#1 Waiting List

Losing someone is never part of the plan. It never is and never will be part in anyone's plan. Tell me, who plans to meet a person and leave them then ? Nobody. The plan is just to do everything you can do the avoid the goodbyes from happening. Nobody ever plans to fight, or get in an argument. It all happens naturally, you get what I mean right ? We may not like it, who likes it anyway ? But it's all routine. A necessity, if I must say. We may never know the one who leaves us will leave us momentarily, or forever. So cherish all the time that you had, or still have. Look around you. Picture all of yr friends now, the one you do almost everything with. Okay and again, now picture you doing all of the same thing but now without them, maybe with new unfamiliar faces. Or maybe the same faces but it's missing one or two person. Who knows that may happen to you. Who knows. To me, perhaps. So we all should get ready, and try as hard as we can to makesure nobody ever says goodbye. Because it you were truly friends, it won't end just like that. Every one of your friends must have a special one on one bonding w you, so the chemistry between both of you is special. The only one. So isn't it sad to see it gone ? I don't see any exceptions here, but do tell me it you have one. All I could think of is the forbid of parents that leads you to unfriend w someone. That, i shall leave it to God to decide. It's hard letting go. Pfft, cliche ain't it ? Lol :p

Dear you, I have thought of seeing and feeling you gone, but I don't think it will ever be this hard. The thought of never seeing you again is almost unbearable but I guess I just have to bear w it. I hope you are doing well, wherever you are. You have a lot of potential, you do. And I wouldn't want it to be wasted. No use really writing abt how I feel cause I know you won't be reading this anyway. Take care :)

Hafto go. Train leaves at 1240pm. xx


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