they say

when stars is shining at its brightest
im still here
the moon is slowly turning full
im still here

people are at the climax of their dreams
im still there
lovers talking on the phone
i am still, there.

stiiting waiting wishing
that a miracle cn happen
fate brought ur together
but can we fight against the fate?

i bring myself towards you
hoping for the truth
then u lift me
higher than the mountains
brought me
deeper than the oceans

sadly
it was all a dream
of a one night sleep


goodnight my almost lover(:


.maxime

ipodKU

i so love my ipod

thanks to nana, its full.i mean, not really full, but atleast theres some songs(: hee.


today my routine is as usual.tution at nine.but we, me and nana, decided to ditch bio class since it is gonna be so boring, yeah we know! despite the fact that we already paid, we just got home anyway.and that is when the process of filling my ipod happens.

and yeah, i lost two of my precious teeth, oh boohoo): just because i want to wear the braces.yeahh.the process wasnt actually painful.but the results are.haiyo.after the extractong process, i went to klcc cuz my mum didnt have time to drop me home.so there i was, with kapas full with blood in my mouth and i cant really feel my mouth.im there.haiyo.naseb iya ade.im a lil bit relieved.then iya left, and i was alone.i didnt mind at all.well, atleast i think i do.haihh, i really dont mind.seriously(: heh.but then someone came along and accompany me for the rest of the day.so then, at 430, i watch quarantine.hehh.it was kinda lame, funny and BORING.but the part where i got shocked was quite a few.ohh damn i hated the scenes! hahahaha.overall, nahh.not worth my 10 bux.although that guy paid for my tickets(:

well, tomorrow is the opening for twilight, the movie that i am suppposed to watch on my birthday but i didnt came out on my birthday instead it will come out tommorow.so lyk, this week, ive been getting out of the house for almost everyday.so i dont think i cn make it for tommorow although the tickets had already been booked.sad, but, what to do?haihhh.but yeah certainly, i will damn watch the movie during this hols gak.tak kire! kene gak!oh and im so totally jealous of mard cuz dpt tgk hsm dah 5 kali taw! ape laaa.

and abt amir? only time will tell(:


.maxime

better late than never

haha.so im here to talk about the so called evnt of the year.211108

ahha.it all started after me n nana went back fer tuition and wanna get ready for the long day.and night, of course.cuz we're sleeping at iya's hse! so first stop: KLCC.padahal pgy tsq.well, at klcc, we met amir(: and then he is being him, and tlg la bwkkn our stuffs yg berat mcm bom tuhh all the way frm klcc to tsq.naseb naek monorail.then when we got there cm blank2 nk bwt pe.then nmpk lah 4 org yg ttbe je jerit NIQUEEE!!.OMG, its tam ris meyl n ngku.hahaha.at first ngku was lyk malu2, haha, f3 kann.the guys were awkward, but we didnt care.we continued chattering and discussing how to get to the locker.haha, ris pon tukang bwk brg meyl, and ngku for tamm.heh.then dah jln2 tuh, yeah i stick by amir's side lah kan, as promised, takut dy cm sorang ke ape.then baam! we knock ourselves into lisa mard yaya ryla n razzan!

then, we entered the cosmo world, cam mahal lah gak.wtv pon, i got to see amir's ic yg tym dy buntal dulu and it was so like BEAR.haha comel je(: alryte.

first ride.the merry go round that goes up, round and round then, down.haha.i freaked out.but amir yg seblah i cm chill, so kene buat2 chill lah, tammy dah freak out cm gila smpi berzikir.hahaha.insaaaaaf kjap after that.hee.

then 2nd one.the dna mixer.kan?damn.that was the tym yang amir actually held my hands cuz i soooo freak out lyk hell.damn his hands were cold as ice. but after that i cm serious pening gle.and dy pon same, i know but to cntrl his macho, cm bwat cool lahhh.but then he's freaking mad cz last skali, fasiha's friend puked on him n it fell on his watch.he was so pissed off.

then there's this pusing2 thingy yg laju gell and org yang belah luar kene himpit tuhhhh.i was late.and amir decided that i yg kene himpit dy.hahaahaha.ngku, seating infront of us gelak mcm nak gile tgk i was lyk trying my best x nk himpit amir, cuz duhh, m heavy! ahahahaha.but eventually, i himpit dy lah gakk.tp sket je.hee.i gelak cm gile seeing mard trying to escape frm razzan yg nth buat2 cool ke mmg cool and tammy n nana yg dah berpeluk, ryla n iya's hair mcm WOW! hahahaha.

after ni cm rehat jap.its iya ryla lisa mard rzn ngku and amir (again!) to ride on the dna mixer.at that tym ngku was crazy and amir, yeah goyang pon still kne cntrl macho ouhh.hahaha.muke iya x ley blah ouhh.mke mard cm nk nanges.lisa's hair.extra wow.aborigine siyall.heee.but after tuhh, i really did saw a major change in amir.serious pening ouh naek that thing.damn.

after that.the kapal2 thingy.me and amir, facing meyl and ris.ahhahaha.u shud see the look on ris's face.gile half dead owh gandhi.aftr tht he didnt dare to ride on anything dah taw! haha.

then the haunted mansion.bangang punye haunted mansion.well, ngku yg bajet tuh pon lari mencicit, well, he's the 2nd group so dy dah chicken out so they hv to take rzn from the first group as the man in the group.well, the man in my group is amir.its me him iya n meyl.damn.machine menjerit lah kan.and amir was being so unafraid and i yg dah ckp mmg takut rumah hantu neyh, i screamed his name everytime i takut.damn.wht was i thinking.owho.he laughed all the way.hahahha.cilakaw pny haunted mansion.

next.roller coaster.haha.i naek ngan amir at first.he was lyk still pening2 from the dna mxr tu kot but after one ride dy da exited so he left my n ryla to go to ngku and said that they wnt stop until dpt duk dpn.but then this one tym cm lame gile smpi i ngan ryla nk ttdo dah tngu cuz evrywhere we go, there's puke.EEWWWWW.damn.so it turned out memang xdpt duk dpn lah mereka tuhh, tamm n iya machine menjerit.ngku memang fuck fuck shit shit all the way lah kann.

lastly. the kapal ride, again.its me and him je cuz ktorg duk tepi.cm heaven je lah cuz rase angin je.syok.

then MENAPAK la from tsq tuh ke klcc.bangang punye ngku kate dkat je la nique.bodoh.jauh babi kot.dah la hujan.masuk kuar sungai wang.masuk kuar pavi.masuk kuar convention centre.we all,the girls lahh had our own blisters and by the tyme smpi cnvntion cenre ony surau we all had to use plasters.heh.nana dah tak thn, n tuka flipflops tgh jalan.haihh.my flops da la kotor gilaa.haih haih.then smpi je klcc, aaaah.HOME SWEET HOME.this is where m supposed to be.so, first stop.MAKAN!as usual lah, ceyh, me and amir cm jauh sket from org.hurmm.then g masuk zara.ceyh! ans so i bought my very own half jacket.hee(: rm49.quite cheap lah kan.dah lame kot i usha tht thingy.ohkay.and the clock reach 9 smthing so we decided to go bck home.tym uh yg tnggl was me amir ngku ris meyl naa tam n iya(: so lrt.2 sentral, 5 bahagia and one kelana jaya. i scolded amir cuz he's lyk paying for all of them.haih haih.and inside d lrt, we were quite far from them.haha.and so we were lyk talking quietly and they were so noisy.hahahaha.wtv lah.its time for goodbyes but nvm lah kot cuz tomm ill be seeing him lg kan(:

at rumah iya plak.abg a'ei dy ade.we decided to sleep at iya's hse cuz the aprtment aleq duduk.haih.but its okay lahh.then g turun bwk makan mee curry.tgk kucing iya, VAIN, oh so tired.then i had to call kimal.and dy marah2 pastu kne hang up cuz its already 1215.its my bday.hee.the girls was so sweeeeeeeeeet.ade la cake se slice.and candle sebatang.hee.and everybdy ws lyk txting n clling me.ohh, trharu gle)': hehe.then kimal cl, sound2, gelak2, habes batt, tgk jgn pndg belakang skjp then i got scared & cntinued talking in the room.then TDO.

211108(:

morning.rise and shine.heee.i was awaken by nana's voice talking to tasha and.yeah.its my bday.ready2, then off we go to klcc.

pnat lah type.later k?ke tak cite pon xpe.its all in my head.


loves.maxime.

i actually hv flats,

believe me?adoy.yeah, i think m soo nt qualified to wear them cuz i am yeah, short.hurm.if i get to my wanted height, then i'll be able to wear those awesome flats wthout being ashamed of myself.hmm

raya?summary of this week, at kpg laah. my cousins are xtra2 cool, and i am soooo a credit eater, im too nice?, i did not stdy, although i did touch the book, yeah if i think properly, most probably the reason why iya is akng me to hang out on saturday bcos she's been stdying the whole damn week, dont u think? yeah. i agree. hm.but, the late night drive around klntn just to celebrate deng's bday wuz fun, and we nvr made it to the sq or 7E, cuz of the moment of truth. haha.gosh, i hate tht night. yes, n my unforgettable, stomch ache.hurmm.wht else?haha, yep, the bj raya was average?hee, kinda mean fer me to say tht, but well, i loved it nway, all the food was great, and and, my heels are the best((: nvm tht, 2nd day im just an ordinary girl at kuantan wearing kebaya wth jeans, god i loved tht! wee(: makes me feel girlish and boyish at the sme tym.uhuhh, and there wus ecm, yeah, the most hapenning mall, yep at kuantan, it is, and it is surely hugeeeee, i like((: i bought some stuffs, satisfied, but little cuz i hv to use my own money.grrr, well, i made home safely, but now, m having a headache plak.hehe

coming home is nt a prob, fcing whts home is certainly is. now tht i love pcd n i think avril is cute, hee, is tht a prob? no ryteee.n my creds are getting way way low, and i cnt bring my fone to sch, wht else cud be more worst?hurm.yeah knowing tht almost evryone in mys currently is hvng their disp pic in their bj raye, nt tht its a prob, just its fun to see thm, looking so, good.yeah, esp tht one.which claims had changed his topfriends so i went there to see, haha, im not there? not sad or frustrated, but surprised. maynn, it will nvr work. and whn i say ur hot ur hot ur hot, its true, hmm wht do i hv in mind? cnt spill. yeah, just simply because u thrown me out from ur topfriends.hahaha.so funny,


sch re opens in 2 days, am i ready?nahh. its so a form one question. and yeah, xm starts in one week, dammit. my results fr midyr arnt tht gud, n ive got lyk 20 ppl to beat, and a lot more to impress.hurm.wht a tiring life, i just hope i cn print out money.and gosh, my sister;s annoying level had obv exeeed beyond te limit, very onnoying.very, urgh. and yeah i think i cud get a new mp4 fr my bday, hee, so i just hv to use my money, gee, i act am rich, to just buy a new cam.ths sat i think, for f3's banner also.uhuhhh.and talking bout annoying ness, my parents.hmm, they are lyk very suspicious of me and my fone, oh god.whn im actually talking to sumone, they cn go ryte nxt to me n listen.wt do u thnk?they cn just simply ask, whos tht ryteee, durh as if i want to lie bout who i am talking to. well, i soo miss the internet that i babble too much.haha.this is jz for a week.a week. but gosh, seriously, i cnt live wth my fone.dammit.seriously, i cant.hurmm.


thts all for now?nahh dn think so.later

.enrique

hell-o?

ahaha.finally.a decent looking blog site.urgh.im sick and tired of my old but precious blog site.its hard to let go, but why so late?this is the time where i HATE TO WAIT! haha

so, first things first.why contagiously addicted?ahha.its because im so addicted to this song called so contagious by acceptance (: layan je lahhh weyy. kudos to ris fer that.hee xD

and yeah, speaking bout my old blog site, u know, yesterday i've written this very long blog tht i really liked but because it took so long to post it, i've decided to let it go.sad, isnt it?hm.

hm, idk.i realy have to lyk study my ass off this holiday.but i guess, my mum doesnt know bout it cuz she wuz lyk 'why the hell did u bring all this books home but ure not going to study it?'
and i wus lyk, 'i hv to mum!' but yeah, guess again, i didnt pon.but i really2 have to.seriously.damn! this exam will determine my future.hahahaha.so-funny.hm.

he's sick.and i cant do anything bout it.just wait.damn, im beyond angry.but he's in a mess now.and pls, find a way?u cant expect me to wait just like that?hm?i'm sick.ohkay.i have a flu.hahaha.this is all coming from anati lahh.she's one huge carrier of the flu bacteria.ngee. xD

whoa.this song.haha.style.screamo siyal.avenged sevenfold rocks(: esp this one, a little piece of heaven.haha.the vid clip really creeps me out.i think if im a child, i will definitely cry watching the vid clip.very, extreme i may say?hardcore gell.hee.but i like this line in the song

'Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time
But bye, bye.
And a word to the wise when the fire dies,
You think it's over but it's just begun
But baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let's make a new start
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime (yeah)
But baby don't cry

ahaha.syokK wehhh.


just now, ive finished making his raya cookies.its called, biskut oat bulan (: hee. i bet my star will be proud.ye ke?hurmm.no way, secret affair?hm

ohkay.my friend came up with this statement.if a guy, picked his first girlfriend, the good one, i mean is that guy's first choice is kinda good, and all, but im not saying the first choice is perfect, just good. then, his 2nd choice, maybe they broke up or whtsoever, will be better then the before ryteeeee? most ppl will say yes.but wht if that guy decided to pick the 2nd girl from the bad category.for example that girl had plenty of exes, she is knows as a playgirl, and u know, she is not as good as the first girl lah.my question is now, WHY? wht makes the guy changed his mind so drastically.lagi2 lah tht guy pon.he's from a god fam.heh(: just wondering.weird aint it?

hee.gotta scoot.i hv tp pack the kueh raya(:

sok balik kpg, so maybe i wont be online in time fer raye, so wish awl lah.HAPPY RAYA(=

xx; maxime