I always have given this a thought. And it seems that forgiveness on its own isn't enough. You have to be given time to recover, and make yourself worthy again of the crime that you committed, if you have time. And more importantly, huge trust in Allah. Bcs only He knows, whats truly going on. Only He knows whats in the deepest of hearts.
And deep down, i'll always question:
am I worthy of being held on to?
Am I worthy as a friend or daughter?
am I worthy, even a little bit, or even at all?
I guess, everybody needs to have self assurance a little bit more than they used to, to survive in this world. One of the hardest thing is to pretend that you don't feel something that you clearly do.
Because harsh reminders work, always work. Thank you.
xx sabrina
Mademoiselle
- alhanasabrina
- Hi! I'm Sabrina, a 25 year old wanderer. This where I write about things that are relevant to my life whether big or small, mostly about my feelings towards things. All things posted are strictly my take on things unless written otherwise. Happy reading!
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