only certain words matter

nama dia sedapp.nama panggilan dia pun sedapp.bila sebut nama sekali, macam nk sebut lagi sekali.tengok muka dia sekali, macam nak tengok lgi sekali.borak dgn dia sekali, macam nak borak lagi sekali.bila pegang dia sekali, macam nak pegang lagi sekali.

aikk, tu bunyi dah pelik dah.haha.okaylah,

alkisah tentang seorang gadis, perempuan lah kan, jika nak bercerita tentang lelaki, takut fakta salah pulak kan, dah aku kan perempuan yang ganasnya seakan-akan lelaki, tetapi hati tetap sebagai seekor betina.

aih?bunyi macam laen jugak.haha.okay, ni serious punya.

hati itu berkata-kata, terimalah.jadi ia pun terima(ia utk manusia orait kaan?)
mindanye berkata suka, jadi ia pun suka
gaya badannya menunjukkan ia tertarik, maka tertarik lah ia
mimik muka nya sering menunjukkan senyuman, jadi bahagialah ia
cuma, ada sesuatu yang tidak kena pada otaknya.

agaknya, ape ye?yang pasti, itu bukannya sebarang masalah yang berkaitan dengan mental atau sakit jiwa, haha.

jadi, apa masalahnya?

atuk kata, jangan pegang pegang
mama kata, jangan keluar berduaan
along kata, jaga diri tu, awk tu perempuan
ayah kata, jangan lah ganas sgt adik oi
bibik kata, iya dong, pasti orang mahu, kamu itu perempuan cantikk punya !

okay stop sini, sampai sudah tak habis karang

its no coincidence, maybe we are fated
but i seem to be so comfortable
and it went on. becoming so smooth,
and i guess i ended up not wanting to let go
or perhaps, i forgot to let it go

i just dont remember how it feels anymore, to have..err?
whatever

teruskan lagi
ataupun, berhenti di sini sahaja lah.

cuba memahami; AL

subuh

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
angel to you, devil to me - click 5

yea rite

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
damaged - danity kane

ohh idts ;P

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
my prerogative - britney spears

haha, idk what that means

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
atas nama cinta - rossa

ewww

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
hold on - jonas bros

wicked cool :D

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
graduation - vitamin c

ohh how sweet :D

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
never gonna be alone - nickelback

heh, thanks(:

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
begin again - colbie caillat

wht does that mean?heh.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
heartbeat - scouting for girls

lucky to be alive kott(:

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
surah al-naml (semut)

hah, take that ;P

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
scarlet - ayashi no Ceres

sweet okayy(:

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
rimas - fabulous cats

no no its not right.hahaha

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
a lonely september - plain white T's

oh, theres a story behind this song,
if its gnna be true,
im gnna be one happy girl.haha

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
rescue me - hawthrone heights

come fastt
haha, its like a typical love storyy
the hero rescues the heroin, awhh.

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
hanging by a moment - lifehouse

'im falling evn more in love with you'
awhh, i like :D

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
hell no - sondre lerche & regina spektor

hell no im gone?aha

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
innocence - kenny g

music, you got that rite.haha

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
firasat - marcell

God.

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
ride for you - danity kane

read the lyrics

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
surah ad-dhuha (pagi yang cemerlang)

cemerlanggg :D

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
dont ask why - vanessa hudgens

oh weirdd, not parallel.

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS

surah al falaq (subuh) :D

TAG
naa
jaa
mard
am
afiq
bean
rose
bean
keys
ris !

haha
up to korang lah :D

random

aaah, a very good sunday morning(:

except that, someone pissed me off.uggh

enjoy this, love.

happy birthday daddyLOVE ; AL

VOP

*day 2, sky bridge(:
*day 4 ehh?but whtever it is pun, this top is supercool, thanks to me, afifah and aiman((:
*played hangman, and my group won(:
*not very clear sbb flash, but really, its cool(: haha

after 5 days, finally, the training has finished.hee.what long tiring knowledgeable and fun five days(:

*met new friends
*gained some weight, kot ! haha the free food was great ! but after this i bet you, finding food will be hard for lunch, cuz its everyone's lunch time, and all the food court and restaurants will be packed with ppl -.-'
*laughed a little bit more
*grew a lil bit older((: hee, and more maturer ;P
*become busy-er.hehh.
*long way to go? yeapp.

and yeah, i got the internal programs department.guess wht, i hate it.i want the freaking exhibit technology, but

i'll try((:

heh.im not that good with kids, or interacting with other ppl, so i tend to stammer when i talk infront of a large crowd.aha.mayyyybe, this is the way to get rid of that thing?who knows. ;P

so, tell your friends, relatives, and every single people to step down to Petrosains, okay? :D haha.promotingg -.- cehh ;P

just come by and see me okayy?KIDDING ;P

pictures?fb, please(:

oohhhhh and ppl are calling me AL now.i like :D

heh, later(:

first timer, first day, the first

p/s: got a shoe ! but yeap, not THAT shoe -.-'

ohh && selamat satu bulan?baru satu bulan, i guess.

menjelajah dunia

im working tomorrow ! wuhue~ the days of waking up late are over ! hahaha.i guess.

i need a smart casual attire ! see that man up there?wish i could wear a cardigan on top of a shirt just like him, but my mum did not buy this one awesome cardigan at bandung that she saw, and i liked it, so, no cardigan ! ): aha, ade je actually, but i need yg sarung punya.haha.

i dont wanna wear heels, i dont have any other coloured shirt except for white black and pink? NO WAY ! so tell me what should i wear?

oh, as for shoes.here's an interesting story.today i spent all day just travelling here and there to find this perfect pair of shoes.i went to allam yest, saw this reebok shoe, RM 219, fuhh, very very nice, its black *chingg :D but this friend of mine just said,

eh que why dont u just go to mid vall's why pay more? you can get shoes there for less than a hundred.

so i did exactly what she told me

today, i woke up early to go to the 3 hour test, theory class.halfway, i was sleepy as hell.but luckily the 2nd part, i did not sleep cuz i listened to my ipod and hearing the lecture at the same time.heh.

then, i went to mid valley just to to find out that the shop is closed, danggg.i checked out studio R, royal sporting house, adidas, skechers, but nothing caught my eye exept for that one reebok shoe which i eventually found out that 7 is their biggest size.im a size 6 person.downn, again)):

went to plenty of al ikhsan just to figure out the same ugly truth, 7 is their biggest size ! i got the picture of the shoe over here so u can also drool of its coolness.awhh, so sad.

so after one whole day of shoe-hunting: mission not accomplished.

its sad, so sad, its a sad sad situation and its getting more and more absurd

i was going to wear the shoe to work tomorrow, sigh.but now, lets just settle whith what i have, okay?

maybe; al

selamat hari jadi rakan terbaik

perkara tidak benar
senyum sehingga hampir pengsan
meringankan dompet kulit
kali kedua, lebih ringan
ahli parti, diminati ramai?
si senyum,
mata berbisa
anda bagaimana?
segarkan semangat, atasi segalanya
awan awan bukan hujan
polis trafik, atau JPJ?
tiada yang benar benar putih
jangan menjadi stalker di seberang jalan
kosong, tetapi bernilai
tidak ada apa apa yang perlu dibuktikan
berfikir sebagai hobi sendiri
mengambil gambar sebagai hobi rakan
janji yang tidak perlu dikotakan
alangkah bodoh.

i love you naa(: ; tumblrQ

kisah si burung gagak

crows zero, a story of a bunch of school boys in the Suzuran All-Boys High School.

the lead, Tamao Serizawa, 'King of Beasts' is the best fighter in the school, until the new boy, stupid stupid stupid Takiya Genji *grrr, i hate hate hate hate him !* beats Serizawa and lead the school with him gang named GPS.

as i said before, the boys in suzuran high sch, they dont really learn or study that much, they just fight, all the time.aha.

*Genji and Serizawa
Genji has anger issues, and mentang2 lah he's beaten serizawa, he is such a jerk ! ahh, menyampah ! hahahaha.bongkak ;P
oh and and they smoke, A LOT ! probably like, ALL THE TIME ! haha, die fast young man ! hahahaha.

*cast of crows zero
from left, mikami bros, Tokaji, Serizawa, Tokio, Tsutsumoto, and err, sape ntah.haha

they've got a lot of gruops in this movie, A LOT ! haha, and theres this girl, ruka aizawa, she has a very sweet voice, and she's very pretty too(: check out her vid in my blog, upper part.

*but genji still had not beaten Rinda-man, the 2nd year,
so he's not exactly the leader of the school.hahahahaha!

crows zero 2, probably the same casts, but more.
and the story revolves around Suzuran vs Hoesan highschool, the baldies.hahaha.all boys jugak !

and yeah, Suzuran wins.and again, Genji returns to finish his quest of beating rindaman, which im sure he didnt.hahaha.bluekk to genji.hahaha ;P

*not enuff ink to type all of it here, so just please watch it?
im sure you'll love it, esp if you are a boy ! hahaha.
i love love love the story, i'll give it 4 stars for violence((:

marks and spencer the autograph; AL

more movies

public enemies *4stars

my favourite quote from johnny depp

John Dillinger: I was raised on a farm in Moooresville, Indiana. My mama ran out on us when I was three, my daddy beat the hell out of me cause he didn't know no better way to raise me. I like baseball, movies, good clothes, fast cars, whiskey, and you... what else you need to know?

*i loved the way he treated billie frechette.goshh, how i want to have a guy like him.hee

well, its a true story.and yepp, i loved it.and sad sad, john dilinger had to die, but i guess thats his punishment.rytee?hee.and i dint know that channing ttum plays pretty boy floyd, until just now.hahah.

the true john dillinger


yes man *3stars

aha, jim carrey.not really my favourite kinda guy, but this storyis kinda good.but i hate hate the ending.gosh, stupid carl, wearing only the half naked hospital suit, it showed his butt ! spoiler ~

naah wtv, love that girl, she's so cool, and the part where its raining, and carl just shoved his jacket off to the girl, and carried her to the barn, and the part where carl just took the girl and carry her to the airport's counter, i couldn't stop myself from smiling.its just so, sweet.((:


aliens in the attic *2.8 stars? haha

ouhho, look at that picture, i think the right guy is cute, and the left one is lyk lucas.HAHA

nevertheless, i liked this story, and loving the part where robert hoffman is actually a jerk in this movie, hahahaha.

this story is for kids, but i love it anyway,

*meet carter jenkins((: he's one year older, ahah thats gooooood news :D

andd thats all.coolness; AL

p/s: ive deleted some of my posts.haha

weekend

saturday, morning

i went to take the compter test at danau kota, passed with not so full colours.hahaha 45 je :D

saturday, midday

i went to my dad's kazen's wedding.she was superbly beautiful, and i met the awesome Dr Faiz Khalid :D he came to my sch once, and i talked with him abt that.and after the photography session, i said thanks, he said okay, TAKE CARE ;P

saturday, evening

rushed to kl convec to attend the engineering talk, at the star edu fair.it was fun, i finally decide to take up chemical engineering, especially after talking to one of my dad's friends, Ir Chan Tuck Leong, which is also one of the speakers during the talk.then, round2 at the edu fair a bit, found out that it was interesting ;P

sunday, morning

went to the edu fair, again, to catch the 11 am talk, options after spm.after that i went to the exhibition halls, found out more abt what i wanna do, and also the work prospects, blablabla.interestinggg :D

sunday, evening

went to petrosains for a job interview, well its not really an inverview, its jst randon talk abt urselfs.haha, the waiting duration was hell of a wait, but i dont mind.hee.just that, i hope i'll get the job.it'll be an interesting addition to my resume.hahahah !

after that i went to topshop to mess around with hisyam, which i ended up disturbing him at work and having a good chat with him.haha(:

and thats the end of my busy weekend?

and im watching anugerah juara lagu right now, with the superbly funny emcees, wonder who will win?

thats a question to ponder, definitely : AL<3

p/s and yeah sorry i didnt went to the birthday party ));

more +

*the group, at burger king

yesterday was my standard 6 class reunion, it was fun.fun ! haha. it started with a gathering at starbucks, and yeah, we waited till everyone got there.then the ketua pengawas and the assist ketua pengawas (hee, so cute kan dulu2 ;P) got together and talk.haha.

they decided to go and eat at burger king.we, namely me zara jaa and jasmin went off to the cinemas to get us tickets for any movie.haha, zara and i wanted to watch cirque du freak vampire assistant, but the guys wanted to watch old dogs.so it was old dogs then.the movie's not till 330 so we went down and join the rest of the group.

we talked, and laughed.and laughed, and laughed.yes, you couldnt possibly imagine how bad i laughed yesterday.ameer's stupid jokes ! hahaha.

then its old dogs time.i laughed so hard till i got shy ! haha ariff sat next to me, and i sat with my legs up on the cinema seat and he was like 'wey duk mcm pmpuan sket bley tak?' haha i laughed and said, 'mcm pmpuan la ni !' well peeps, you know how tomboyish i can be.hee.

*me, amazed by mizi's action which is breaking my candy cane, haha.and that shoe is totally NOT mine ;P

old dogs,
the story was bo-ring ! but it'll be fun if you watch it with your family.
its a family movie
so, no harm done
quite sad actually
but seriously, HILARIOUS !

jokes, 5stars weh ! :DD

then TODAY i watched nick and norah's infinite playlist
*suggested by zara aliya((: had that dvd for months, thot that story was boringg
but it turned out to be quite gooooooooooooood :D
u know, micheal cera from juno?
well, i think i like geeks who's into music.
haha
is there such malay guy who is like that? teehee ;P


and then, JUST NOW i watched jennifer's body
godd
megan fox
aha
and there's girls kissing
haha so NOT NOT NOT NOT !
its not okay, except for the songs in that movie
haha cool
and plus, theres adam brody
hee(:

and right now,
im enjoying my delicious digestive cookie
till then, daa~

p/s: my former classmates, i had a really2 great time today meeting you guys, ameer the joker, tarmizi the cool guy, arif the leader, aisya the female leader, achi the half twin, adam the neighbour((: jaa zara jasmin bella the fun :D anis fiza amieliya dayah azyan sahira afiqah the girls, anati the smarty aha oh maybe except for ariff azhar, and why is that pun i also dont know hahaha, he was acting weird, concerning abt me, calling me to ensure that i was home, and i was like wth?hahaha.pfft, he has a girlf, thats why its weird, hahaha, but wtv.in a nutshell(ceyh) i had fun, real fun, miss you guys weh ! looking forward to the barbeque, ade ke pun mizi?hahahahaha ;P

pps: sorry, if i missed out any names, tell me! hahaha.

transformers 2 vs g.i.joe?

obv transformers 2(: i'll give them 4 freaking stars, and g.i.joe 3.5, okay?


maxime.

nara ayzie bey ris, i had a great time today :D

aha, thanks((:


tinggal lagu superb best, alhana.

p/s: why oh why do you hate december?

FOUR

FOURth of january, hmm.probably the saddest day of the week.)):

FOUR plus one movies, hm.lets start with the happy things first.shall we?

i watched FOUR plus one movies((:

land of the lost
FUNNY
HILARIOUS
not so STUPID
SMART
kinda DIRTY also

*worth watching((:
*2.5stars

surrogates
FUTURE-istic
GAMER-ish
COOL but TYPICAL
boring?

*2.5stars

gamer
FUTURE-istic
be patient with the starting, it damn long
DIRTY - 18sx weyh !

*no comment, ish3.
*2stars

zombieland
its like ZOMBIE KAMPUNG PISANG, english version
little bit dirty at the starting
thats all((:

*2stars

bandslam
KIDDIES
FUN
FUN
COOL MUSIC, seriously!((:

*3stars

the sad part, he's leaving today.gosh.gosh.chill nique((:
yeah, i talked with him abt 3 hrs and half yestrday, and i promised him i wont cry.

he kept on repeating,

jgn nangis eh syg

and i ask, do i have the potential to cry?

believe it, he said yes?! omg, i thot i nvr cried or let my guard down infront of him or anything,

i asked WHY

he said, cuz i know you.well maybe he's right abt that, i guess?

just be safe, be nice okay.i know how you can be like,
and i trust you to take care of yourself,
its not that long, right?wrong! aha, idk if i could take it or not.
guess i have to deal with that fact lah,
haihh.

say I, alhana.

read the paper

Some people hate
Some people love

Some people are procrastinators
Some people act now

Some people love to point their fingers
Some people love to extend their hands

Some people question every answer
Some people have an answer to every question

Some people hate to lose an argument
Some people love to win hearts

Some people want a change
Some people want to be the change

Some people are blind except to their own colour
Some people are colour blind

Some people are proud to belong to their race
Some people take pride in belonging to the human race


This New Year, it is not about who is perfect
and who is not. It is about sharing One Legacy,
One Destiny, 1Malaysia.Because to build a great
nation we must all learn to see the perfections
in the imperfections.

PETRONAS
THE STAR, Friday 1st Jan 2010

cherish; al (:

ten

if goodbyes were that easy, i'll score 100% for the subject.

if goodbyes were that easy, i'll score 100% for the subject.

if goodbyes were that easy, i'll score 100% for the subject.

if goodbyes were that easy, i'll score 100% for the subject.

if goodbyes were that easy, i'll score 100% for the subject.

*emphasizing

if loving you is so hard, i'll fail everytime i try

if crying is such a waste of time, why do i spend most of my time doing it?

if thinking is contagious, why aren't you thinking of me too?

if feelings are tangible, it doesn't have to change that fast

if forgiving someone is romantic, i'll have people falling for me every single second

if forgetting someone means

letting go

and letting go means loving another, i guess i have to check a dictionary, because

i will never let go.never,

*you, take note.


Things are changing
It seems strange and
I need to figure this out
You've got your life
I got mine
But you're all I cared about
Yesterday we were laughing
Today I'm left here asking
Where has all the time gone now
I'm left alone somehow
Growing up and getting older
I don't want to believe it's over

Don't say goodbye
Cause I don't wanna hear those words tonight
Cause maybe it's not the end for you and I
And although we knew
This time would come for me and you
Don't say anything tonight
If you're gonna say goodbye

Do you remember
In December
How we swore we'd never change
Even though you're leaving
That our feelings
Would always stay the same
I wish we could be laughing
Instead I'm standing here asking
Do we have to end this now ?
Can we make it last somehow ?
We both know what we've gotta say, not today
Cause I don't wanna leave this way

And if it's over
It hurts but I'm giving you my word
I hope that you're always
Happy like we were
Happy like we were

Yesterday we were laughing (if you're gonna say goodbye)
Today I'm left here asking (if you're gonna say goodbye)
And although we knew this time would come for me and you
Don't say anything tonight
If you're gonna say goodbye

i mean it, al.

p/s: quite a sad post for a new year, but what the heck ;P

happy new year peeps(: