i wanted

to tell you something.i wanted to tell you everything that i have in mind.


i wanted to tell you how painful i felt when a basketball ball hit my face the other day, and how i nearly cried out of angry-ness.i wanted to tell you bout the basketball thingy i joined the other day.there was female players from malaysia basketball(MABA) there.i wanted to tell you that i think soo ping and izati, the malaysian basketball players, are great and how i adore them.their coolness and also, their greatness in playing basketball.i wanted to tell you how i learnt the wedding subject in agama.how my ustazah made funny jokes bout it and how i laughed at it.i wanted to tell you how amazed i am by the veto power of men in reciting TALAK and RUJUK when learning it in class.and how i wonder what it would be like, if i will learn this in a co-ed school.i wanted to tell you about that one assembly where i made fun of my friends who are afraid of cats by calling a cat to our line, how my friends ran away, making chaos in the form five line.thank gos the teachersweren't there.i wanted to tell you about that one french class which were held at the full air conditioned surau, where madam came late, and we the french girls almost froze to death.i wanted to tell you that im sick, my eyes are blurred, and my flu is bothering me strongly.i wanted to tell you that one evening my dorm overslept and we went to the evening class 30 minutes late, and at that time i was having modern maths, its 3 periods, but i decided not to go in, so i continued my sleep at the dorm.i wanted to tell you all about my school, the wardens, the teachers, my pet sisters, and my friends.about what we do at night, climbing on the rooftops, dating with our little sisters, talk till dawn and laugh like its nobody's business.i wanted to tell you about the chemistry class, where i did an experiment to make rubber from latex and how i cursed when i smell the yuckky smell of that latex and when i smell my hand from holding the rubber i made.i wanted to tell you about my weird dreams, my scary dreams, and people who are involved in it.i wanted to tell you about the ed night that we lost to the form fours, where i cried my lungs out, like i never did before.how we sang the song of the drama, filled with tears.i wanted to tell you about all the things happenning in my life, whether its happy or sad and i hope you will listen.



but someone told me that if you hope, get ready for dissapointment.



but, you're just not there.yupp.

how come?idk.

so, i kept the thoughts to myself.













memories.yupp.those happy or sad or funny moments together.that will bring smiles on many faces.so that is why, we have to scribble down all the happy moments we shared.even if you just write one single word or date, or just post a picture of the event.so that one day, when ure older, you get to look back, read, and smile(:

maxime