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Hi! I'm Sabrina, a 25 year old wanderer. This where I write about things that are relevant to my life whether big or small, mostly about my feelings towards things. All things posted are strictly my take on things unless written otherwise. Happy reading!

Sunday, July 31, 2011

Knock knock,

Starting ke finishing ?

*TKC-ians, you know what I mean ;)


Happy Ramadhan to all :)


Ramadhan is not just about fasting. It is more than that. Let us search for forgiveness from Allah in this holy month, and be better than usual. The most important thing is keeping the attitude during Ramadhan permanently, even after it had passed. May we get what we hope for in this month. Reset your niat :) May we get blessings from Allah, the Almighty.

Verily, the month of Ramadhan is devided into three parts. The first part of it is mercy; the middle of it is forgiveness, and its last part is freedom from the Hellfire.


Just as a friendly reminder

#1 Waiting List

Losing someone is never part of the plan. It never is and never will be part in anyone's plan. Tell me, who plans to meet a person and leave them then ? Nobody. The plan is just to do everything you can do the avoid the goodbyes from happening. Nobody ever plans to fight, or get in an argument. It all happens naturally, you get what I mean right ? We may not like it, who likes it anyway ? But it's all routine. A necessity, if I must say. We may never know the one who leaves us will leave us momentarily, or forever. So cherish all the time that you had, or still have. Look around you. Picture all of yr friends now, the one you do almost everything with. Okay and again, now picture you doing all of the same thing but now without them, maybe with new unfamiliar faces. Or maybe the same faces but it's missing one or two person. Who knows that may happen to you. Who knows. To me, perhaps. So we all should get ready, and try as hard as we can to makesure nobody ever says goodbye. Because it you were truly friends, it won't end just like that. Every one of your friends must have a special one on one bonding w you, so the chemistry between both of you is special. The only one. So isn't it sad to see it gone ? I don't see any exceptions here, but do tell me it you have one. All I could think of is the forbid of parents that leads you to unfriend w someone. That, i shall leave it to God to decide. It's hard letting go. Pfft, cliche ain't it ? Lol :p

Dear you, I have thought of seeing and feeling you gone, but I don't think it will ever be this hard. The thought of never seeing you again is almost unbearable but I guess I just have to bear w it. I hope you are doing well, wherever you are. You have a lot of potential, you do. And I wouldn't want it to be wasted. No use really writing abt how I feel cause I know you won't be reading this anyway. Take care :)

Hafto go. Train leaves at 1240pm. xx


i'm still maxime

Saturday, July 23, 2011

I want my happy ending

Allah S.W.T telah berfirman, “Perempuan yang jahat untuk lelaki yang jahat dan lelaki yang jahat untuk perempuan yang jahat, perempuan yang baik untuk lelaki yang baik dan lelaki yang baik untuk perempuan yang baik.” (an-Nur’:26)


InsyaAllah i'll be in the second group. Pray for me ? :)


alhana

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

About Recently

Do you know that I think most readers start to write then only name their artwork ? Well, if it's true, I could be considered as a genius. Or plain stupid. It doesn't matter, cause every single one of us have their own style. And choice.

To be frank, I dunno why I'm writing this post but since I have this little bit of free time, might as well do something, right ?

Recently, I came across two absolutely different people but became best friends. I guess that's what you call opposite attracts. Both of them like different things, want different things, do different things, but they speak the same language. I never understood much, I just took the important points of it to write a story.

Justin Bieber has a story. Micheal Jackson has a story. The Beatles has a story. What about you ?

And also, recently I came across this piece of paper stuck to the wall. Nothing much, just writings in black and white with 'Moments Of Joy' at the center of it. You can guess it alright, it's telling me to write an article about your moment of joy and can stand a chance to be published in their magazine and win RM 15. Most of people will say, RM 15 ? Pfft. But the moment I saw those words, I already had my moment of joy to write about. I don't care about the money, I just want my work to be noticed. I dunno. But I'm not sure if I have the time to write if or not. The downside is, I have to attach it w a picture. That part, I'm not so sure.

And yes just recently, I watched the video of the Manchester United player being boo-ed and forced to take off his jersey and wear the Liverpool jersey instead. I think it was during training session. Correct me if I'm wrong. But if I'm right, Liverpool fans, chill out. It's just during training. If it's during the real game, you have the right to be pissed but not to the extend of taking away his shirt and forcing him to wear your jersey. That's against human rights. And to the lucky guy, congrats ! You are now officially a legend. Even Wayne Rooney tweeted that. You should be proud. I think the next guy who does that will be considered as attention-seeker so please, don't. You should've thought about that when Manchester United came to Malaysia years ago. Or maybe someone did it before, but the fans are not as ________ (insert word here) as the Liverpool fans. Cheers :)

Recently, I've had my mind twinning around the Love subject. Been watching those love movies, and hearing those love stories. A girl can dream. They always do. Guys do too, more than girls actually. But the talk about love is that, it will be random. You can't plan on when you will fall in love, or get married. Your heart will tell you that. All you can do is try to search for it, and be sure that by the time you found it, you yourself is mentally, spiritually and physically prepared for it. Because of love, people are happy. Because of it also people get sad, or heartbroken. I'm no Dr. Love to talk about it, I'm just saying what I know. One thing about love, it can change the heart. I came across one of my bestfriends in highschool who claimed that she doesn't want to get married, but look at her now. She has a boyfriend, and she's happy. And I'm happy for her. Another thing before I end, love can't be forced. If it's there, it will come. If it's not, there are someone out there who's waiting for you the same way that you're waiting for them now.

"Blessed be He who created all that grows in pairs from the earth and themselves, also from what they do not know."

Surah Yasin: 36


"And every kind we have created pairs: so that you remember His power."

Surah az-Zariat: 51



And now my mind is back to it's original state. Because i've poured my heart out here. I'm glad :)

maxime

how to love by lil wayne

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Friday, July 8, 2011

Do You Remember

Those words that i said before ?

It sounds more of less like this,


Well, now I have three things on the 15th of July. First it's my test. Physical Chemistry test. That's a must. Oh well. Second, it's the Pangkor trip w the Kembarians. Since I have the test on Friday night, I plan to go there on Saturday morning. So that's all set. But just now I got a message from He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named (not Voldermort) w an irresistible offer for me as a crew to go to Subang for a competition. The best part is, I will get some money $$ and i get to hang out w them, again :)

Okaay. The problem is now, I def can't go for the crew thingy unless if I take my test early. Andd idk if it's possible or not. But that's just an option. Not saying i will go for it, since I am not that ready for the test. Sigh, P Chem. Y U so harddd ?! Lol.

So now, I can only opt for two out of three options. I think it's obvious on which I should pick, but the crew offer, it came from someone, err just someone. Someone I look up highly to. And it'll be an opportunity wasted if i don't just go and spend some time w them and be happy for myself. But I think it's God's way to show me that my words are true after all. I can try to make it work by forwarding the test or something, but the true decision is actually mine to make.

I'll get back to you on this. Sigh. Pray for me.

xx, maxime

love you like a love song by selena gomez