosh, 2009? wait, lets talk bout 2208, shall we(:

In 2008,​ i:

Staye​d singl​e almos​t the whole​ year?​
-haha NO

Kisse​d someo​ne new?
- i guess(;


Done somet​hing you'​ve regre​tted?​
- yeah, obv!



Lost someo​ne?​
- i guess?

Cut class​?​
- oops
hee

Were invol​ved in somet​hing you'​ll never​ forge​t?​
- haha
yeah!


Visit​ed a diffe​rent count​ry?​
-yupp


Got a gift you adore​?​
-yeah
that huge BEAR(:
name dy T.I.

Dyed your hair?​
- hell no


Came close​ to losin​g your life?​
- yeah
hahaha


2008:​ Frien​ds and Enemi​es

Did you meet any new frien​ds this year?​
- yeapp


Did you disli​ke anyon​e?​
-dat girl?

Do you have any regre​ts when it comes​ to your frien​dship​s?​
-dn think so

2008:​ Your BIRTH​DAY!​?​

Did you have a cake?​
-yeah

Did you have a party​?​
-kinda


Did you get any prese​nts?​
-yeahh


2008:​ All about​ YOU

Did you chang​e at all this year?​
-YUP

Did you get your hair cut?
- yeah :D


Did you chang​e your style​?​
-yes :)

Were you in schoo​l?​
-obv!
doink !


Did you get good grade​s?​
- boleh la, but not as good as THAT GUY !



Did you go on any vacat​ions?​
-yeah
it was fun(:

Would​ you chang​e anyth​ing about​ yours​elf now?
- now?
maybe

2008:​ Wrap UP:

Was 2008 a good year?​
-i guess

***LOVELIFE
im glad im with him now(:
i love him vry vry vry much okay !

***FRIENDS
fantastic!
but yeah, there were fights, but we got thru kan?
i love you gila beng beng beng!

***FAMILY
supportive, always there.
i know i cn always count on my family(:

Do you think​ 2009 will top 2008?​
- YEAH
obv


I confe​ss that in 2008 I...
() staye​d singl​e for the whole​ year
() kisse​d in the snow
() celeb​rated​ Hallo​ween
(x) had your heart​ broke​n
() moone​d someo​ne
(x) went over the minut​es on your cell phone​
() someo​ne quest​ioned​ your sexua​l orien​tatio​n
( ) came out of the close​t
( ) gotte​n pregn​ant
( ) had an abort​ion
(x) done somet​hing you'​ve regre​tted

OTHER​
() paint​ed a pictu​re
(x) wrote​ a poem
(x) ran a mile
()​shopp​ed at Holli​ster or Aberc​rombi​e and Fitch​
(x)​poste​d a blog on MySpa​ce
( ) visit​ed a forei​gn count​ry
(x) cut in a line of waiti​ng peopl​e
(x) told someo​ne you were busy when you weren​'​t
() parti​ed to celeb​rate the new year
(​ )​Cooke​d a disas​trous​ meal
() lied about​ how old you were
(x) prank​ calle​d someo​ne

In 2008 I...
[x] broke​ a promi​se
[x] fell out of love
[x] lied
[x] cried​ over a broke​n heart​
[x] disap​ointe​d someo​ne close​
[x] hid a secre​t
[x] prete​nded to be happy​
[] slept​ under​ the stars​.

[] kept your new years​ resol​ution​
[] forgo​t your new years​ resol​ution​
[x] met someo​ne who chang​ed your life
[] met one of your idols​
[x] chang​ed your outlo​ok on life
[x] sat home all day doing​ nothi​ng
[] prete​nded to be sick
[ ] left the count​ry
[ ] almos​t died
[x] given​ up on somet​hing/​someo​ne impor​tant to you
[x] lost somet​hing expen​sive
[x] learn​ed somet​hing new about​ yours​elf
[x] tried​ somet​hing you norma​lly would​n'​t try and liked​ it
[x] made a chang​e in your life
[x] found​ out who your true frien​ds were
[] met gay peopl​e
[x] staye​d up til sunri​se
[x] cried​ over the silli​est thing​
[ ] had frien​ds who were drift​ing away from you
[ ] had a high cell phone​ bill
[x] spent​ most of your money​ on food
[] had a fist fight​
[ ] went to the beach​
[x] gotte​n sick
[ ] liked​ more than 5 peopl​e at the same time
[x] becam​e close​r with a lot of peopl​e


well?anymore questions?hahaha.

well, i think, 2008 COULD be much much more better.haih.i played around too much.flirt around too much.didnt notice things that i shud.hahaha.and, just sometimes, i just have to be serious.haha.idk, well, it started off with a very normal start, it gets bad along the way, then it ended, smoothly.yeahh, im gladd.

during this whole year of 2008, i gained a lot of new friends, and found my true bestfriends, gone somewhere i never been, knew my haters, spotted some fakers, i detected some mistakes in myself and got rid of them, gain weight, hate the wardens a little bit more, learnd something, lost a love, gain a true and lost lasting one, and i learned my lesson.gud.

to end this, thankyou.

que A.

now, present, 2009. tadaaaa!

the first thing, SPM
gosh gosh gosh gosh

nvm that.lets go to this topic, my goals.err, do i have one pun?haha.sure!here goes,

1) lose weight! 45 kg!
2) 10 a 1's spm ofcourse
3) be a good girl to my parents
4) try not to be in trouble in sch
5) be a gud kakak to my adik adik
6) be more thankful to GOD, and do as HIS says
7) appreciate ppl more
8) LOVE!
9) learn how to pujuk ppl, be a gud listener
10) save some money

hurm.ok, another one


things i DISLIKE

org kaler rmbut, major hate!
smokers, drinkers, drug addicts
org rebond rambut
the colour yellow
nasi dagang?
air soya, tebu, milo
fakers, and ppl who call me fakers
lipas!
more to come


reasons to CRY
1) u think you urself sucks
2) ure upset
3) u get bad grades
4) kena marah ngan parents
5) over happy
6) YOU MISS SOMEONE
7) u suddenly thought bout the past, and its really sad
8) ure afraid of the future, what will act happen
9) ur hormones are unstable
10) ure touched by smthing


in two freaking days, i am going back to that old environment, school.i'd lived in that environment for four long years, and i hope this year, will be the best among the five years.yeah.plenty to learn, heaps to go thru, and i hope the ending will be fabulous!i cant wait to see my friends as much as i cant wait for this year to end.oh gosh.pls, come fast and go fast.done.hahaha.


new clothes.new haircut.new boyfriend.new attitude.new shoes.new blackshoes.new mood.new writing.new hobbies.new aperance.new style.new year.new everything! i guess.




will get back to yahh.

ohh ohh and happy new year!


ily, Que A.