don't bother

why?why must there be the word why?everything needs why, just as the same as we need food, or oxygen.why must there be feelings, and hearts to keep them?why must there be love?there is no such thing as falling in love, yes FALLing in love, pfft, its all freaking metaphor, why whyy?

why do i keep having this thoughts?everytime i start to think so much about this particular thing, i just close up my mind and pretend everything's okay, but its not, actually, its NOT.so everytime i shut my head off from these never ending questions, i am actually running away from it, yes, and i will eventually go back to that same old spot, where i am desperately in need of someone that i can talk about this, someone out of the circle, someone new, but trust-able.running away is no good, pretending is twice as bad, uggh.its not simple because you can't actually see it, if if you do, you might think that its not true, oh why oh whyy

i go to work just to let myself out of the circle, but damn this world is small, i kept on seeing the same faces and meeting the same person, not bored, no, just that the stories, they can travel, they dont even need a ticket, i am sometimes occupied with other stuffs such as myself, and myself.haha, no actually, i do think of other people, haha who do you think i am, some selfish brat?oh NO NO NO NO you got that wrong, i am not even a girl ! erk?haha, thats practically a lie, heh

okay back to where i was, wait, where was i?

the usual person, i dont know, something about me makes it go away, and others will tag along as i go on a journey called life, yes people come and go, but i do really want all of em to stay, god help me, with this things messed up in my brains, ive no time to sort out all of my folders, including the upcoming one, its called life after spm, haha that starts like 3 weeks from now?thats a diff folder, as for now, this folder, its been around for a while, since form 3 i can say?its called xoxo HAHA i miss daniel humphrey, gosh, okayy out of subject, i love to talk, but sometimes i will get carried away, telling stuffs that im not supposed to to an utmost stranger, uggh, where are you !

a girl can dream, familliar?yes, she, can, but guys dream too, bring me all the words in the world, fix em wrongly and bamm ! you got a crushed heart, and a bucket full of dried tears, ohh im so bad, why oh why?i want to know whats in your little tiny heart, can't i?blaah thats rubbish,

i can just turn on my daily routine, and go off the whole day without thinking, but yes at night, thts when emotions run high, and your brain starts to think, especially when you're alone, gahh this is shit.not helping !

out.

Not My Will, But Yours Be Done!

Where did all my words go
You left me here and i feel so alone
Without a trace and ipod touch
No one could ever do me such

Just when you go and live free
I need one moment that you'll think of me
So then I will clearly know
That i have willingly let you go

valentines day - not another happy love story

its surprisingly sad, yes
with all the cheaters and annoyers - HAHA
but in the end, some win and some lose,
but that's that
valentine is not something to be celebrated nor look forward to
this is just a mere movie, created for fun
yes, for fun (:

*carter jenkins, too bad ! HAHA

and yes, everybody's related in that story, haha
but i drool over this guy in that movie, and NO its NOT taylor lautner :P

meet topher grace(:

nothing to say anymore
or just my words dissappear?
sigh -.-'

today was a fairytale?
big question mark there, maxime.

p/s: went to galeri petronas, 3rd floor suriaKLCC, the pictures there were awesome, recommended for photography loverss(:

laksamana cheng ho

* big portion food
* yummy and cheap, if compared to cozy corner
* suitable for 3++ people,
* my stomach feels like it wanna explode, only after 2 meals

HAHA,

conclusion: i recommend it to people, come and eat at cheng ho chinese muslim restaurant

location: near wangsa walk, haha since nowadays poeple just LOVEEE to go to wangsa walk,


so there !

maxime

PRANK-ster

i was pranked, hell i was mad, i shouted like hell, HAHA but yes, i am HAPPY

truly am, thank you

from the bottom of my heart, thanks(:

to the prankster(s), haha terima kasih jugakk :P

oh and as lisa said: WOW :D

youuuu, eventho you got less hair, ( haha ) you are charming as ever, and eventho i punched 10 mins late ( -.-' ) i still got what i wanted, to meet youuu, you !

*its not because of tomorrow, or anything else, i just wanted to meet you.

andd somebody said i look decent referring myself as 'saya' :D

one month to go, MAXIME

p/s: thankyou mardieq pika lisa myra pann wanorq jabb fyda iyaa (: rindu lah kat korang, serious(:

the HA

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white coffee
ice lemon tea cold

ten fifteen
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home :D

blog URL changed,

*effing funny !

and finally.

THEmaxime

sweet child o' mine

* i took this from another blog

Whatever u give a woman, she will make it GREATER . Give her sperm, she will give u a baby. Give her a house, she will give u a home. Give her groceries, she will give u a meal. Give her a smile n she will give u her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what she is given. So if u give her crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit

*maybe its true ;P

THIS ONE, IS BETWEEN ME AND MR-HUSBAND-TO-BE((:

i asked: how do you know if she's the ONE?

he answered: look, even at my age, we still act like kiddies, right?aha, cant deny that, can you?but when you're with her, the ONE, you automatically will be matured, have better opinions, feel better, and act even better ! and the feeling of readiness will come, to get married and so on, but you have to be ready not just in the physical wayy, even mentally and also economically, you must be ready and stable.being in a marriage is big, its a huge responsibility, i wont call it a burden, and you have to know what are you going to face after this, especially being the husband

i asked: what abt the girl?

he answered: aha, SHE must be ready too, not just depend on the guy.think VERY CAREFULLY, and do not ACT like you are ready, take your time, and make sure that you are FULLY READY to say yes(:


so people, we are growing up, and this is one of the topics that we should know, yes? no? haha

im still wondering on how you can know is he's the one,

come on, try me, maxime

you can tell by the look on his face that he loves that girl very much, even in the cold cold winter or the hot hot summer, the feelings will remain

with love, AL who went to sunway to skate and eat carl's junior todayy(:

speed racer

*his racing face.ahha.

*the charismatic speed racer (his name, cliche, isnt it?) and his girlf, trixie(:
* mach 5
*mach 6

s-s-s-s-superbly colourful, and full of action!

*best watched in cinemas, and also huge flat screen tv :D

better watch it, full ratinggg, :D

theAL

it is not the skill of making new friends that matter,

its how long you can keep them

thats what matters the most(:

stay close, dont ever go, because i need every single one of YOU in my life.

bhahaha, kinde lame, but thats that.

AL