date, 091209
i was late, and somebody's mad.ahha, while i was waiting at the bench in front of room, my favourite place to wait, all of he sudden, he appeared.and smiling.hahaha, oh how was i relieved. but then, he's being a dear by being a company for me. he was so patient, but indeed degil betul! haha, pdn muka dy sbb kena sepak2 dgn i.the worst part was, i even have to suap him the prosperity burger, ahha.but i thot i was just being sweet. but i, glad i got to meet him. ahaha.eventho x tgk new moon pun, quite a bummer for that laa, my bad.eheh.one time ni, i was mad at him, cuz when we're like walking, he suddenly turned and walked away.i was left alone, and feeling awkward.gosh, then he told me that it was because of his friends and his sentence that made me snapped was 'and u're not supposed to be here'. damn i was so mad, but his continuous words of sorry, made me forgive him.ala, small matter pun kan.haha.his outfit was cool, kudos for that.ahha. but u know, lastly he bought me the cover ipod anywayy, thanks a bunch, really really appreciate that((: you know who you are.
Mademoiselle
- alhanasabrina
- Hi! I'm Sabrina, a 25 year old wanderer. This where I write about things that are relevant to my life whether big or small, mostly about my feelings towards things. All things posted are strictly my take on things unless written otherwise. Happy reading!
Friday, December 11, 2009
Friday, November 27, 2009
Thursday, November 26, 2009
boy you're my temporary high
okay okay
papers?what cn i say.erm erm, addmaths was hard.goshh.yg laen tu, ive no words for them.
friend, ive read the blog.which is meaningful (i guess), cuz no one ever wites abt me.heh. ((: *grins*
oh yea bydaway, cant wait for chemistry.but then when the day comes, i'll know i'll be damn sad! sobsob.those memories, T 0509.goshh.rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuuu sgt krg.
and and new moon is out in cinemas today! and goshh, pika da tgk.and she said jacob was amazingly cute!haha.but m still team edward! yeah.
abt the title, yeah.i think i dont really know him yet.he said so.i think so too.time, let us meet, and let that meet be before 4th jan.cuz he's going fer plkn!harhar.hilarious.
my guilty pleasure during SPM ni, wasting my time watching the super hot daniel humphrey in gg, haha.cant resist!
plenty to tell laaa, adoiyaii.but not the time and place.so, later i'll update more, with pictures!
maxime<3!
papers?what cn i say.erm erm, addmaths was hard.goshh.yg laen tu, ive no words for them.
friend, ive read the blog.which is meaningful (i guess), cuz no one ever wites abt me.heh. ((: *grins*
oh yea bydaway, cant wait for chemistry.but then when the day comes, i'll know i'll be damn sad! sobsob.those memories, T 0509.goshh.rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuuu sgt krg.
and and new moon is out in cinemas today! and goshh, pika da tgk.and she said jacob was amazingly cute!haha.but m still team edward! yeah.
abt the title, yeah.i think i dont really know him yet.he said so.i think so too.time, let us meet, and let that meet be before 4th jan.cuz he's going fer plkn!harhar.hilarious.
my guilty pleasure during SPM ni, wasting my time watching the super hot daniel humphrey in gg, haha.cant resist!
you know you love me, xoxo, GOSSIP GIRL.
plenty to tell laaa, adoiyaii.but not the time and place.so, later i'll update more, with pictures!
maxime<3!
Sunday, October 18, 2009
30
aduhh, tatkala ku sedang menaip huruf di papan kekunci ini, ada rakan2 ku yang sedang enak dibuai mimpi, padahal jarum jam sudah menunjukkan hampir dua petang.dan mungkin juga ada yang sedang penat memerah otak barangkali, menyelesaikan masalah matematik tambahan atau fizik atau sewaktu dgnnya, kerana peperiksaan yang bakal menjelang tiba tidak lama lagi. ya benar jika saya mengatakan bahawa saya sedang membazir sedikit masa membuat perkara yang memuaskan nafsu saya ini, tetapi otak sudah penuh, hampir penuh dengan fakta2 sejarah yang entah ya atau tidak melekat di kepala otakku ini.
haih, daku mengeluh sekali lagi.spm hanya tinggal sebulan, tiga puluh hari jika mahu dikira dengan nombor.tetapi mengapa ku rasa seakan2 tidak bersedia?otak ku hampir penat, tetapi badanku enggan menyerah diri.fikiran sering terbang melayang, apakah yang akan terjadi selepas ini?tekanan menyuruhku belajar sepenuh hati, agar hati ibu dan bapa ku tidak dikecewakan, sekali lagi. aku ingin kan yang terbaik buat diriku dan juga diri mereka.
saban hari, aku tidak jemu malah tidak sedikit pun merasa bosan untuk memgang buku yang hampir koyak rabak, akibat terlampau khusyuk belajar agak nya, ku harap segala ape yang aku korbankan akan membuah kan hasil
akhir kata, semoga segala salah dan silap ku dimaafi, walaupun raya sudah meninggalkan kita, agar kita bersama2 meraih kejaan yang cemerlang mendapat sepuluh a PLUS, selari dgn hasrat Menteri Pelajaran kita pada tahun ini.
masa seakan2 iri hati, oleh ini saya mgundur diri.
sekian; alhana
haih, daku mengeluh sekali lagi.spm hanya tinggal sebulan, tiga puluh hari jika mahu dikira dengan nombor.tetapi mengapa ku rasa seakan2 tidak bersedia?otak ku hampir penat, tetapi badanku enggan menyerah diri.fikiran sering terbang melayang, apakah yang akan terjadi selepas ini?tekanan menyuruhku belajar sepenuh hati, agar hati ibu dan bapa ku tidak dikecewakan, sekali lagi. aku ingin kan yang terbaik buat diriku dan juga diri mereka.
saban hari, aku tidak jemu malah tidak sedikit pun merasa bosan untuk memgang buku yang hampir koyak rabak, akibat terlampau khusyuk belajar agak nya, ku harap segala ape yang aku korbankan akan membuah kan hasil
akhir kata, semoga segala salah dan silap ku dimaafi, walaupun raya sudah meninggalkan kita, agar kita bersama2 meraih kejaan yang cemerlang mendapat sepuluh a PLUS, selari dgn hasrat Menteri Pelajaran kita pada tahun ini.
masa seakan2 iri hati, oleh ini saya mgundur diri.
sekian; alhana
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Saturday, September 26, 2009
jangan percaya, hanya rekaan semata-mata
i want to meenie's house yesterday, and also lonne.here's the story.
i went to meenie's house, bla bla bla, she showed me her house, and i was so amazed.the design, fullamak, wallah gila beng! yeaa.it is just a corner terrace, just like mine, yeaa.but since her dad is an architect ( correct me if m wrong), so it is build from scratch.and plus, i got duet raya((: thanks auntie :D
lonne's, huge, bungalow i think? but without a huge lawn.ahha.but but, its beautiful laa, and plus, you can climb up allll the way to the roof.cool or what.(:
p/s: the spaghetti, yummy :D
not too much of the details laa, privacy kot.ceehh.but

enuff with that.that's yesterday's issue.today, went to a wedding, err.how to say it ehh.my moyang tiri's grand daughter.haha.long story short, its reallly a keluarga 69.too many to list.
i went to meenie's house, bla bla bla, she showed me her house, and i was so amazed.the design, fullamak, wallah gila beng! yeaa.it is just a corner terrace, just like mine, yeaa.but since her dad is an architect ( correct me if m wrong), so it is build from scratch.and plus, i got duet raya((: thanks auntie :D
lonne's, huge, bungalow i think? but without a huge lawn.ahha.but but, its beautiful laa, and plus, you can climb up allll the way to the roof.cool or what.(:
p/s: the spaghetti, yummy :D
not too much of the details laa, privacy kot.ceehh.but
home is certainly where the heart is
enuff with that.that's yesterday's issue.today, went to a wedding, err.how to say it ehh.my moyang tiri's grand daughter.haha.long story short, its reallly a keluarga 69.too many to list.
wtv laa, my birthday's coming, so its the cue that SPM is also around the corner.haha, so dont forget to wish me yeaa.kah3.
I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better
I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
toing toing, im feeling this
tatkala menunggu respons darimu
aku resah
gelisah
tidak senang duduk
aku berguling-guling di atas katilku yang empuk
sambil menatap wajahmu
yang kelihatan sunyi
mengkin kau perlukan teman
untuk menyinari hidupmu
adakah aku boleh menjadi
salah satu daripada isi hati mu?
aku resah
gelisah
tidak senang duduk
aku berguling-guling di atas katilku yang empuk
sambil menatap wajahmu
yang kelihatan sunyi
mengkin kau perlukan teman
untuk menyinari hidupmu
adakah aku boleh menjadi
salah satu daripada isi hati mu?
haha, eew right? so its true, malay poetry needs more than english poetry, so i guess it'll stick to english(:
tidak ku sangka ku boleh jadi begini
terkambus dalam onak duri cintamu
terjatuh hati dengan lunaknya suaramu
sambil berbual mesra
mendengar kelak ketawa mu
aku riang
tersenyum di dalam hati
lantas aku bertanya
mengapa kau buat ku jadi begini?
seeyah guys, im off tomorow to college.terkambus dalam onak duri cintamu
terjatuh hati dengan lunaknya suaramu
sambil berbual mesra
mendengar kelak ketawa mu
aku riang
tersenyum di dalam hati
lantas aku bertanya
mengapa kau buat ku jadi begini?
practice makes perfect, spm da nk dekatt ;P
oh crapp.
oh crapp.
unstable; maxime.
p/s: GFORCE sememangnya comel! martabatkan bahasa ibunda ;P
ignore me, love sick perhaps
p/s: GFORCE sememangnya comel! martabatkan bahasa ibunda ;P
ignore me, love sick perhaps
Thursday, September 24, 2009
cuci mata
start off;

yela yela, letak jugak gamba ariani, yg takberape nk lawa ni
p/s: from left, kakak sheera, my sis, me.
gamba saye bersama saing SPM, kan aqeel?
me, deanna, with the two lil cuzzies. salman and luqman
me n sis with luqman at the centre

the keluarga 69 (refer previous post)
the cake buat sendiri :D
the attention seeker, TORRES(:
the cat close upp
meet the fam, SELAMAT HARI RAYA :D

yela yela, letak jugak gamba ariani, yg takberape nk lawa ni
p/s: from left, kakak sheera, my sis, me.
me n sis with luqman at the centrethe keluarga 69 (refer previous post)
maxime.
the ups and downs
sweetness, is a subjective word.it can mean the taste of the candy we used to love since we were babies or just simply, an act of kindness, or thoughts of other people that can make them feel, appreciated. well, i should really say : thank you (:
lets start with raya, shall we?
when i heard the word, kuantan, i was like, OMG! i hated it, (not exactly hate) for some reasons that i cant meet my cousins at kelantan, but i have to follow anyway.so on the blessed friday, my family started our journey to pekan kuantan.it was still fasting month at that thime, so theres no nid to pack food along.the journey was packed, with the cat and my maid, crammed in a crv, but luckily we managed to get to the banglo with the HUGE lawn(boleh maen futsal ;P) in one piece.the ugly truth: there was no line, AT ALL.i was frustrated.blame the phone, or what?
the cat named torres, was obv was the center of attention.godd, heaven kot.haha, and that night she didnt sleep, just wandering arond the new atmosphere while i was on the phone with the funniest guy ever! haha.i slept at 4 kot.shh ;P
the last day of fasting, it wass all abt preparations for raya.we cooked and cooked and cooked, and finally its break-fast time :D
raya came, and i had the best laugh ever! we wanted to get our photos taken, but there were no one to take it for us, so its self timer time.such craziness, that only you can find in my family, gosh.bak kata maklong,that means, upside down family.haha.imagine, i was wearing a green baju kurung modern with tudung ariani, gosh.no picture for that, haha.
later that night i studied chemistry and addmaths, oh and didnt i tell you i was the youngest here? at pahang la i mean, so they were all lyk, whats this?( showing at the book) haha, spm spm.
total duet raya for the day: ZERO, unbelievable right?haha.
gerak at 8, sampai at 3. 7 hours, what do you think?jam of course! haha.i was glad to reach there, but line mcm nyawa2 ikan je.haha, nvm that, i get to meet my cousin(: yeaay.
petang, my and my cousin tu wore the same colour, id love to show you the pictures, but my usb's missing.later i'll post it okay.and finally, there was some duet raya.haha, how happy i was to get my first sampul of the year.i collect the sampuls alryte, dont mind me.
that nyte, everybody went out ( yes including org dewasa and of course kami kanak((: ) thot of going to kopitiam but all kopitiam are closed, so its football club(: yeah, where the western food's very cheap.yummy, we went back at 1 am, slept at 2 am, watching none other but the astro :D
penat dahh.okay, continue.
the next day, blue kurung modern with tudung lilit, gosh awkward! morning, layan my two cute cousins and beraya rumah org.i can definitely babysit those two if i want to, (: itll be fun! haha.
i haf to say bye bye to my cousin tu, she's going back da, sehari je taw jumpe, lyk every yr pun mcm tu.
that evening, i get the chance to explore the famous kb mall.yeaa(: its just me and my dad, me still wearing the kurung modern but without the tudung lilit and jeans.gosh i look extra ridiculous! met zule' there, and this guy.
so, total duet raya, rm 200.okay la tu kan for a 16 year old who is taking spm.kah3, m gna be 17 when spm arrives, m serious(:
still searching for the usb; maxime.
lets start with raya, shall we?
when i heard the word, kuantan, i was like, OMG! i hated it, (not exactly hate) for some reasons that i cant meet my cousins at kelantan, but i have to follow anyway.so on the blessed friday, my family started our journey to pekan kuantan.it was still fasting month at that thime, so theres no nid to pack food along.the journey was packed, with the cat and my maid, crammed in a crv, but luckily we managed to get to the banglo with the HUGE lawn(boleh maen futsal ;P) in one piece.the ugly truth: there was no line, AT ALL.i was frustrated.blame the phone, or what?
the cat named torres, was obv was the center of attention.godd, heaven kot.haha, and that night she didnt sleep, just wandering arond the new atmosphere while i was on the phone with the funniest guy ever! haha.i slept at 4 kot.shh ;P
the last day of fasting, it wass all abt preparations for raya.we cooked and cooked and cooked, and finally its break-fast time :D
the best thing abt the town of pekan is that everybody knew everybody there, it was so small, i can say.
raya came, and i had the best laugh ever! we wanted to get our photos taken, but there were no one to take it for us, so its self timer time.such craziness, that only you can find in my family, gosh.bak kata maklong,
keluarga 69.
later that night i studied chemistry and addmaths, oh and didnt i tell you i was the youngest here? at pahang la i mean, so they were all lyk, whats this?( showing at the book) haha, spm spm.
total duet raya for the day: ZERO, unbelievable right?haha.
2nd raya: off to kelantan!((:
gerak at 8, sampai at 3. 7 hours, what do you think?jam of course! haha.i was glad to reach there, but line mcm nyawa2 ikan je.haha, nvm that, i get to meet my cousin(: yeaay.
petang, my and my cousin tu wore the same colour, id love to show you the pictures, but my usb's missing.later i'll post it okay.and finally, there was some duet raya.haha, how happy i was to get my first sampul of the year.i collect the sampuls alryte, dont mind me.
that nyte, everybody went out ( yes including org dewasa and of course kami kanak((: ) thot of going to kopitiam but all kopitiam are closed, so its football club(: yeah, where the western food's very cheap.yummy, we went back at 1 am, slept at 2 am, watching none other but the astro :D
penat dahh.okay, continue.
the next day, blue kurung modern with tudung lilit, gosh awkward! morning, layan my two cute cousins and beraya rumah org.i can definitely babysit those two if i want to, (: itll be fun! haha.
i haf to say bye bye to my cousin tu, she's going back da, sehari je taw jumpe, lyk every yr pun mcm tu.
that evening, i get the chance to explore the famous kb mall.yeaa(: its just me and my dad, me still wearing the kurung modern but without the tudung lilit and jeans.gosh i look extra ridiculous! met zule' there, and this guy.
wandering around the reject shop without the need to buy anything, the meeting was superbly short, but meaningful?i always wonder, always always.back home with thoughts in my mind: why on earth doesnt he wear blue, or else we would have been the perfect two.haha
so, total duet raya, rm 200.okay la tu kan for a 16 year old who is taking spm.kah3, m gna be 17 when spm arrives, m serious(:
still searching for the usb; maxime.
Thursday, September 17, 2009
US open
del potro, its just pure luck.
hahaha.
roger federer, i'm still with you(:
btw, cristiano ronaldo, congratulations for your 4th goal in Real.keep it up love(:
xx
hahaha.
roger federer, i'm still with you(:
btw, cristiano ronaldo, congratulations for your 4th goal in Real.keep it up love(:
xx
Saturday, September 12, 2009
i was wondering
yeah, SASER guys were totally funny.and yea, LOUD.ahaha.i went there with my other 39 friends for the sime darby talk.bla bla bla.we were waiting dlm hall diorang yang tak berape nak besar, and then when the announcer said 'mengumumkan ketibaan...' they all stood up and stated to recite the selawat syifa'.maynn, shocking! tp naseb la i taw so i cn join in.hm, then ad quiz, and they were giving away 2G pendrive.ahaha, nak gell! i was definitely craving for it but the guys took it away.nvm la, give them the chance, its their sch anywayy (haha padahal malu gle nak angkat tangan) then when its all over, we were as usual waiting for the bus, and then suddenly 2 guys appeared from nowhere and this was our convo
haha.we were like 'weh apehal tuu?' 'god dy shaking hell taw x' 'besar gell sware dy' ' aku ingt dy buat2 aw' and so on.haha, it was funny.dah la skolah dyorg smpit.no offense yaaa((:
okay back to reality.trials are all over, so now all thats left is spm.haihh.da la my trials pny resluts, not so memberangsangkan, i'll be crying buckets if i got the same thing for spm.haha, so i must work extra hard this time.but well, its a 3 day holiday.before raya.yeayyy! its just this thurs.but i must not act lyk its raya.my raya is not till spm is over.haha.then, i cn raya for as long as i want to.
plans for the future?well, i hv to do 2 things.my mum da set things up for me.i mean the course to study laaa.but the activities after spm?haha, we'll talk abt that later.
this is yst's tazkirahs.i must not forget, this is still, the holy month of ramadhan((:
JIHAD: its mencurahkan segala usaha dan tenaga utk mencapai sesuatu matlamat.
so it means, in what ever you do, obv u'll put ur heart to it ryte?its still considered as jihad.oh well.
and yes, we have arrived to the peak of ramadhan, the last 10 days, where the one night equivalent to ibadah of 80 years lay.try and check back, after the 20 days, check your KPI (key performance indicator, haha not only malaysia does have that, ramadhan also have it also :P). again, check ur KPI people, does it shows you the results that you wanted after this 20 days? is it enough alrealy? da smpi tahap ke belum? think again.
and yes, altho its abt to end, you are not guaranteed that yo will have the next ramadhan.so cherish this one.ramadhan is indeed bulan taubat.all of your sins will be forgiven in this month.rasulullah akan pelik if hambanya melalui ramadhan without his sins being forgiven.next, its bulan derma.once its in, give out some.rasulullah's sahabat describes sifat dermawan baginda seperti bayu yang menghembus.it means, always out.jgn berkira sgt la, if youre spending towards Allah, knp kena berkira?next, its bulan alQuran.some of the ways if you want to communicate with the holy Quran, try and memorise it.if not, just read it with perfect lahjah and tajwid.the least you can do is just listen.and please, beramal with alQuran.it contains more than you know.
last but not least
its smething to ponder on.
GUY 1: nak ckp sikit boleh tak? (with a very booming voice)
US: err,
GUY 1: terimakasih laa sbb dtg saser ni
US: err, okay
GUY 1: terimakasih bbyk la sbb sudi dtg
US: ...
GUY 1: (he was trying to start a convo) so korang sume ni nak amek sime darby a ni?
US: (still shocked) um, tadelaa
GUY 1: oh habistu sesaje dtg a ni? (still, with his big big voice)
US: hmm.
GUY 1: (probably by this time were fed up by us yg x memberi respond) tapela, tp, terima kasih bbyk a sbb dtg
GUY 2: assalamuakaikum
haha.we were like 'weh apehal tuu?' 'god dy shaking hell taw x' 'besar gell sware dy' ' aku ingt dy buat2 aw' and so on.haha, it was funny.dah la skolah dyorg smpit.no offense yaaa((:
okay back to reality.trials are all over, so now all thats left is spm.haihh.da la my trials pny resluts, not so memberangsangkan, i'll be crying buckets if i got the same thing for spm.haha, so i must work extra hard this time.but well, its a 3 day holiday.before raya.yeayyy! its just this thurs.but i must not act lyk its raya.my raya is not till spm is over.haha.then, i cn raya for as long as i want to.
plans for the future?well, i hv to do 2 things.my mum da set things up for me.i mean the course to study laaa.but the activities after spm?haha, we'll talk abt that later.
this is yst's tazkirahs.i must not forget, this is still, the holy month of ramadhan((:
JIHAD: its mencurahkan segala usaha dan tenaga utk mencapai sesuatu matlamat.
so it means, in what ever you do, obv u'll put ur heart to it ryte?its still considered as jihad.oh well.
and yes, we have arrived to the peak of ramadhan, the last 10 days, where the one night equivalent to ibadah of 80 years lay.try and check back, after the 20 days, check your KPI (key performance indicator, haha not only malaysia does have that, ramadhan also have it also :P). again, check ur KPI people, does it shows you the results that you wanted after this 20 days? is it enough alrealy? da smpi tahap ke belum? think again.
and yes, altho its abt to end, you are not guaranteed that yo will have the next ramadhan.so cherish this one.ramadhan is indeed bulan taubat.all of your sins will be forgiven in this month.rasulullah akan pelik if hambanya melalui ramadhan without his sins being forgiven.next, its bulan derma.once its in, give out some.rasulullah's sahabat describes sifat dermawan baginda seperti bayu yang menghembus.it means, always out.jgn berkira sgt la, if youre spending towards Allah, knp kena berkira?next, its bulan alQuran.some of the ways if you want to communicate with the holy Quran, try and memorise it.if not, just read it with perfect lahjah and tajwid.the least you can do is just listen.and please, beramal with alQuran.it contains more than you know.
last but not least
sejinak jinak binatang, its still BINATANG
sebaik baik jin, its still JIN
sejahat jahat org islam, he's still MUSLIM
and sebaik baik org kafir, they're still ORG KAFIR.
its smething to ponder on.
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