Manpower

For all of those who know, for the last month I have been working with a recruitment company. I loved every single moment of it. No lie. I totally love it. Obviously there have been days when I first started where I'll be like "what am I doing here, it's not even in my field." But I decided to go on with it and commit for the 6 months that I am (supposedly) contracted for. Within the first week itself I fell in love with recruitment and enjoyed going to work every single day (except for the fact that I have to wake up early, I mean who enjoys that?!) Anyway, safe to say that working with Manpower was one of the best decisions I've ever made in my life. 

My boss(es) are uber cool, and I feel so supported and welcomed from day one. I constantly feel uplifted and inspired to perform well in my job. Colleagues are fun, full of energy and the job is even more so. I get to scout for potential candidates, screen resumes, talk to them and even made friends. The feeling that you get when one of them gets hired... priceless. I feel like I'm finally contributing something to the world.

On top of that, there's casual Fridays - which I absolutely LIVE for, and you're technically working in a mall, which is super awesome (read: unlimited lunch ideas). 

The only downside is, today is my last day working with them. I had to leave due to reasons, you know (I don't want to mention them here). But believe me when I say, I didn't wanna leave. Nope. I really wished that I am not in this position right now. But I really had to do this for myself, and I totally owe this to myself. 

To the company, I appreciate every single thing that you have done for me and I hope nothing but the best for the company in the future. One day I will definitely look back and proudly say that, that is the company I first worked for and helped me to be who I am now. Wait for it. 

Yours,

Alhana

Superstar

It's hard, to be able to love someone with all your might but not being able to tell them what's craving to get out. Cause really, she's lost for words. But that's not love. Love won't do such things. If she really love, the words would come out like blood running thru her veins. She's afraid to ruin it. And he's waiting for her to take a chance. She's broken her promise once, and he's dying to see what's her reaction towards it. But the truth is, she had ruined it. Ruined. With an ed. And she has absolutely no idea on how to fix it. Stumbling upon lost messages, hidden pictures and she found her greatest treasure. Memories. And a portrait with both of them together. She never knew it existed. Well, she did. And now, it'll never leave her sight. Lost in her own world, she crouches in the light, seeking for help. But he won't help her. He wants to, but he wants her to be independent. And once she has that, he wants her for his own. Only for him. And secretly she wants that too, but she's afraid. Afraid that after she gave away all of her to him, he'll flee, like the others. But how could one take her seriously if she's not willing to give it back in return? She has to think. Fast. Before he fades away like he starts to be. She tried, but clearly words ain't enuff. But he's so far away, and she's outta gas. Help, where's the nearest gas station? She search for money. She yearns for guidance. She raised up both of her hands and ask for His help.

And then, she fell asleep with a smile. Wishing that her fight will end soon, she lied to herself thinking that everything will be okay tomorrow.

Something that I think suits the moment. Good song tho ;)

Just another love story: alhanasabrina