Poison Envy

You know, humans will never feel satisfied with what they have. Its all about being at par, or more than everybody else. The tension to be better than the best is there. I too, feel that way, i don't deny it. Who doesn't ? Who doesn't envy the sweet life of all the classy singers and actors with hell lots of money and designer clothes, and getting what ever they want. All of this thoughts can either lead to self improvement, or self shut-down.

I myself tend to feel left out when people are talking about this particular topic that i won't say it here, most people have their own point of insecurities. What can ido about it ? Nothing. Nothing except to improve and make full use of whatever i have right now. You are dreaming of a bigger house ? Think about those without a house. You wantmore money ? Think about those who earns less than 500 ringgit per day. As far as i am concerned, my circle of friends are those people who can afford to buy stuffs. So i think we don't have to worry that much. You know what i mean right ?

This post is just to remind me to be grateful for i still have my parents to love and love me, my sister to accompany me, friends to talk to, all these electronics stuffs to play with, a decent university to study at, a scholarship to pay for my studies, and most of all a life to live, and the ability to breathe. Don't take things for granted.

To envy is good, provided it doesn't make you a bad person. You can see what envy can do. It destroys life. Just trust Allah, that what you have now are exactly the things that are meant for you. Just be grateful. Nobody wants to be a rubbish collector, but someboy has to do it right ? Not that im saying for you to be one. You get the idea right ?


Well, my holidays are almost over. I got one week left before i enter the 3rd semester as a foundation student. My oh my, how time flies. Hahah, i just have to prepare myself for the battle of calculus, physics, and chemistry. But right now i will enjoy the rest of my 2 weeks holiday, probably going vacation somewhere, unsure yet. Heh.

And just now i met Jaja, Tiqss, Nana, Pika, Iya and Tammy. Ohhhh its been a very long time since i laughed so hard with them. Its been too long, Jaja and Tiqss esp. Not forgetting Rawk, Ameyl, Darte and faraway Ged. I miss us. The distance may be miles, but our bond will always stay the same. Rightt ? Oh yeaa, happy 19th kak long Naa(: haha i remember we used to gave names based on our birthdates, im kak loh if m not mistaken. Im the 2nd last, ged's the last one. I wonder how is she doing there at Vanderblit ? I hope you are fine. Ahh so many memories. Sorry i have to ditch you guys early cause i have to pick us my sister from klia. She just got back from Bandung. Heh. okaaay, gtg, i havent showered yet. Toodles

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