All About You

i should really go to bed. like, right now. but wait. i have to say something.

FINALS IN 5 DAYS. OMG.

*deans list ? sooo it must be >3.5 GPA okay :)

people talk all the time. you can not know the connections that people around you have with each other, and believe me, you don't wanna know. or , maybe you do. but yeah, it might scares you. you can either care to know, asking all the questions, sulking to know the answer

I MISS MY TRANSCENDERS SO EFFING MUCH :'( so sad i can't make it to the iftar, goshh :'(

or just don't care, and stick up with your own life, your own principles. just do what you always have been doing, and not changing your lives in order to makes those peeping tom a better story to gossip about.

ITS ALMOST RAYA :D oh wait, finals first. hehe

i don't have time to think about anything at all. i may sound cruel, or heart-less. trust me, maybe i am one of them.

hope for a rendezvous with you people okay. during raya timeeee. long time since i wandered around klcc like its nobody's business :D you , the ones that i love ♥

you just need a phone call to lift you up, another to bring you down, and another to bring you back to the place where you belong. there's always hope for you my dear.

and yeah, no exceptions.

i may follow, but that doesn't mean anything

maxime

something more by secondhand serenade

That's The End Of Today

BOLD WHAT IS TRUE (or what you think is true)

001. i miss somebody right now.
002. i watch more tv than i used to.
003. i love olives.
004. i love sleeping.
005. i own lots of books.
006. i wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. i love to play video games.
008. i’ve watched porn movies.
009. i have been in a threesome.
010. i have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
011. i believe honesty is the best policy.
012. i have acne free skin. *hoping*
013. i like and respect al sharpton.
014. i curse frequently.
015. i’ve changed a lot mentally over the last year.
016. i have a hobby.
017. i’ve been told i have a nice butt.
018. i carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
019. i’m really, really smart. *not really, really haha*
020. i’ve never broken anyone else’s bones.
021. i have a secret that i am ashamed to reveal.
022. i love rain.
023. i’m paranoid at times.
024. i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
025. i need money right now.
026. i love sushi.
027. i talk really, really fast sometimes.
028. i have semi-long hair.
029. i have at least one brother and/or sister.
030. i was born in a country outside of the u.s.
031. i shave my legs. *once*
032. i have a twin.
033. i couldn’t survive without caller i.d.
034. i like the way that i look.
035. i am usually pessimistic.
036. i have mood swings.
037. i think prostitution should be legalized.
038. i think britney spears is pretty. *used to*
039. i have a hidden talent.
040. i’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
041. i think that i’m popular.
042. i have an ipod
043. i enjoy talking on the phone.
044. i practically live in sweatpants or pj pants.
045. i love to shop.
046. i would rather shop than eat.
047. i would classify myself as ghetto.
048. i’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
049. i’m obsessed with my blog!
050. i don’t hate anyone.
051. i’m a pretty good dancer.
052. i’m a horrible dancer.
053. i’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
054. i have a cell phone.
055. i watch MTV on a daily basis.
056. i cry myself to sleep. *once, or twice maybe*
057. i have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
058. i have never been in a real relationship before.
059. i’ve rejected someone before.
060. i have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
061. i want to have children in the future.
062. i have changed a diaper before.
063. i’ve had the cops called on me before.
064. i bite my nails.
065. i am a member of the tom green fan club.
066. i’m not allergic to anything deadly.
067. i have a lot to learn.
068. i have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.
069. i plan on seeing ice cube’s newest “friday” movie.
070. i am very shy around the opposite sex.
071. i’m online 24/7, even as an away message.
072. i have at least 5 away messages saved.
073. i have tried alcohol before.
074. i have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past.
075. i own the “south park” movie.
077. when i was a kid i played “the birds and the bees” with a neighbor or chum.
078. i enjoy country music.
079. i love my best friend(s).
080. i think that pizza hut has the best pizza.
081. i watch soap operas whenever i can.
082. i’m obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
083. i have used my sexuality to advance my career.
084. i love michael jackson, scandals and all.
085. i know all the words to slick rick’s “children’s story”.
086. halloween is awesome because you get free candy .
087. i watch spongebob squarepants and i like it.
088. i have dated a close friend’s ex.
089. i’m happy as of this moment.
090. i have gone scuba diving.
091. i’ve had a crush on someone i’ve never met.
092. i’ve kissed someone i knew i shouldn’t.
093. i play a musical instrument.
094. i strongly dislike math.
095. i’m procrastinating on something right now.
096. i own and use a library card.
097. i fall in “lust” more than in “love”.
098. cheese enchiladas rock my socks.
099. i think the lord of the rings is one of the greatest things ever.
100. i’m obsessed with the tv show “lost.”
101. i am resentful that i have to grow up.
102. i am an entirely different person around different people.
103. i think the world would be a better place if people just smiled and meant it more often(:
104. i think ramen is the best kind of food in the whole world.
105. i am suffering of a broken heart.
106. i am a nerd.
107. no matter where i am or who i’m with, i always seem to be lonely.
108. i am left handed and proud of it.
109. i don’t change who i am for someone else.
110. my heart resides below my feet.
111. i am a senior in high school.
112. i enjoy smoothies. *vanilla*
113. i have gastritis.
114. i have nothing better to do with my time. clearly.
115. i am listening to radiohead right now.
116. most people call me by my middle name.
117. i once stole a music stand.
118. pi confuses me.
119. i love nascar!
120. i own over 200 cds.
121. i work 7 days a week.
122. i have mono.
123. i don’t have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind.
124. people tell me i have a horrible sense of humor.
125. i’m only wearing underwear.
126. i had more than one thanksgiving dinner this year.
127. i’ve driven to a different state to see a band i liked.
128. i am the most over analytical person i know.
129. i believe in wasting time.
130. i don’t listen to too much music.
131. i have a shoe fetish.
132. my favorite holiday isn’t christmas.
133. i prefer weeks off of work instead of days here and there.
134. i love sex.
135. i wanna go home.
136. i don’t know what i would do without my friends.
137. christmas threw up in my dorm room and i love it.
138. friends is (one of) my favorite tv shows.
139. i’m hungry !
140. i’m still angry about the nip/tuck season 2 finale cliffhanger.
141. i’m a potterhead and proud of it!
142. i lied about one of the items on this list.
143. my siblings are my best friends.
144. i believe cheese should be its own food group it is soooo good!
145. i have a problem expressing things.
146. i have lost a parent.
147. i am the most deprived person i know on the face of the planet.
148. i have at least one test tomorrow that i am not prepared for yet.
149. i love slim jims! even if they are really bad for you.
150. i am sick and tired of school so i am not going.
151. i love sundance.
152. i do not watch television.
153. i love starbucks coffee drinks.
154. i am living at least one lie right now.
155. i love wearing skirts, even if its winter.
156. i’m a techie.
157. i am writing this far, far too late/early.
158. i’m a little crazy.
159. i like the smell of white tic tacs.
160. i know at least one person in a “life or death” crises at this moment.
161. i don’t associate myself with any political parties.
162. i always know all the gossip at my school/workplace/whatever, and nobody ever suspects it.
163. i have no idea what i am going to write for my question.
164. i can be selfish.
165. i’m so emo at times.
166. i can solve a 3x3 rubik’s cube.
167. i think the human race is evil & should be demolished.
168. i cheated on a test before.
169. i am a member of animemusicvideos.org
170. i’m sick of drama
171. i need a job

oh btw GROWNUPS ?
must watch movie :D

♥ maxime

if i were you by hoobastank

How To Say Sorry In The Most Exquisite Way Ever ?

just now i had a phone call with my mum. she said, do you know why recently there are so many cases of abandoned babies ? i answered, yeah of course i know. my mum replied, so take care of yourself okay :)

love you maa :D

urgh, smeared eyeliner. gotta go.

maxime is sorry, really am

dynamite by taio cruz

Misfit

she turned away and left the love of her life alone, seconds from freezing to death. and at that moment, she dreamed about hell. of its unsustainable degree of coldness, and how one would freeze once step foot in hell.

and so she thought, 'oh nevermind. he'll be used to all that cold once he is in hell.'

she didn't dare to continue. how could such words came out from her mouth ? she knew that she blew it. she blew the chance that the Hope gave her. she made a deal that she will live the full life as a normal human being, and not to stop until the end. is she running away from the truth ? is she afraid ?

oh yes. she is afraid that she might love. love the place, love the human being she once called Lover. and so, she had to discard him. she was afraid that if she went deeper in, she couldn't get out. but well when it is time, Hope will certainly get her out of there, but she is certain that there will be strings attatched to Lover. and she didn't want that. not now. not ever.


she remembered the day she begged for this life. she said she had been observing some of the kingdoms, and this Earthlings fascinate her and she would like to try to become one of them for just a moment. when Hope heard this, she was shocked for a minute. no one ever requested such thing. its always been taking a creature from either one of the kingdoms and transforming it into one of us, never inversely.


she thought about her first time stepping foot here. on earth. oh how she despise this land. of its foolish creature, and its shockingly rude behaviour. she wanted to leave right away. but Hope forbid her. 'this is what you want right? now i've given it to you, not for a moment. its for a life cycle of a human being. so use it wisely. there is nothing you do that won't give any good to yourself.'

that change when she saw Lover. its like the name automatically gets to her. but she didn't fall for her senses. she was right to do that. because when she was with Lover, she was foolish.

'another day, and i'll be gone. my life here is done. and Hope was right all along. despite all the hate and fury she found here, he also found happiness and kind. and peace and serenity. but there is no place better than home.'

she had a family back home, who were always waiting for tomorrow to come. and silently but surely, she misses them too. she was sorry for Patience, who is like the name, always being patient with her, eventhough she had found Lover. but its okay, because Patience know that the human life is a miraculously short life. this is eternal. this is forever.

she was done with her letter to Lover. its time to go back up. she tore the letter into bits and pieces and each one of them changed into white birds whom she call Pigeon. she vowed, whoever can gather all the bits and give it to Lover before he die, he or she will experience endless riches.

but until this day, the pigeons are free to fly around our Earth, each one of them secretly carrying part of her letter to Lover. this story has no end.

OH ! : maxime

she loves you by the beatles

*laughs*

no doubt. when time flies, it really do. let me tell you the story about today, and how fast i think today went. hehs.

5.00 am
i was woken up by the sound of Kris Allen's Live Like Were Dying. the voice urged me to wake up and sahur. and so. by 510 am, i was in the car, heading to Bayan, eating my first ever decent sahur :) it was Maggi Goreng Telur Mata and Horlicks Ice :)) yummy ! then, by 545 i was back in my room, waiting for Subuh. and this was one of the days that i went back to sleep after Subuh. hehehe.

830 am
i was woken up again by my mum. we were on the phone for like, 10 mins i think. and all the way thru the the phone call, i had the most painful stomach ache (actually the stomach ache was there since after sahur. idk whyy) then i texted Sarah, saying that i want to do the precal workshop with her. and yea, i slept right after. fuh, terbaik :D

1030am
The final wake. heh. received a text from Sarah at 1000am saying that she just woke up. i cleaned myself up and went to Sarah's room.

1100am
sarah is rambling about her laptop. i was watching himym, elin took a shower. the precal is still untouched. hehe.

1230 pm
finally we started to do the precal. and we took 1 hour to complete the FIRST question ! haha, its because the question has 1a, b, c and so on. haih. so time-consuming !

230 pm
Zuhur prayer. :)

300pm
we were at question num 3. heh. nice progress but still. slow as a tortoise. sarah brought the question downstairs. sob sob. so the work is delayed jap. sarah ! hahahaha. pity her. her laptop is broken. can't on. dunno whyy.

430 pm
went down to v2 cafe to act. hehehehe. i'm the head gangster ! haha. act we have to help this other drama gruop with their drama. sarah weng and i are the girls who wants to take away baal from emyy. hehe. so atfirst i have to wink at baal while he was walking with emyy. then baal winked and waved back. hehehehe. HAHA ! it was really finny when we're recording the acts. then, the best part was when i have to really fight with emyy to get baal. hilarious ! couldnt stop laughing. good times :)

545pm
continued with pre cal. starting to skipped the easy ones , reaching the harder ones first. hehehe. can't believe that doing precal could be so much fun. heh. but not knowing the answer and the way to do it is not fun at all. hmphh. but then just having each other can make me smile already :)

630pm
rushing back to my room to perform Asr prayer. fuhh. skipped the shower. hehe

645pm
in the car, heading to Sabila to break fast :)

700pm
reached Sabila. ordered plain rice tomyam sayur kangkung belacan and ikan bakar. fresh orange :D yummmmmmmmmmy

730pm
BREAKING FAST :) and suddenly we were all very quiet. makes me flash back to the time when im in college, they always say that college girls are quiet only when they are eating and sleeping. haha. everybody laughs but suddenly baal added, eh, when you pray ? haha. yeah, so that's the third. heh. had a great iftar just now with ian fathi baal faris apek helmie farah weng elle and sarah :D

810pm
reached back in my room :) washed my clothes and perform Marghrib prayers :) and yeah, took a shower.

920pm
now here i am, back in Sarah's room. planning to do my phy and chem report today. due monday : erkkk. plenty of work to do, little time. haihhh.


but , there's joy in everything i do. and i loike it :D

till then, MAXIME :)

breathe by michelle branch

This Just In

Ramadhan ? Oh i could not wish for anything better (:

so gear up peeps, don't just look forward to raya. be sad cause when raya's coming, Ramadhan's ending , oh well. its too soon to talk about that righttt ?

not too soon i think. with finals at the end of Ramadhan, i think time will flyy. so just appreciate the time you have okayyy.

'clear your hearts, and absorb the knowledge that is coming. embrace this holy month so that when this month had passed, we will gain something, and change. not for the worst, but for the better. and pray, that we'll live long enuff to see this holy month again next year. nothing's certain. and we just can pray to Allah to make it happen.'

psssttt: save money ! don't just spend all of 'em cause of your eyes. those blinding eyes. which can't bear the sight of plenty of food at the bazaar. hehehe.

don't TEXT and drive okay people ! :D

till my hands reach the keyboard again,
maxime ♥

impossible by shontelle

Let Me Tell You Something ,

Not very long ago, you used to despise me and my friends. when u ask 'what are you doing?' i'll answer, 'oh nothing, just hanging out with some of my new friends'. Then later the question changes to be 'so u'll be hanging out with them again?(please do with sarcastic tone ever)' and i'll be speechless. well , your phsycho may work then, but not now. oh i think you should know. i don't do hanging out anymore. trying to let out the stress that's building up in me. and he's not involved anymore. thank you.

excuse me for being annoying. but that's not the theme of this post . heh.


timetable until 7th sept

11th reading and writing test
12th multimodal presentation
13th test chem
16th phy test
18th precalculus test
19th english drama

FINALS
4th sept chemistry 1 (you should know that its a goddamn saturday-.-')
5th sept Physics 1
6th sept english 1
7th sept precalculus

finally free, end of semester 1 :)

BUT

thats like 4 weeks away. ramadhan's near. oh thank you, now i can focus more to my books instead of food. hahah.

missing playing wii at home. sighhh.

just an update of my confused hectic life.

and yes, i overslept today, so no merdeka run for me this year. next year ! ahhah.

need gadjets terribly D:

maxime

if i had you by adam lambert

During Chemistry Class,