After Some Away Time

Hello I'm back ! Well, not really back but here I am, blogging again. Heh. Won't ramble much, but I just want to say I am so very very thankful of what I have, and who I am today. Everything, including being the owner of this blog. Because remember, not everyone have the opportunities that we have and we should be very grateful for that. Syukur.

Well on top of it all, I'm thankful that I am a Muslim, alhamdulillah.

Lots of money were spent, but plenty of hearts were satisfied too. But I dare say that other people shop more than I do. Haha.

One very important thing, I have not been controlling my food intake for the last 2 weeks, so I have to go back to my diet. Haha. And that starts, well I think about Wednesday. Heh. Cause yknow, jet lag and all that. Pictures ? Well I don't have it here so maybe I shall post some of them later.

Shall continue on my food, so talk to you people later ! I miss Malaysia, but I'm pretty sure I'm gonna miss London too. Bye :)

Assalamualaikum ;)

Long post. Hoho. It's gonna be legend...

WAIT FOR IT.

Okay people. Long break. Haha. Whadduuuuppp ? Come on update me ! Lol. Okay as for me, if you ppl followed my twitter, you should know that I lost a fight w my blood earlier today. So sad. Because of it i had to stop my jog 5 mins earlier because I am really this (picture me doing the pinching sign) close to fainting ! Haha. So here's some lesson on what is low blood pressure all about

It's call hypotension actually.

Chronic low blood pressure with no symptoms is almost never serious. But health problems can occur when blood pressure drops suddenly, and the brain is deprived of an adequate blood supply. This can lead to dizziness or lightheadedness. Sudden drops in blood pressure most commonly occur in someone who's rising from a prone or sitting position to standing. This kind of low blood pressure is known as postural hypotension, orthostatic hypotension, or neurally mediated orthostatic hypotension.

Postural hypotension is considered a failure of the autonomic nervous system -- the part of the nervous system that controls involuntary vital actions, such as the heartbeat -- to react appropriately to sudden changes. Normally, when you stand up, some blood pools in your lower extremities. Uncorrected, this would cause your blood pressure to fall. But your body normally compensates by sending messages to your heart to beat faster and to your blood vessels to constrict. This offsets the drop in blood pressure. If this does not happen, or happens too slowly, postural hypotension results.

Okay, I wont write all of it here. If you wanna know more, you can read it HERE or HERE. Just that I know of, after reading some articles, my low blood pressure ain't that serious. But then, it's there. And it's most frequent when m doing sports, something that needs high blood pumping. My blood's not that tough sooo it happens. Lol. Not to worry. But then it does say that it increases w age. Gaaah. Need to chill out w my sports then. Sadd.
 
Oh, as i'm writing this, i'm listening to Ed Sheeran's Lego House. Truly calming, I shall say. And when I first listened to this, I knew immediately that he's British. Lol. You should go and listen to his whole album entitled + (plus). It's just great. Check him out at this website. There's his new official video, Drunk starring him and a talking cat. Cute ! :B

Okay. Bored yet ? Lol. This is the last paragraph I promise. Few weeks ago, my sister posted this video on my fb profile. It's an eye opener, truly. But then , my friend here, Aina Alias (Ged), posted this link on her twitter page, and it's beyond perfect. I'll show you. Enjoy.

...DARY ! Told ya it'll be worth it ;) Till then, take care. Assalamualaikum.

alhanasabrina

What's that smell ?

It's the smell of freedom.

Alhamdulillah. I am now free from all forms of academic stuffs because i am currently on a holiday. I am also, gladly to say, done with my first year. Long way to go to become a certified Chemical Engineer, but a little feeling of achievement does my heart a good thing :D

My head felt really good when I stepped out from that examination hall yesterday. Wait, it's more like relieved. Haha. This long break is exactly the thing that I need right now. Not just to be free from all the academic related stuffs, also from yknow, life. Its the time to reform, and remake my mind, and inner self, if possible. Well, nothing's impossible. The word 'impossible' itself says 'im possible'.

Hehe. So as usual, anyone's up for lunch ? A movie date maybe ?  Haha. Im free. Atleast for the next four months I am ;)

Oh and, who's up for a good article to read ? Visit this LINK. CLICK HERE.

SubhanAllah. It's heart wrecking and also beautiful at the same time. May Allah protect Wardina and her family. Pity her little kids, at such young age they've faced hardships like this. Do pray that all of our sisters and brothers are protected by Allah from any danger InsyaAllah.

Take care, love ! alhanasabrina xx

Tribute - It's You That Feels Like Home

7 years ago (it has been that long, huh? :)) we didn't know each other. (yet! :p) 7 years ago was the first time that we first step foot onto the grounds of the grand TKC, still young, blurred about our future. 7 years ago, we never knew that we will experience the bestest 5 years of our lives.

If if weren't because if tkc, i would have not known such amazing friends like you girls. Being with you girls, it made me happiest, because with you girls i could truly be myself. Going thru all the routines, from a freshman, to the 2nd year of torture and 'tender' as we call it, to becoming the senior of the juniors, getting all those banners and making our school, parents, teachers, and ourselves proud with our PMR results. Moving on, becoming College Sisters to the first years, the honeymoon year, as many calls it, and finally to being the eldest of them all, altogether carrying a huge burden to strive for the final battle: SPM.

our journey doesnt stop there. oh no it doesn't. We enter college and universities, feeling all  grown up and yes, the nightmare: becoming a junior again. But that doesnt matter cause i's different now, it's not like highschool. No more seniors to bully us, no more tight schedule to keep us busy, no more teachers to tell us what to do and to some, no more curfew. It's just you. Just remember one thing: we're all in universities for the same reason, to pursue our dreams.


and after those 7 years, i am here, and you are there, all being much more matured, reading this exact words. We owe each other a huge deal of our life, because we had gone thru the hardships in our life together. And we still can be successful together, if we remember to stay firm to our Almighty, Allah. Remember where you came from. We may not know where every single person in our batch is right now, how are they feeling, whether they are missing you like you are missing them right now, but i can assure you that we have atleast met one of our bestfriends for life in tkc the one person that you could always depend on, no matter where you are, how long you've never met since after SPM, and how little you know about each other's lives right now. we will still have each other. You can still pick up the phone randomly and dial a person from our batch and still will end up talking for hours. We still have our batch jackets, and our batch shirts to keep us warm at night. I could guarantee that none of us, NONE is feeling lonely or alone right now. Because we still have our facebook page, the blog and each other's twitter or cell number to contact. Right ? :)

Just a tribute to a date that will be etched in our hearts forever. A bit cliche, but it's true. I dont know about you girls, but for me its special for sure.

oh and, as i had said in my previous post, I know some of us are currently taking or will be taking their finals right now so all the best yea ;) Mine starts today soooo wish me luck ! Beyond scared right now :/

we're turning 20 this year ! m still waiting to know who's the first person in our batch to get married hehe *wink wink* :p

Take care of yourselves girls, take care of your health, and your imaan too. Be safe ;)

Till death do us part; alhanasabrina<3

Nope, not an informative post either

Just to update you guys on my life. Well, that's what I do best rightttt ? Lol.

Finals Timetable

0501 Vector Calculus

0601 Organic Chemistry

0701 Islamic Studies

1101 Principle of Chemical Engineering

1201 Fluid Flow and Transport Process

Mean UTP, giving me 3 papers in a row T.T Tsk tsk. Just hope that I will manage myself. InsyaAllah I can, after all, I've been thru all the hardship to get to where I am now, so why stop now ? Right ?

I know some of you girls (My Transcenders) are also having their exams, so goodluck yeaaa. <3 you girls. Take care and hope to see you girls soooon :)

wish me luck and let us pray for each other, sisters :)

alhanasabrina

pssst: im having my 4 months break after the exams soooooo im completely free to go on a date or movie, or lunch. let's hang out :D

2011-2012

As usual, the new year post. Nothing much to say, since I have my finals coming. Maybe I shall do another post after finals, maybe a survey. I love surveys :B hehe

Not that I wanna be those typical 'I hate 2011 its a bad year so 2012 pls be good to me' people but there are some things that I dislike in this year. Mostly about my self and about my decision making skills. But then I learned something new every year, and that's what gonna shape me to be a better person and muslimah in the future. InsyaAllah.

Nothing to flash back, but for those who knows it, you know. For those who don't I shall not say anything. Just that I'm glad it's over and now I can keep my head straight for things.

Just this, whenever you have doubts or regrets about something, on why it ended, remember the main reason you did it. Even if you regret it, even if you love it with all your might, remember the main reason. That's what counts the most.

Im just glad I have 1/3 of the coming year to relax and plan what's best for my future. Just hope i wont waste half of it sleeping and eating just like I plan to do during the first week :B



Happy new year, everyone. May Allah bless us.

alhanasabrina

2 hours

This is a dream, I said to myself. The surrounding was vague, but the people innit were clear. We are having a party. All of a sudden, I'm awake. What's that noise ? Searching for the source, I found my phone, ringing. It's the alarm. With all of me that's awake, I gather all of it and turned it off. Then m back at the party. There were so many balloons. We were playing this some sort of game that I could not remember how it goes. Then the routine repeats. Some parts of my dream I could not remember. Fun fact: When you're in love, you remember 30% more of your dreams. True ? I dunno. Okay

Then I was awake for the final time. There stood my roommate, saying something I can't quite grasp. It's like m awake, but m not there. At least not there yet. While waiting for myself to return, I listened and heard: Hey, do you wanna wake up? I remembered that I stared at her, trying to look as normal as possible. And I nodded my head, not fully me, yet. She repeated and added: Cause if you don't, I wanna turn off the lights. I nodded. And there I was, fully sitting down on my bed. Funny. It's as if I hadn't slept at all.


Then after wudhuk, everything is clear for me. Alhamdulillah.


:) alhanasabrina

A Reminder Won't Harm

Anas relates that the Prophet (peace be upon him) said:

“None of you is a true believer in Islam until and unless he loves for his brother what he loves for himself.”  

[Sahîh al-Bukhârî and Sahîh Muslim]


alhanasabrina

Do you remember the forgotten ?

“Though lovers be lost love shall not.” - Dylan Thomas

Sometimes the people we meet change us forever. - Ben Holmes (Forces of Nature, 1999)

“Once they move, they're gone. Once you move, life starts over again.” - Jim Hinkle

Allah does not change a people's condition unless they change what is in their hearts (13:11)

Have you ever really wondered about all those people you meet in your life ? Why do they choose to be friends with you, instead of the other 6 billion people in the world ? Whats so special about you ?

Just think about it for a second. Have you ever met a person you are no longer in contact with or maybe are still, that completely changed your life for once ? At least he/she had changed the way you eat, or talk, or dress, just simply anything, to make you a better person. Or maybe just simply someone you passed by at the sidewalk, your senior at school wearing some perfume, so you decided to get one, some random cute guy wearing spectacles, and you decided that you like people wearing spectacles. Well, that's something, because it changes how you look at people, how you react to them and how you react to things that are on the people. That's the small changes.

And there's the big changes, maybe he/she inspires you to succeed, do really well to prove to him/her that you are not a total loser, or so that you could prove to him/her that you're worthy of being married to (but ended up splitting anyway), to become a good person after you've shoplifted or done a crime. Or maybe just simply, because of him/her, you've stopped smoking. or drinking. or swearing. Or maybe had improved your english, maybe just taught you a new word. It could be anything. Going out late at night, being a playboy/playgirl, anything. And even your primary school friends, your secondary friends, your colleague from work, your myspace friends, friendster friends, and even your facebook friends. They've may changed your life the most. Im most referring to my highschool frineds here, because I didn't spend 5 years of my life with then for no reason right ? :)

AND THE LIST GOES ON AND ON AND ON.

Well if you don't, start remembering. Because those people are the ones who made you who you are now. Well that's not completely true, your parents and God played a big part in it, but you still have them to credit. Maybe those artist, or those movies and TV series could join the list, because I know I did am affected by them. Well, I improved my english along side watching Chuck, Big Bang Theory and TVD okaaay. Lol. And also some plan making strategies alongside watching Gossip Girl :p

For those whom we've love and lost but learned a thing or two from them, for those we've met but have not spoken, and just simply, for those who have thought us something, just anything, THANK YOU :) 

alhanasabrina

He who gives in charity and fears (Allaah), and in all sincerity testifies to good, We will indeed make smooth for him the path to ease, but he who is a greedy miser and thinks himself self-sufficient and disbelieves in good, We will indeed make his path to adversity easy." [92:5-10]

Still UPPPPPP

Yep, it's exactly 5.11 am and m still up. A-mah-zinggggg. I know righttt. Lolz.

Okay Im awake and kickn at this time of night (or morning) is mainly because af the _______ PCE report viva thingy that I have to hand in and present tmr. Ugh. Yeaaaaaa it's hard. Not really, just it's very inconvenient as the lecturer didn't told us from the start that we have to do the freaking iCON for the same assignment that we did earlier. Pffffft. Okay i won't ramble on about iCON cause obviously you followers don't know anything at all about this iCON. Just to let you know, it is a software used by Petronas to calculate stuffs, very handy i could say, FOR A FOURTH YEAR STUDENT or as an intern  -.- But i've finished it so yeaaaaah. Tumblin till mornin. ;)

Okaaay. Another reason is that I slept for a full 3 hours after my class yesterday from 4 till 7. Hehehehe :B But i did woke up to pray of course. I just loveeeeeeee to sleep. Lolz. I think m sleepy most of the time. Haha. So now I am trying my best not to even touch my bed or else i'll go ZZZZZZZ. Trust me. I will happen ! but i shall not let it happen ! Hahahaha ! :D

Another reason is that I drank the Iced White Coffee from Ameeth just now after my gamelan class. That stuff really works on me, i tell ya. Effin seriously. Hoho. (Y)

Oh. I just wanna say congrats to my beloved little sisters from TKC, as you still able to keep our pride held high for your PMR results. Those who excel, keep it up. Those who didn't, it's not the end of the world, trust me. You girls have a long way to go :)

Oooooooh and m going home tonight ! At last ! After a month ! (lolz) But yea, really miss home :( But as i keep on saying, the worst isn't over, finals is still there. *sigh but it's okay. let's recharge at home. And hope to go out and spend a few bucks hehehe :B Christmas sale ! :p

Takecare people. Somebody out there loves you, remember that <3

alhanasabrina