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Hi! I'm Sabrina, a 25 year old wanderer. This where I write about things that are relevant to my life whether big or small, mostly about my feelings towards things. All things posted are strictly my take on things unless written otherwise. Happy reading!

Monday, March 8, 2010

and finally, the Princess gets her quality time with her Prince

hanging out with this one girl from morning till almost noon, walked to this shopping mall to see two of my friends working while i'm not, going to this one restaurant with a bunch of funny friends, eating with friends, helluva friends, making hell of a noise with them, laughing like SPM results are not coming out on this thursday, with an SLR camera that this one guy can't stop taking pictures with it until we had to embarrass ourselves to cross the road when we can but there are still cars going in our direction in order to make the beatles picture a reality, but i doubt that the pictures were any good, just wait and see, but there are lots more pictures which are truly beautiful, with some rayban plus vespa action, clotting infront of the GSC cinemas for a long time but ended up not watching any movie, eating snow white doughnut from this one doughnut shop, friend's treat, and walking away in two directions, but still, with friends, and finally the process of making a memory ends with buying a medium vanilla frap from this one shop named STARBUCKS COFFEE (:

*and obv, buying or should i say surveying shoes with friends, and the journey to the LRT station where we bid our goodbyes.(:

promoting; maxime

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Beyond A Reasonable Doubt

honestly, i like it.actually i tend to get chills for movies or stories that have creepy soundtracks or scary scenes, and yes, this movie totally gave my the freaks.but nevertheless, the ending was perfectly SHOCKING, i can tell you.you can never expect it to happen.and yeah, being the one who is always blank, i didn't expect it either until the beans are out from the bag.hahaha, funny though, how the little act of lying can change a girl's heart from loving the one guy to saying FUCK YOU right at his face.well, serves him right tho.

anyway, thats all for this post.but there's more.there is one more thing that totally gives me the freaks and goosebumps and all the sweat on my face right now, its the freaking
SPM RESULTS.

*its time to make this picture, A REALITY :)

yeah.its been a long time since i've mention that in any of my posts.yes ? and yeah, i've been having the 3 month holiday that any student could ever dreamed of.and yes, sadly its going to end soon.not soon enuff i think cuz if im going to college anytime soon, it will be in july, i think.well, they say its on the 11th of march.oh well, just pray, pray, that i will get the 10A+, insyaAllah, and also to my wonderful batchmates, Transcenders 0509, altogether 128, may the 10A+ and 9A+ will be in our hands, and will make our school, tunku kurshiah college, and also, bonda, very very proud of us.

plus, can't wait to see all of you girls again.ohh, the laughter, the giggles, and the jokes we had.its been a long time since i had that college jokes.and yes, after that, everyone's going to grow up the same way, but in different directions.just hope that we will not forget each other along the way :D

so as for now, im going to relax my brain, and prepare myself, mentally, physically, and spiritually for the big big day that will determine my future.oh god. * big sigh*

maxime, na221a015 :)

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Certainly, Something to Cheer Me Up, NOT


Lihat gambar di atas.Apa yang anda lihat ? oh ya, POKOK.dan ? haha, yes.the freaking ROAD DIVIDER. jangan pandang remeh kepadanya. kerana as small as it looks, it can bring danger.

*minta maaf kerana the mixing of languages, i just cannot stand it anymore.hehe.

al-kisah,


the parking zone, it went well.entering the 3-point zone.

pusing kanan *erk tak pusing habis* tanpa disedari *KABOOM* the engine is dead, and yes, i've hit the divider.dangg.
*gelabah*

tried to turn on the engine but it wont work. *im screwd if my teacher sees this* tried again, but ended up with the same result.

got out af the car, thinking of pushing the car backwards *am i crazy or what*

SEMUA ORANG PANDANG.

got back in, and tried again. alhamdulillah, it worked.

pressed the clutch, changed the gear to reverse, and i got the hell out from that 3-point area.damn , cuak weh.and plus, *extra embarrased* hihihi.


THE END; maxime

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Re-Think of All The Possibilities

Love is all about the little things. When you are really, truly, in love, you don't feel the need to dress up for them. The most important thing is being with them. Butterflies are not usually present in love. You should not feel nervous when you really love someone. Love means you connect with them spiritually, intellectually, and emotionally. And love means differences, disagreements, and arguing (but not fighting) because who wants to be with someone who is the same as they are? You feel refreshed when you are with them, but not necessarily weak when you are away from them. If you think about them all the time, always, it is probably lust or infatuation, not love.
The most important thing you should consider is, can I say 'I love you' and truly mean it?
i dont feel this - yet !

so, i am going to do something
DON'T GET ANY IDEAS



what i feel like saying is infatuation, even if it does not mean anything to you,
MAXIME

Monday, March 1, 2010

A question, An answer

what's the one thing that can make you feel


Scared, Nervous, Stupid, Giddy-ish, Frightened, Panic, Shocked, -.-'


one second, another second it will make you feel



Awesome, Simply Brilliant, Superb, Confident, Amazing, Excited, Happy, On Top Of The World, Calm?


i know,



DRIVING, on the road :D

come to me; MAXIME

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Bahasa Melayu Rongak

weyh, rezeki Allah yang bagi, kau jangan berlagak ! bersyukur sikit.



terdiam aku mendangar kata2 itu, walaupun hanya dengan nada gurauan, aku tetap terdiam, berfikir sebentar.sesungguhnya manusia yang mengeluarkan perkataan tersebut bukanlah seseorang yang akan sering dilihat memakai songkok atau pun memakai jubah, dia hanyalah insan biasa.insan yang ku gelar rakan.

suara lunaknya mengetuai solat asar menggoncang hati ku, teringin ku tahu, milik suara siapakah itu ? perasaan ingin tahu ku membuak2, patutkah aku ? rakan2 ku sibuk bertanya aku hingga tangan ku menyelak penghadang antara jemaah lelaki dah perempuan, aha rahsia sudah terbongkar.kini ku tahu.

lamunan ku terhenti.kini aku berada betul2 di hadapan jejaka tersebut, sedang dia asyik bercerita tentang kisah hidup nya yang tragis pada suatu ketika dahulu, aku tidak sengaja mengimbas kembali pertama kali aku memandang tinggi terhadapnya.

*sekadar memandang tinggi, bukannya apa apa*

hendak dijadikan cerita lagi, ingin ku bertanya, pernahkah anda memandang serong terhadap seseorang berdasarkan apa yang rakan rakan anda cakap tentang diri seseorang itu ?

aku akui, aku pernah, dan aku sangat dan teramat menyesal.setelah bertemu dan berbicara bersama insan tersebut, lebih ku fahami, dan baru ku tahu mengapa.dan aku tidak akan bertanya lagi, syabas buat anda, anda begitu tabah.

*aku tidak akan lagi mengata yang bukan2 terhadap orang yang tidak ku kenali*


oh ya, terima kasih ammar, untuk teppanyaki, fuhh sedapp :D



im keeping my options open; maxime

p/s: maaflah tentang tajuk, kerana benda betul tak boleh nak buat apa kan :D haha, tegur la if ada apa2 salah

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Sing, Sing

Rules:
It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag ten people.
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Sabrina

2. A four Letter Word : Sexy -.-'

3. A boy's Name : Sam

4. A girl's Name : Samantha

5. An occupation : Singer

6. A color : Scarlet

7. Something you wear : Seluar ? haha

9. A food : Spaghetti

10. Something found in the bathroom : Soap

11. A place : Switzerland

12. A reason for being late : Sorry i got stuck in the bathroom :P

13. Something you shout : SH*T ! haha xD

14. A movie title : Sabrina Fair :DDD

15. Something you drink : Sorbet

16. A musical group : S Club 7

17. An animal : Skunk

18. A street name : Sexton street ?

19. A type of car : S class mercedes benz :D

20. The title of a song : Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word

naa
am
jaa
azim
ris
bean
lisa
mard
sipon
eng !

there ! MAXIME loves you, but she wants to go to sleep now cause she's working tomorrow !
daa~

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Idk.


The greatest relationships are the ones you never expected to be in. The ones that swept you off your feet and changed your every view. The ones where you found yourself to be a better person because of who you were when he was around. The ones that made you wake up with a smile on your face no matter how corny it was. The ones that made everything right when it was wrong. The ones that caused you physical pain to leave because leaving meant losing a part of yourself.

The greatest relationships are the ones you’ll always remember not because of their length, but because of who you were with. The ones where the memories make you want to laugh when you’re crying. The ones that make you believe that God exists, because no one else could have created someone so amazing. The ones that cause you to change for the better, even if you don’t realize it. The ones where you know you’re being honest with yourself, so much it hurts.

The greatest relationships are the ones where he called you lame and you just rolled your eyes because you knew he was kidding. The ones where you were comfortable around him because you knew he’d love you no matter what. The ones where love seemed to be the only answer. The ones that made you compromise because it was something you knew you wanted to last. The ones where you accepted what he did because you just wanted to see him happy.

The greatest relationships are the ones that changed your life. The ones that made you rethink your future because you knew it’d be better with him. The ones where you felt like your forever had finally appeared. The ones that made you question the ending. The ones that told you to push through the problems because eventually it would be better again. The ones where you broke your heart and his for his good, even when you couldn’t explain without breaking a rule.

The greatest relationships are the ones where you care more about his happiness then you do about your own. The ones where you do what you do for his future, even if it means wrecking your present. The ones where you tell yourself to walk in the opposite direction, because you know there are just some things you can’t do. The ones when you cry not because it’s over, but because you know you lost not only him, but your best friend too.

The greatest relationships are the ones where you’ll thank him for being a part of your life, no matter how short. The ones where you’ll never forget him because he helped shape your view on love. The ones where you’ll always be there for him, whether or not he’ll accept that. The ones where he put up with your crap when he didn’t have to. The ones where your last tribute to him was doing something he never thought you’d do - and loving it.

The greatest relationships are the ones where you’ll always love him, even when he’s forgotten all about you. The ones where you’re changed forever because of him. The ones that you will always smile about because while they were flawed, they were still amazing. The ones where you fought what you knew was going to happen because you couldn’t quite come to terms with losing him. The ones that remind you love lost is better than never having loved at all.


dont get me wrong, MAXIME

Friday, February 19, 2010

As much as I had said that I don't mind being alone, having a company is always goood.

after 4 hours at klcc, alone, i could come up with this rubbish,

1. even if m desperately hungry, i wont eat some stranger's leftovers.i'd rather starve

2. the four major things that most people buy at signature level two: fast food eg. subway mcD 1901 etc, sizzling mee, pasta esp at pizza milano, and also yes, dessert, namely abc or fruits :D

3. do white guys have taste in indonesian women?

4. now i know how the poor must have felt

5. everytime we kissed i sensed a Wrong
its right inside me going strong
so why do i feel belong?
oh, how do i long.

when everything's right you go left
i hate it when you pretend to be deaf
follow the sign, look for the line
then the best of me you will find


6. thinking can be hazardous to your health.especially when it exceeds 3 hours :P

7. to make it short, i don't demand for stuffs, i give hints, but usually people are not buying it so i will eventually forget abt it then i will will remember it later, thinking naaaah, move on, its too late for that.

8. 4 pieces of popia can actually make you feel alive for the next 8 hours(:

9. being penniless isnt that bad :D

10. i love fictions, they are absurdly happy stories, i feel happy reading them

11. im not a fast reader - anymore, sigh -.-'

12. i figured out that i can adore a person at this moment, but it can change to disgust, with just a thought of mind, haha why is that?

13. klcc is boring the hell out of me, i guess its time -.-'

maxime

p/s: i am a problem, i feel like bursting into tears with no reason when im at klcc just now, i thought that hunger was the problem, (thats how being alone affects me :P) but as soon as i stepped into the house, i feel okay(: so i guess i can add up a number 14 here

14. home is certainly where the heart is(: *ive posted this line somewhere in my past posts(:

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Im opening a Tumblr account, but I wont ignore you, Blogger dear!

oh and, Happy 100th post *smiles*

.maxime