there is no fate, but what we make

* caution.spoilers of terminator salvation alert.

haha! just got back from the cinemas.guess what.terminator salvation, superb wehh
action dy, and also the effects.but i cant wait to see transformers 2.try and beat that!yeapp.with christian bale in it, i didnt melt this time, yepp.but as my mum seyd, its too complicated.yeahh.cuz in the movie they are tying to pop out three main characters.you have to figure it out bit by bit.can u believe it, by half of the movie, idk who the heck is that one guy nihh.haha.and its a lil bit cliche at some part.pfft.some came from the future, some came from the past.so i can guess this is not the first terminator yeapp?haha.of course.if it is, i'll be puzzld.how come the father can be younger than the son?hahaha.and ironically nye, the bad guy, the supposed to be bad guy, ist bad at all.mmg tak ah kann.xkn la they didnt program it in him, or they sumhow, lupe, or mmg tanak?hahaha.

but but, im totally amazed psl those terminators.cool.superbly cool.in a big sized robot, suddenly from its leg ade 2 motor terminators coming out, smart.and i totally salute this john connor guy(bale), cuz in this movie, its like everybody's listening to what his commands are.despite the real captain of the Resistance, who diliberately took him off the mission, but his crew, refused to listen.they still stick to john connor.whoaa.he's really a legend to them, i salute him(: he's the first hero.

2nd is his father, kyle reese, who looks younger than him.but godd, i so love his voice.sedap ahh(: hahaha.but, its weird, duhh ur father is younger than you.but i dont think he knows that he is john connor's father.but john knows, and i think it has to do with the previous terminator kot.cuz his mom left something to john, a tape, saying that 'u'll meet ur father, but he's gonna be younger when you meet him', so that means her mother knew what's gnna happen.tah, its weird, but.its like that.cliche, at one point where everybody else is outside, and john suddenly bumps into kyle, and the first question was 'whats ur name?' pfft.movies.nk cut short story lahh on macamane dy tawu thats kyle reese lah kot.ahha.(:

3rd is marcus.he's half human, half robot.but he cant live without his heart.he is actually a prisoner with a death sentence.and after he die, he agreed that his body will be given to sape tah to do anything they wanted.they turned him into a robot which he doesnt even know he is one until he reaches the resistance's headq.but overall, he's a nice man.the true hero, my mum said.ahha.noble, cuz without him, john cant live.he gave him his heart(: cheyh, cm lovers plakk

but overall, i still like ryan reynolds(: hahahaha.new crush i guess.takde kena mengena!

next movie im lookng forward to: the proposal.long way to go maynn.even angels and demons pun tak tgk lg.17 again punn.night at the museum.fighthing.and others, the list goes on.endless!hahaha

movies, my passion : MAXIME

life doesnt come with erasers

its been a while.ahha.many things come and go.yupp.if i were to tell the whole thing, this post will never end.where was i, yes.btn.BTN.ahha, no need for that.

next, exams.yeah.and in between that, was the uttermost important event.the turning point of my life.need i to explain it all here?i shall say no.


dear twin, i may have known you since i was here.but the journey itself was great.the first year, i thought i couldnt live with you around.i still remember those words i said.it all came to that point where you are willing.yes, its a noble act, a kind act from a very noble person like you.among those numbers, you were the one who was brave to stand up for me, although it all end up in dirt.useless.but the effort, thank you.i could not thank you enough.later on, you woke me up with a news.a breaking news that i already knew.and if i were you, i would be mad, seriously i do.i dont expect the flame to go off any time soon, but please.i regret.and im really sorry.its not that i did not have the effort to change things the way they are ow.but its not in my range of power.i tried.im sorry, i know i dissapoint you and you regret knowing me pun kan?so whats the use.im still waiting for the right time where everything will turn out right again, but it seem like it wont happen.so, let it be.i've seek forgiveness from god.and its up to you now wether or not you want to forgive me.-->Q


thats one thing i had to say.

next.


im replying to bean's post,

"betrayal is a crucial thing. and friendship is a pure thing. both can never mix together, and in any case, if they are present at the same time, destructive measures can occur."


what makes a heart of stone?what makes a heart so willing to betray?is it because of revenge, anger?grudge?think/ idk, ppl may judge, but the heart of the true person says, i dont know.some say, its emotions over mind.some say, we as humans mmg tak sedar what we did until we figure it was wrong.all wrong.stupid.a big stupid mistake.


i betrayed, i regretted it and i learn my lesson.


i can talk, ramble bout all my wrongdoing for hours, days if you want to, but thats immature.if i dont learn, whats the mistake there?but surely enough, im learning, still.maturing.MATUR-ING.

its difficult, being the one who is guilty but the person thats hurt doesnt feel what i expected her to feel.i know i know her.she said so.after all these years, after recovering from the mistakes both of us made, i watched her go, i didnt let her go, she wanted to go, she was tired, but i tried to let her stay.i tried.dont say that i dont try.please.

im guilty enough, other people's words make me stumble down and cry, but the truth shall be known.punish me for long as you can, forgive me, so i cn forgive myself.not long, before this eyes of guilt will leave you, far away and hope for the best.please.

crucial times.even the movies wont entertain me.

pushthemovie; maxime.

diamonds are only pieces of coal that did well under pressure

the last words of prayer
isnt enuff to save her
but who is there to give condolences?
ahh my dear, its conspicuous

during live, she was never thankful
never think, always cheer and boastful
she's the first winner, im d last
so she never thought that her life wouldnt last

as she ask for is one more day
to patch whats empty, to Him she must pray
sad, the clock had stop ticking
same, her heart stopped beating

to have limited joy and frenzy
but forever live without no mercy
to repay what is done, your deed
i ask of you, is it worthy?

nothing's stopping us
to bow against the Most Gracious
except lust and our desire
tell me, will it last forever?





words that are meaningful.to me, but maybe not to you.written by this one girl, slave of the Almighty, unknown time and date, for she has forgotten to write it.haha!


Q

There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, Who never did, Who won't anymore...And who always will. So, don't worry about people from your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future!

wolverine

its been a while, i know.haha.alryte, its d holidays again, and for sure there are plans to study.but, knowing me, and my parents, who loves to tag me along, it did not for.at least for today.yeah.

woke up at 830, then realizing that its already 1030.haha, wtff.then, went to klcc.along the way, stopped at timberland warehouse sale.bought my dad's stuff.and ate lunch.a huge huge creampuff that didnt taste so good.but eventually, i'm full(:

next, went to klcc.the plan was to watch X-MEN ORIGINS: WOLVERINE with my mum and dad.but the movie's not till 245.so, i went window shopping with my mum.my dad blah la kan g smayang jumaat.

met ajim.haha.not-so surprised to see him as i already know he was there.but, he's wearing pink! gosh.haha.wtv,

then, the movie.wow, it was exhilarating.seriously.but funny, with ryan reynolds in it.haha, you really have to see it for yourself.im watching this for bean!pity her cuz she's not going back.bit, do have fun at penang yeahh.


just for the eyes of the reader, thanks for reading!

wait, theres more.

then, my mum bought me a crocs.yupp, another one.and its very feminine.hahahahaha.funny, but i actually like it?idk, its pink btw.

and then, this day filled with smiles and laughter were ended by the blasting of the pendarflour lamp which was done by me.my dad was furious.kuat gila beng bunyi!
haha.


and and also, the 'coolios' star wars light saber :DD
very very very very cool.
and very very very very expensive.
with sound effects.

wait till my dad gets me another one(:

its blue.hahahaha.COOL:D

billabong; maxime(:

six words.

a holiday with plans to study, now burned up in ashes, instead movies took over my time, and im not feeling the least regret of that fact, ahha.


so, names like Paul walker, angelina jolie, Vin diesel, isla fisher, brad Pitt, hugh dancy, tom cruise, Dev Patel.hmm, does that ring any bells in ur head?

well, for me.it brings up 6 movies.


i enjoy watching movies okayy.


so now, the first movie is valkyrie.directed by brian singer, kudos to him.


"Many saw evil. They dared to stop it."

ahaha.thats for sure.well, i think it will be interesting cuz its adapted from a real event.but actually, it is!with tom cruise in it, what could possibly go wrong?hm.yeah, to think that i only watch that movie cuz of him, haha.yupp.i think i wouldnt watch it if it wasnt him playing the role of General Claus Von Stauffenberg.(:

the moral of the story: hmm, in life, a statement must absolutely comes along with a evidence but, a person must be uttermost brave to say a statement without an evidence, like him(:



next, the curious case of benjamin button.directed by david fincher.again, kudos(:

"Life isn't measured in minutes, but in moments"

erm, this one.wow, it took me years to like this story.haha, sorry for the exaggeration, but yupp.um, its not till the quarter end of the story the real brad pitt shows up.real, real.haha.yupp, so hot! i cnt deny. but gosh, im so not falling for him.yeah yeah, this story, its actually cool.and sweet(: sad actually.thinking he's growing younger on the outside but older inside, but it doesnt really matter, ryte? WRONG.haha.nice storyline uve got there.
the moral of the story: dont let go too early, and yeah, dont judge too early.andd dont ever stop trying.


Confessions of a shopaholic.directed by p.j.hogan.kudos kudos(:



"All she ever wanted was a little credit"

this one, hahaha.nik once told me that 'her boobs is friggin big! all i cn ever see was her boobs!haha' well, i cn agree with you, but i did see her face too, duhh.i cnt be caught staring at that for the whole time!HAHA.idk, my sister said i enjoyed it too much because i havent read the novel.haha, yup.im kinda lame a reading before watching this kinda thing, but i dont think it is a need?it is?well, pfft.wtv.i think she is not pretty, haha.no offense yahh.(: but the guy, goshh.oh whats his name, love his accent! yeah, hugh dancy(: and this is where i started to fall for guys in tuxedos with bowties, aahhhh.
okay okay.moral of the story: dont lie, yupp.and just be yourself.dont hope too much, oh and yess, before you buy anything, just ask yourself, 'do i need this?' shoutout to all shopaholics out there! :D



this one's my fav, slumdog millionaire.directed by danny boyle and loveleen tandan(india)
BIG KUDOS :D


"Who wants to be a millionaire?"

haha, my mum n sister are so surprised why i really really enjoyed this movie.haha, idk.i just do.i think its educational :D haha, speaking of educational movies.hee, oh and dev patel?nice bod.very hot :D kinda colby o donis like(: its cool you know, how they can manage to think about the storyline.im impressed.
the moral:everything in life teaches you something, so look clearly, even at the small small stuff.who knows, it can make you a millionaire?(;



alryte, this one.sad, changeling.directed by, clint eastwood.its based on a true story.another kudos(:



"To find her son, she did what no one else dared."

this is a story about a girl.cheyy.haha.about a mum and a son and the stupid LAPD.oh yes, it stands for los angeles police department.haha.sad, to think this is a true story.huhh, u'll be surprised when it comes to the end.what happen to the boy.oh yes, that red lipstick.that's the only thing that i cn see when i look at her, everytime! my mum will go crazy for that lipstick.haha, pfft.
the moral of the story is: know when to let go.umm, dont start a fight, finish it.ohh and, berani kerana benar, takut kerana salah :D

last, but not least.fast and furious 4, directed by: justin lin.KUDOS KUDOS~

the poster;


the hot paul walker(;


"New Model. Original Parts."

whoa this one.extra extra cool.well, who thinks this kind of movies are just for fun?obviously, it has a moral.haha, we'll get to that later.well, vin diesel, he might look tough, but inside, he has a soft heart.chey, i wirte like i seem to know him so well.haha, nope.i judge him thru his movies.haha, wtv, wtv.ignore me ryte there.yeahh, another hot guy, paul walker.typical guy, my taste(: this is actually the pre episode of tokyo drift, cuz at this movie, han's still alive.yeah, then he went to tokyo and die, remember?haha, life isnt always in a straight line.my tagline:
"one kindness cannot erase a lifetime of wrong"

deep, isnt it?((:


well, thats the moral.so learn enuff yet? :D


i love youu(;


xx.

i wanted

to tell you something.i wanted to tell you everything that i have in mind.


i wanted to tell you how painful i felt when a basketball ball hit my face the other day, and how i nearly cried out of angry-ness.i wanted to tell you bout the basketball thingy i joined the other day.there was female players from malaysia basketball(MABA) there.i wanted to tell you that i think soo ping and izati, the malaysian basketball players, are great and how i adore them.their coolness and also, their greatness in playing basketball.i wanted to tell you how i learnt the wedding subject in agama.how my ustazah made funny jokes bout it and how i laughed at it.i wanted to tell you how amazed i am by the veto power of men in reciting TALAK and RUJUK when learning it in class.and how i wonder what it would be like, if i will learn this in a co-ed school.i wanted to tell you about that one assembly where i made fun of my friends who are afraid of cats by calling a cat to our line, how my friends ran away, making chaos in the form five line.thank gos the teachersweren't there.i wanted to tell you about that one french class which were held at the full air conditioned surau, where madam came late, and we the french girls almost froze to death.i wanted to tell you that im sick, my eyes are blurred, and my flu is bothering me strongly.i wanted to tell you that one evening my dorm overslept and we went to the evening class 30 minutes late, and at that time i was having modern maths, its 3 periods, but i decided not to go in, so i continued my sleep at the dorm.i wanted to tell you all about my school, the wardens, the teachers, my pet sisters, and my friends.about what we do at night, climbing on the rooftops, dating with our little sisters, talk till dawn and laugh like its nobody's business.i wanted to tell you about the chemistry class, where i did an experiment to make rubber from latex and how i cursed when i smell the yuckky smell of that latex and when i smell my hand from holding the rubber i made.i wanted to tell you about my weird dreams, my scary dreams, and people who are involved in it.i wanted to tell you about the ed night that we lost to the form fours, where i cried my lungs out, like i never did before.how we sang the song of the drama, filled with tears.i wanted to tell you about all the things happenning in my life, whether its happy or sad and i hope you will listen.



but someone told me that if you hope, get ready for dissapointment.



but, you're just not there.yupp.

how come?idk.

so, i kept the thoughts to myself.













memories.yupp.those happy or sad or funny moments together.that will bring smiles on many faces.so that is why, we have to scribble down all the happy moments we shared.even if you just write one single word or date, or just post a picture of the event.so that one day, when ure older, you get to look back, read, and smile(:

maxime

sick

but yeah, i cn still smile.well, is you really know me, im d type of person who likes to pamper myself(;


the journey back, hurts like hell.fine, its my fault.but, to make such bad impressions?i cant argue, obv.are they that bad?nope ryte.i trust them and also, you.

so now, back home.feeling lazier by the moment once i saw the cd's that my sister brought home.
haha.plenty! i cn tell you.i cn spend this whole holiday to watch all of them.dangg!i cant do that, cant i?haihh.mid year's coming.bla bla bla.wait wait.now its official that.my sister and i, are bracie sisters.hahaha :D

valkyrie
benjamin button
changeling
seven pounds
the pink panther
tale of desperaux
slumdog millionaire
the whole episode of merlin
confessions of a shopaholic
heroes, pfft, im not that huge of a fan.
twilight
hsm3

yeah, and others.



a lot, ryte?

nway, td.theres this funny story.
bout a warden we call puan suzalin.
haha.
slight intro, she thinks she's a veteran, and the HEM to be.ahha.talking bout gila power.heE.
well
i am in green house, selendang delima
but im in blue house's dorm, dont as why.

well, this puan suzalin, dy blue house teacher.so she's in charge to sign the pas keluar.
so then, i antar lah under my dorm, but i still wrote there m a green house member.
then, yesterday, when my dormmates claim their paskeluar, it turns out that my paskeluar was missing in action.so i though, fine, i will search for it tomorrow(today)

so today, after quite sometime i searched for my pas keluar, the two headgirls, lisa and meenie came up to me and said

weyh nique, ni kelakar taw.jgn bengang taw.gelak taw.haha.

yelah yelah.ape?

td, ktorng g jmp noren, then ttbe suza dtg bwk pass keluar kaw pastu dy ckp kt noren 'saye tataw lah ape penyakit budak ni.tgk ni, rumah selendang delima, tapi dorm allamanda.ape tu?'

pastu noren pun jawab lah 'dy mmg allamanda taw'

suza dah malu pas tu nk cover lah kann dy pun ckp 'ah, saye xkesah, saye tanak tande.suruh la sape2 warden on duty yang tande, saye tanak tande'

lisa n meenie dah gelak2 dah.

guess what, i was so pissed off! but lisa eventually clamed me down, n i finally got the signature from todays warden on duty, no thanks to puan suzalin!hahaha.dy tu mmg siap ah after ni, haha.
wtv wtv.


nevertheless, m glad im home.
atleast, i think i am
haha xD

maximeXOXO

kesedaran?

where did i go wrong?
its like im in a journey of life
along the way, i tripped over
several times
but the last, was the hardest
and i cn never get back to where i started.

left to dry, but the stain is still there
no matter how hard you try
the pain is there to bear

why did i not get the chance to redeem myself?
lost in thoughts,
i did.
but i blew it.
and yes,
there is no room for regrets.

as time passed by, i learned
its never too late to be what u might have been.

: Q

after

well
its the art of competition
simply,

and that is why we lose.
ahahaha

and of course, there are some other reasons, but its better not to said here.

there will nvr be a 28 march 09 anymore
no more english drama

all thats left is
SPM, for sure.(:

for every failure, comes big success.


overall, heres my opinion bout each and every single play

athena the dance goddess(i guess) by the first formers
well, pity them cuz their backdrop and half of the props were burned that evening
so its last minute props and backdrop
thnx to the seniors

okay2, they did okay
for the first formers
and their story was different from the others
the zeus and hercules kinda stuff


form 2; love at war
ahha
there were ppl wearing army clothes everywhere
and well
its a love story
the violent army fell in love with the voluntary girl
bla bla bla
then, the guy was shot
ahha
tragic tragic

(mind me, m typing with my left hand only, due to hungry reasons) (;

f3; edora's wish

um, at first i can quite understnd their story, but then i've to get some of the f3s to tell me the story line.

this edora,
she's cursed, as they say
so, in everything that she does
it will not succeed.
so,she decided to wear susuk to beautify her face
and drank chicken's blood to delete the curse
eventually, she got close to marriage but then the groom died

i was shocked when i saw a scene that some actresses entered the stage through behind and ruining their backdrop
such a waste, dont u think so?
haha

ohyaii; f4's

well,i didnt understnd much of the drama but
all i knoe is dat

1)they've got something to do with red indians
2)the main storyline is dat 'u can never run from death, eventho hw many times you've escape death'

and i guess,THAT is why they won?
hahaa, hilarious.


us the fifth formers; a thousand cranes

well its mainly about war
and,how u learn from it
and,how does it affects you and ur life

sad actually, this story

its adapted from a real drama entitled a thousand cranes
but obviously we changed it, a lot



sideshows
f1: dancing queen by abba
typical modern dance

f2: modern dance also
but its army style
quite smart
i like the ending
haha, askar is my specialty
i mean, my fav(:

f3; scary yet violent
there were black cutex everywhere
or so ive been told its just black ppr, idk lahh
disturbia, yupp, very disturbing
esp sheena, with her hair
(;

f4
ahem2, copy of our sideshow last yr?
oh godd.not the exact, but you know, the idea.costume?
still,

f5: qoe, grand entrance with the snare
and then alia n myra continues with the tuba

but, the uv light effect
dangggg
pfft, the f4s! haih.wtv.
they did well

all for one maynn(:


so results?

best sideshow: f4
best props: f5
best special effect: f2
best script: f4
best overall actress: f3 eh, that farina
best supporting actress: f2, that zachary guy
best junior play: f3
best senior play: f4

so, who do u think won best overall?
OHYAII, the forth formers.


thnx to us?heE./idk(;
maybe not, but the uv light, absolutely yes.hahaa.

oh and, congrats.

pnt la type one hand; maxime.