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Hi! I'm Sabrina, a 25 year old wanderer. This where I write about things that are relevant to my life whether big or small, mostly about my feelings towards things. All things posted are strictly my take on things unless written otherwise. Happy reading!

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

NO VOICE, NO WORK

yeah its true, since i work in a place that needs voice to operate, then in the mean time, i can't be there.*sigh* i love my job, haha ! okayy.

the point is,

Alhamdulillah, I got an offer for an interview from MARA(:
date : 160410.

please pray for me, so that i will ace this interview and get that scholarship and start learning ! :D and yeah, bak kata donnie, read the papers !


*keep on checking, but i won't budge*

p/s: had a great day yesterday.almost went to the Bunkface thingy at the F1 pitpulse, but it was raining and i was having a flu, so i didn't go.actually, 'we' didn't go.it refers to the whole Petrosains bunch at that time. * beriya suka sbb balik awal kan * aha, as usual, after that, walking with hariz, and his hilarious jokes

me : jom masuk GAP pulak

him : jom, nanti boleh jumpa Eddy Current dlm tuuu

me : haa ?

him : ala yang Eddy Current dkt exploration tu, kan ada GAP kt benda alah tuu

me : hahahaha ! nanti i letak lawak tu dlm blog eh, akan letak punyaa ! ;)

*so here it is :D*


and also, the laughter with hisyam lisa hazim donnie ryla and dzul :D tiring, but funn !
the Given jokes, and also the duduk dkat that gazebo from basah saaaampai kering bench tu and Dzul said its because of my heat, which is soo not true, hahaha.one LOL for that :P

see you next week, insyaAllah (:


forgot how to talk ; maxime

twilight by travisgarland

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Flair With Kids

lets just say, i do have this charm with kids.

his mum said, 'adik jom balik dik'

tanak la, nk mainn

nk duk sini dgn sape dik ?

dgn tuu (pointing towards me (: )

*this was before he cried, and yeah that hand is reaching out for me :D

after about only 30 mins spending time with him,
that little kid was like

' JOM LAAAAA IKUT ', JOM LAAAAAA

JOM LAAAAAAAAA

while crying his lungs out, when his mom carried him to go back home

i couldn't do anything, but to hold his hands

mohd ilyas ammar, so cute (: * he's two years old btw.



BUT, i did badly just now, with the car.
pheww, thank god my jpj is on the 9th, i still have time to practice.


feverish, maxime

p/s: and you, please let me understand you.can you do that ?

Saturday, March 27, 2010

HTTYD (:

*attempt to smile, by Toothless(:


haha, told you, Toothless is CUTE ! awww

*COME ON LET's SUPPORT EARTH HOUR, ONE HOUR, TURN OFF THE ELECTRIC ! * that includes onlining ! haha

*oh yea, watching fringe is exceptional :D
when you look me in the eyes ; maxime

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Something's Wrong With The Date

the treacherous man lies awake
something's wrong with the date
a thesaurus in his hand
and his heart needs amend

the laughter triggers a memory
that was never meant to be free
and the clouds of gold lingers a little while
until he is able to smile

an empty stomach, a broken heart
so what's the use playing a game of dart
even when he hits the bull's eye
the heart of stone can never be satisfied

fate leaves him tied
between love and the light
the end could be easy
but the journey can be pretty messy

trust your heart, break her apart
then again, he played his part
'be invisible' that's all she said
but then, something's wrong with the date

0635, 1903:10

speechless wonder, maxime


*it has been a while, didn't you noticed ?

Sunday, March 21, 2010

We're Okay, Right ?

THE DAY STARTED

from day 1 that i've been working, i came to realise now that i've learnt to tolerate with people and also with myself a lot more right now.A WHOLE LOT MORE, so is that bad, or is that goood ?


*it hurts, but
you didn't do anything wrong, i did.so please, will you please stop saying sorry ?

from that point, i knew i should have avoided you earlier.but now, it's too late. *it's never too late for anything, except for the past* so yes, i didn't regret you knowing, just i hope you tell me .. erm, tell me what ? erm, just tell me, okay ?

AND YES I AM AVOIDING YOU, not you, YOU !
reason being ? i simply do not know, haha !


today's news paper : just like you can't turn back time, you can't stop it moving on either.

great point, huh ?


deny it all you want, i still won't budge.yea people are born with egos, and you're full with it.not that i despise that or what, but yeah, its really not your fault, but purely mine.when you asked, i changed.but face to face ? too hot to handle, and it hurts, a little.a little ? countless tears once i step in my room.as if you cared.you , out of all the people, why must it be you ?and as my friend said, don't open up and tell bad stuffs about people, there's a reason why its called the past, ain't it ?being friends with you already takes up most of my time, what more does it takes to own you wholly ? not that i dream of that but i know, i know, it will be hard.super hard.screened from top to toe, and this impression doesn't make it easier for both of us.you know why.yes, you are a sweet person, with a sweet voice, HAHA, but but words do have limits.yea its easier to text rather than to talk just because lying in typing doesn't really show.so tell me, tell me the truth.the truth behind all your words.and what do you really feel ?

its awkward, yes.and yes, you're the reason.yes, but the main reason is myself.

forget about the things that she said
cause without your trust i can't concentrate

things that cheered me up

: little kid calling 'akak ! akak !' i turned and looking at a boy who wants to record me using speed camera (:

: little kid playing with a golf ball at a place that the golf ball does not belong. i stared at him, and he gave it back to me willingly (:

terima kasih(:

kit kat extra creamy extra crunchyy; maxime

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

If You're Spending Too Much Time With Anyone, You'll Probably End Up With A Crush.

maybe it works only with different genders, but yes, this is only an opinion :)

xx; maxime


*i missed spending quality time with you today, but its okay :)
probably next time ? yeah, probably .

Sunday, March 14, 2010

From Paris With Love

waaaaaait waaaaaait, before that, i watched the trailers that comes before the movie, and when i saw TOM CRUISE, :DD i was going bonkers ! haha, and yeap, that trailer was effingly funny ! the female main character was DIAZ, phewwwwittt :D can't wait to watch it.watch the trailer, u'll end up laughing like mad, like me :D

oh yes, the movie title ? knight and day :)

okay okayyy, back to the real topic.haha, this movie, hell it was funny.decided to watched this movie after walking to pavi with amir from klcc because the tickets for alice in wonderland had sold out, and yes, at pavi too, but since my friends said this movie is great, I decided that amir mardieq and i should watch this movie :D

and yes, its not bad, not bad at all :)

atleast i had a very good laugh watching this, HAHA, that bald john travolta, and that poor poor jonathan rhys meyers, hihi.


one thing i learned, timing is indeed, everything :) *maybe

maxime

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Absolute Truth

memang best actually, gelak gelak non-stop, and should i emphasize, NON-STOP dgn bean, oh i mean nadia syazwani :) when i have the time to do that, i'll cherish it because i just love to crack jokes with you, and it will be never ending, because we know that the jokes will continue, kan bean ? and yes, you always, always gets my joke, no matter how silly it is, haha ! what's the point here ? the point is, i love you, and happy birthday babe :)

and jaa, i mean khadijah rosli, i miss you like hell weh ! yes i was a bit down when our papers did not match on the faithful 11th march but im glad i've know such a brilliant person like you.and yes, when you do those dumb jokes of yours, and when you act a little too crazy until i or any of the girls can't handle it, you will always have the best botox ever, and yes i love youu :) happy birthday darling :D u always call me that, hihi.

and ayo, i mean norhasnizah, although we're not that close, you are always a part of transcenders, and we're sisters rightt ? achieve your dream, marry that guy ! haha, and yes, happy birthday bada leader :D i love you !

three, maxime

A for Accounts ! B for Bio ! C for Chemistry ?

thats all :) its a plus pun, so its okayy, kot ! teehee.oh and, the last part : not true !


and you, idk how many times i have to repeat myself, im super duper proud :D
yes, you :)


*and to YOU, please, don't just dissappear.people need you.I NEED YOU.


and congrats SYAMILAH MAHALI, you made us proud, and you had also brought up the school, top ten ! okay lah kan :D


last but not least, the girls, wonderful girls, im proud of you guys, too ! ( how can i not be ? ) altho my piece of paper may differ a bit, but we're still okay right :D love you !


*thanks Allah teachers, mama, ayah, kakak, family, friends, and you (:

Alhamdulillah Syukur; maxime

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Fuhh, Glad I Spilled It Out To Someone ! :)

now my heart and brain and spinal cord are all thinking of only one thing : SPM RESULTS

wish me luck peeps, and to all people who are in the same hot soup as i am, let us together march to our respective schools and demand the results and be proud of it, because you know you did your best ! :D

* prayes are highly needed right now, your kindness is highly appreciated :)

but i cannot deny what's in my heart now

* i hate when people just go, without any goodbye or even 'weh aku nak chow', it hurts ! haha, sounds so dramatic.in malay it sounds less dramatic : saket tau tak ! urgh.u won't read this anyway.


je mappelle maxime

Monday, March 8, 2010

and finally, the Princess gets her quality time with her Prince

hanging out with this one girl from morning till almost noon, walked to this shopping mall to see two of my friends working while i'm not, going to this one restaurant with a bunch of funny friends, eating with friends, helluva friends, making hell of a noise with them, laughing like SPM results are not coming out on this thursday, with an SLR camera that this one guy can't stop taking pictures with it until we had to embarrass ourselves to cross the road when we can but there are still cars going in our direction in order to make the beatles picture a reality, but i doubt that the pictures were any good, just wait and see, but there are lots more pictures which are truly beautiful, with some rayban plus vespa action, clotting infront of the GSC cinemas for a long time but ended up not watching any movie, eating snow white doughnut from this one doughnut shop, friend's treat, and walking away in two directions, but still, with friends, and finally the process of making a memory ends with buying a medium vanilla frap from this one shop named STARBUCKS COFFEE (:

*and obv, buying or should i say surveying shoes with friends, and the journey to the LRT station where we bid our goodbyes.(:

promoting; maxime

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Beyond A Reasonable Doubt

honestly, i like it.actually i tend to get chills for movies or stories that have creepy soundtracks or scary scenes, and yes, this movie totally gave my the freaks.but nevertheless, the ending was perfectly SHOCKING, i can tell you.you can never expect it to happen.and yeah, being the one who is always blank, i didn't expect it either until the beans are out from the bag.hahaha, funny though, how the little act of lying can change a girl's heart from loving the one guy to saying FUCK YOU right at his face.well, serves him right tho.

anyway, thats all for this post.but there's more.there is one more thing that totally gives me the freaks and goosebumps and all the sweat on my face right now, its the freaking
SPM RESULTS.

*its time to make this picture, A REALITY :)

yeah.its been a long time since i've mention that in any of my posts.yes ? and yeah, i've been having the 3 month holiday that any student could ever dreamed of.and yes, sadly its going to end soon.not soon enuff i think cuz if im going to college anytime soon, it will be in july, i think.well, they say its on the 11th of march.oh well, just pray, pray, that i will get the 10A+, insyaAllah, and also to my wonderful batchmates, Transcenders 0509, altogether 128, may the 10A+ and 9A+ will be in our hands, and will make our school, tunku kurshiah college, and also, bonda, very very proud of us.

plus, can't wait to see all of you girls again.ohh, the laughter, the giggles, and the jokes we had.its been a long time since i had that college jokes.and yes, after that, everyone's going to grow up the same way, but in different directions.just hope that we will not forget each other along the way :D

so as for now, im going to relax my brain, and prepare myself, mentally, physically, and spiritually for the big big day that will determine my future.oh god. * big sigh*

maxime, na221a015 :)

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Certainly, Something to Cheer Me Up, NOT


Lihat gambar di atas.Apa yang anda lihat ? oh ya, POKOK.dan ? haha, yes.the freaking ROAD DIVIDER. jangan pandang remeh kepadanya. kerana as small as it looks, it can bring danger.

*minta maaf kerana the mixing of languages, i just cannot stand it anymore.hehe.

al-kisah,


the parking zone, it went well.entering the 3-point zone.

pusing kanan *erk tak pusing habis* tanpa disedari *KABOOM* the engine is dead, and yes, i've hit the divider.dangg.
*gelabah*

tried to turn on the engine but it wont work. *im screwd if my teacher sees this* tried again, but ended up with the same result.

got out af the car, thinking of pushing the car backwards *am i crazy or what*

SEMUA ORANG PANDANG.

got back in, and tried again. alhamdulillah, it worked.

pressed the clutch, changed the gear to reverse, and i got the hell out from that 3-point area.damn , cuak weh.and plus, *extra embarrased* hihihi.


THE END; maxime

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Re-Think of All The Possibilities

Love is all about the little things. When you are really, truly, in love, you don't feel the need to dress up for them. The most important thing is being with them. Butterflies are not usually present in love. You should not feel nervous when you really love someone. Love means you connect with them spiritually, intellectually, and emotionally. And love means differences, disagreements, and arguing (but not fighting) because who wants to be with someone who is the same as they are? You feel refreshed when you are with them, but not necessarily weak when you are away from them. If you think about them all the time, always, it is probably lust or infatuation, not love.
The most important thing you should consider is, can I say 'I love you' and truly mean it?
i dont feel this - yet !

so, i am going to do something
DON'T GET ANY IDEAS



what i feel like saying is infatuation, even if it does not mean anything to you,
MAXIME

Monday, March 1, 2010

A question, An answer

what's the one thing that can make you feel


Scared, Nervous, Stupid, Giddy-ish, Frightened, Panic, Shocked, -.-'


one second, another second it will make you feel



Awesome, Simply Brilliant, Superb, Confident, Amazing, Excited, Happy, On Top Of The World, Calm?


i know,



DRIVING, on the road :D

come to me; MAXIME