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Hi! I'm Sabrina, a 25 year old wanderer. This where I write about things that are relevant to my life whether big or small, mostly about my feelings towards things. All things posted are strictly my take on things unless written otherwise. Happy reading!

Friday, December 19, 2014

Fiery Hands

Something happened for the first time yesterday. My hands were like on fire, and I can't stay still. I can feel the heat radiating through my fingers yet other people can't even see my pain. It was excruciatingly painful, I can't even come close to expressing it. It's like a hundred it you ask me to rate it from 1-10. I tried everything, from water to oil, even detergent, toothpaste, shower gel, any liquids you name it I've tried it, it won't go away. Finally after hours of trying (and a whole lot of ice!) it finally died down and my hands are mine again. Alhamdulillah. It was all a battle to test my mental ability, whether I am strong enough to overcome the pain, bcs its just internal pain, it's not a wound that is exposed or bleeding. And I said to myself, if I can go through that, I can go through anything, if Allah wills it. 

Darn you extra hot chilies.

Now who's up for some sambal? :B

xx alhana