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Hi! I'm Sabrina, a 25 year old wanderer. This where I write about things that are relevant to my life whether big or small, mostly about my feelings towards things. All things posted are strictly my take on things unless written otherwise. Happy reading!

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

b is for

bandung.haha.well, im gonna tell this one ikut category nye okay.shopping.food.accommodation.travel.people.surroundings.myself.(:

roughly, first day was my sister's place at jatinago.2nd day is bandung city, shopping.3rd day shopping gak.4th day rest day, jalan2 sket.and 5th day, balik(:



SHOPPPING
well well well, if you say bandung, whats first in ur mind?factory outlet, cheap stuffs, bla bla bla.yeah, and its sooooo true.for them who loves shopping, this is the perfect place.ahha.this is my 2nd time to bandung, so, im not that jakun anymore.hahaha.first stop on the 2nd day(first day tak shopping sgt), obviously, RUMAH MODE.ahha.best factory outlet ever! seriously.the price was, okay la.i got my friends presents here.and 2 things for myself.a sleeveless, and this perfect brown sweater! haha.cool.then its MODE PLUS.i bought my 2 other friend's bday present here.then, its almost night, we went to check out PARJIS VAN JAVA the mall.haha.it was sooo cool ohkay! its like the curve or bukit bintang.ala2 tu laaa.very high class.and guess what, i bought my crocs here.haha.not a big deal pun but, saje je.i thot of buying blue, but since everyone thinks its ugly, i just bought the black one with the blue strap.uhuhh.hahaha.so, on d 3rd day(amir's bday(: ), early in the morning, its PASAR BARU.haha.its the crowded place, not like a pasar la, but its very crowded, and i made my gradnyte dress there.hahaha.its like soo early kann.haha.but so what?hahahahaha.um.then, beli amende tah lagi.jalan2.haha.yeah, this is the routine, pasar baru je, kena beli kerepek! haha.so we went out and go to this place where sume org jual kerepek taw.even kasi free try lagi.haha.ape lagi.tym tgh bargain tu, makan laaaa.haha.boleh kenyang ouh.but seriously, crowded mati.after that, its dago street.ahha.there is SECRET, BLOSSOMS, and GRANDE.ohh yeah.DAGO STOCK EXPORT(dse for short).by the time we reached dse, i was dead tired.da la 4 tingkat.hahahaha.im like being rajin and all, used the stairs to go up, padahal lift ade je.hahaha. and then, 4th day.its rehat day.agak rehat la.tak shopping pun.5th day.shopping for brownies and kartika sari lah!(:


FOOD
makan atas airplane.pasta penne.haha
then nasi padang yang murah hell!tapi ikan dy keras.but sambal dy best. 40000rp equivalent to 40 divide by 3.5 pepandai kire la ehh.and that is for 4 ppl.
then that nyte, ikan bakar.3 ekor aw!hahha.96000rp.
and also, teh botol and fruit tea.sedaaap ouhh.haha.
2nd day morning, i had instant porridge.
then mama ayah bawak, bale cafe punye nasi goreng and meehun.
kakak bawak the delicious LUMPIA BASAH.5000rp each.haha.taste like char kuey teow, but actually its sengkuang.ahaha.
then lunch its batago, nasi thimble, and mee asin kat mode plus's restaurant.
malam its es teller's nasi goreng, mee soto and kuey teow goreng.sedap weyh.
next morning, tak bfast kan?makan heavy lunch kat pasar baru.
ikan gurame for mama n ayah.nasi thimble for kakak and me, sup buntut.hahahahaha.funny, but mengenyangkan.then malam makan ape eh?ntah la.
4th day.bfast ape?ntah
lunch chicken chop.hahahaha.kakak, bebek bakar which is itik bakar.
dnnr makan this waffle yang my mum ckp sedap gile kan.
then when i saw it, it was actually the waffle yg nana makan kat RARA klcc.same je.but mine was superb sedap! vanilla weyh! im a freak of vanilla and that waffle dough.hahahaha.weird.
malam makan mee tarik, seafood mende tah, sate with kuah kicap.hahaha.kicap dy pekat ouh.and my sis nak sgt makan pece lele dy uh, and guess what is it, nasi with ikan keli!daymn.kat kl tak makan ikan keli, then datang sini terus makan.hahaha.
last day, maggi for bfast.then its kueh2 mende tah.ade pizza bakar mende tah.then, on the plane.i just slept d whole way!hahahaha.

ACCOMODATION
first day i slept at my sister's place.universitas od padjajaran.short name dy is UNPAD.hahaha.cool.the guest room is at bale 3.my sister's room was at no 11, bale 2.um.bale4 was the guy's place.that place was kinda cool tho.sejuk je.ahah.
2nd was hyatt until the last day.the room was superb.ade bathtub!but bed cukup kan, so tak tido dlm bath tub la.ahha.ade astro, so i watch several movies.its located besip the BIP mall.so, its cool.and the security, damn! ketat hell ouhh.hahaha.in and out kene lalu scanner yg kat airport uhh.haha.but, i tak bwk bom ke ape kan.so, chill(:and, penyambut tetamu dy, comel oh.yg sorg tu je la.his name is amir, hahahaha.what a coincidence.but, i got my own amir pun kan(: so like.wtv.

TRAVEL
we arrived at the airport.then it was pak termizi's guy yg took us, not him himself like our last trip.his name is ONSEK (spelling?).ahha.we rode on this swift 7 seater.at jatinago.we rode on angkutan kota, the short is ANGKOT.we rode that to get to the ikan bakar place, ang to mane tah.skali naek u have to pay 7000rp per person.if you want to stop, just say 'pak, kiri'.haha.im getting the hang of this.(: umm.yeah, 2nd day, tym we were otw to the hotel, it became 5 seater car cuz seat belakang tuh half of it kene lipat cuz our luggage banyak gila, and yeah, its me yang kene duk blakang tuhh.and believe, they forget all abt me taw,! first time bl nk sampai hotel.2nd time, last day, time otw to the airport, stop kat kartika sari.grrrrrr.bengang but, what to do.ahah.

PEOPLE
well, indonesians.ahha.technically, theyre okay.but idk.my sis practically lives there, so she can speack their lang now.well, it snot that hard.its just... weird.hurm.so, all the talking were made by my sisters.ahha.i looked at her cm pandang slack je en tym dy ngomong bahasa indo tuh, but, biar lah kann.she knows it better.ahha.and believe me, there, its cold.so like, most of them have atleast one hoodies, or atleast, a jacket.dah la lawa weyhhh!berjuta jacket lawa ouh kat sane.but the price lawa gak la kann.and and there are very polite, some of them.and cm kelakar la care dyorg ckp tuuuu.and sgt buat hal sndry.kat mall BIP uhh, i dont see a lot of tourists taw.dunno whay.but one thing la.tataw la skola dyorg habis pukul bape but before 12 lagi, the mall is full with them.most of them, are wearing jackets.ahha.and for them who wears the jilbab, which is the tudung, they wear the tudung cm okay gak la, even smpi my mum ckp cant differentiate between indo and outsiders.so, thats it la kot.

MYSELF
me?
missing that sumbody badly
esp on the 3rd day
and, im cranky most of the times
tido banyak
vain
ahahaha
sakit perut
ntah



lots of love, maxime.

Friday, December 12, 2008

webcam wonder


smlm, i went to this hotel.then, ni lah number bilik dy, cm teringat je.hahahaha.tu lah yang snap pic ni :D


yeah.talking bout yesterday's evening.im at nana's since pagi.we went jogging and all.penat lah.and me, tah my mum ckp i hv low blood pressure ke ntha, cm nak pitam ouh after minutes of jogging.cm, nana pun cm da lame x jog kan, so lyk kjap je ahh.then cool down sume maen swing.hee.ade pics bt mals la.then balik rumah.tgk wild child.alex pettyfer! ahha.comel doe.da la sweet gell ngan that girl.always, always, teringt kat that guy and duhh obv, berangan je im like that with him.yg x bley bla is that they kissed at public.hahhahaha.cm xbiase tgk kan.english movies.duhh.then lunch sume2.then, its webcam-ing time.ahha.at first, serious i was lyk, naaa, taknak ahhh.segan gila weyh! serious tym uh mmg tanak tnjk muka ahh.im lyk not so pretty and all kannn.but then cm da nmpk muke dy kann.i felt at ease.he's cute.SGT.and he was lyk threatening me if i x tnjk muke, dy tutp webcam, so lyk i pn tnjk la muka cuz i dun want to lose his face kann at that time.gosh i miss him so much ouh that time.serious.hahahaha :D


suka suka suka.esp, his charming smile.ouhh.comel ah!lame gila kot webcam.and he was at the hosp kan, so lyk takleyh bwat expression sgt.haha.nanti nurse sume kate dy gile.bak kate dy lahhh.umm.then dy off jap.so turun la bwh tgk sehati berdansa.hahaha.then i missed him like freaking much, texting is not enuff, angau angau, so lyk i switched on the laptop again.then there he was, with his red tshirt, earphone yg tak berape cool, and jam odm yang agak cool lah! hahahaha.i wish that moment will last forever.but, tanak lah kann!nak jumpe dy on wed nxt week (:


but then, i ve to go back.its wayyyy past my curfew, ahhaha.supposednye balik tengahari kan.but like.ntah.malas nak crite, there will be no more tears rolling down on this face, kan syg?ahha


knight in a shining armour

like kyle XY i wish to be
sleeping there with no one alse but me
oh now i know why ppl like biology
cuz before, i just like to dream

words had been spoken
calls had been made
ppl are annoyed and left me, forsaken
now look at the caous that uve made

webcam wonder, lets start a fire
a fliming one with a hot desire
to be a model, a photographer
or just ure suit to be a lover

the ipod's down, im getting a frown
but not today cuz there's my crown
d title best dressed's where i got it from
ohh, i cnt wait to go to my own prom !

121 am.one world hotel.121208.



thnx for being there when i need you
thnx fer calming me with ur sweet voice
thnx fer calling me in the middle of the night
thnx fer being by my side
thnx for existing in my life hney
i love you to bits

.q

Sunday, December 7, 2008

heartbroken, or so?

well, its basically over.it started 120208.it ends, well m not sure exactly when.but well, let me tell u the story.

um.um.

well, i did have a great time with him.yeah.despite all the bad things ive done.haiyo.but seriously, i think i will not work out.this relationship will not work out.yeahh.but seriously, kesian dy gile beng.well, i did love. him.i did! but, there is definitely something wrong.i asked my friends bout him, they say that , he is maybe a bad boy, but when it comes to me, when it comes to a serious relationship like me, he can behave.well, i dunno.but, wtv pon.ive made my decision.last nyte phone call, was horrible.im outta creds.um.jap.cm serabut je.lets start from the start, shall we?

120208 can we go further?

that text really makes me wonder.tapi seriously, blank lahh.and lyk, then, couple.hurm.

the months ahead was a bit difficult, but we survived.he came, and i went out.bodoh betul aku.wtv i did, its in my head now.urgh.mls nak ckp dah.then theres klcc, wall-e.urm.he is my personal shopper, at that time.my heels that m wearing during raya and also my birthday.everlast tshirt.then, his sweater.i survied by calling him kat phone booth, durh i didnt bring my phone kann.and there were several fights, duhh, masing2 cm emo kot.tah.break kjap for 3 days.macam mati i cried at that tym.i cant imagine, me, crying head over heels over that guy?hurm.ntah laa.after what happend, my mum persuaded me to leave him.at that time, i am determined to leave him.tp sayang lah kut.tah.then, this hols, at rooftop careefour.well, cm biase lahh.but, he fucking smokes.cm ape je.bengang nak mati kot.i did a lot of thinking.a-lot! yeah, what my mum sayd, what my friends sayd.but nana, she just didint say anything.its all up to me.

well, tym cuti dah start hambar kut, ngan me yg tade creds, nk harap org share je, memang tak ah!seriously, tade duet lah.hurm.then, he sent me a text.

'my only queen.
no matter how often u hurt me and make me cry
my love on you will never change
but if you leave me
i will surely die
i love you'

damn im guilty!but, i know, this wont work out.im sick of lying to my mum evrytime she asked, are you still with that guy.so i better make it real this time.its over, for real.

051208
i composed a draft text message to break up with him.when i think i was ready, i pressed the button, 'send'.it shows there few seonds after that, 'delivered'. immediately, i started to cry.goshh.layan lah.sedih kut.ngan ipod pasang lagu jiwang lagi.ceyh, tadelaaa.there was nobody there to stop those tears.then, he didnt reply.wtv.i moved on.

last nyt.that tym, i just hang up on am, then his text came.

can i ask u something?

i started shaking.my hands getting cold.damn lah.hurm.so i just typed a reply 'sure'

new text.r u serious bout that?

um.yeah.hm.i replied.

why?he asked.

i ve got my own reasons.u dont nid to know.i said

u seem so happy bout this.why nique?

did i say im happy?tak kan.dah.

he said.u nvr loved me ryte?

'i did.i did loved you.okay?but somthing's not right with US.its over.im sorry.my last cred for you.bye.'


i thot its over,but he kept on calling and begging me to pick up.i hesitated but picked up anyway.this first convo was short and painful.i just hang up on him.the 2nd one was longer, and knowledgeable.i did what i had to do.and my final answer to his question was yes.



9 long months.wow, i never thot that i cud last that long.well, im proud of it, but why live in lies?but seriously, this relationship had thought me evrything that i can know.its gone.just like that.im sad.yeah.and its all my fault.i dunno.i dunno.i dunno.for sure.but, ive got my mind settled on somthhing else kot.SPM.hahahaha.i dunno.lets just pray for the best, shall we?and i just hope my next one will be longer, and forever.just like everybody will dream of(:

and now im single.(:



oh but, nobody knows.


. Q

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

whatever you like

ahha currrently m addicted to the music vid whatever you like by T.I.dah la he's hot weyh
gila ahh if i am the girl in the vid clip, kan bestt
gila weyhhh. serious if i were a guy kan, my gf cn get whatever she likes((:

wheeeeee.suka suka suka.im in the mood of berangan now nihh.memang sakan ahhh berangan.xsedar diri!durh.my acc hw yg my dad bg pon x bersentuh.bored.lazy.hahaha.

and and ouh.nana's gone): uhuhh.sedey sudeyh.tapi takpe.karang tym i g bandung she'll miss me gak! hahahahaha.imy friend(:





yeah
that was d vid((:

hot kan.haha
then theres the lyrics

Hey Jill
You know the old sugga daddy

I said you could have whatever you like (you like)
I said you could have whatever you like (you like)
Yeah

[Chorus:]
Stacks on deck
Patron' on ice
And we can pop bottles all night
Baby you could have whatever you like (you like)
I said you could have whatever you like (you like)
Yeah
Late night sex so wet you're so tight
I'll gas up the jet for you tonight
Baby you could go where ever you like (you like)
I said you could go where ever you like (you like)
Yeah

[Verse 1:]
Anytime you want to pick up the telephone
You know it ain't nothin to drop a couple stacks on you
Wanted you could get it my dear
Five million dollar home, drop Bentley's I swear
Yeah I want'cho body, I need yo body
Long as you got me you won't need nobody
You want it I got it, go get it I buy it
Tellem other broke niggas be quiet

[Chorus:]
Stacks on deck
Patron' on ice
And we can pop bottles all night
Baby you could have whatever you like (you like)
I said you could have whatever you like (you like)
Yeah
Late night sex so wet you're so tight
I'll gas up the jet for you tonight
Baby you could go where ever you like (you like)
I said you could go where ever you like (you like)
Yeah

[Verse 2:]
Shawty you da hottest love the way you drop it
Brain so good (good) swore you went to college
Hundred cant deposit, vacations hit the tropics
Cause errbody know it ain't trickin if ya got it
Ya need to never ever gotta go to yo wallet
Long as I got rubberband banks in my pocket
Five six, rides with rims and a pocket kit
Ya ain't gotta downgrade you can get what I get
My chick could have what she want
And go in any store for any bag she want
And know she ain't never had a man like that
To buy you anything ya heart desire like that
Yeah I want'cho body, I need yo body
Long as you got me you won't need nobody
You want it I got it, go get it I buy it
Tellem other broke niggas be quiet

[Chorus:]
Stacks on deck
Patron' on ice
And we can pop bottles all night
Baby you could have whatever you like (you like)
I said you could have whatever you like (you like)
Yeah
Late night sex so wet you're so tight
I'll gas up the jet for you tonight
Baby you could go where ever you like (you like)
I said you could go where ever you like (you like)
Yeah

[Verse 3:]
I'm talkin' big boy rides
And big boy ice
Let me put this big boy in yo life
The thang get so wet, it hit so right
Let me put this big boy in yo life
That's right
Yeah I want'cho body, I need yo body
Long as you got me you won't need nobody
You want it I got it, go get it I buy it
Tellem other broke niggas be quiet

[Chorus:]
Stacks on deck
Patron' on ice
And we can pop bottles all night
Baby you could have whatever you like (you like)
I said you could have whatever you like (you like)
Yeah
Late night sex so wet you're so tight
I'll gas up the jet for you tonight
Baby you could go where ever you like (you like)
I said you could go where ever you like (you like)
Yeah

Hey Jill



damn
best(:
haha
takde keje nihh
tapelaa
chiow ;Q