there is no fate, but what we make

* caution.spoilers of terminator salvation alert.

haha! just got back from the cinemas.guess what.terminator salvation, superb wehh
action dy, and also the effects.but i cant wait to see transformers 2.try and beat that!yeapp.with christian bale in it, i didnt melt this time, yepp.but as my mum seyd, its too complicated.yeahh.cuz in the movie they are tying to pop out three main characters.you have to figure it out bit by bit.can u believe it, by half of the movie, idk who the heck is that one guy nihh.haha.and its a lil bit cliche at some part.pfft.some came from the future, some came from the past.so i can guess this is not the first terminator yeapp?haha.of course.if it is, i'll be puzzld.how come the father can be younger than the son?hahaha.and ironically nye, the bad guy, the supposed to be bad guy, ist bad at all.mmg tak ah kann.xkn la they didnt program it in him, or they sumhow, lupe, or mmg tanak?hahaha.

but but, im totally amazed psl those terminators.cool.superbly cool.in a big sized robot, suddenly from its leg ade 2 motor terminators coming out, smart.and i totally salute this john connor guy(bale), cuz in this movie, its like everybody's listening to what his commands are.despite the real captain of the Resistance, who diliberately took him off the mission, but his crew, refused to listen.they still stick to john connor.whoaa.he's really a legend to them, i salute him(: he's the first hero.

2nd is his father, kyle reese, who looks younger than him.but godd, i so love his voice.sedap ahh(: hahaha.but, its weird, duhh ur father is younger than you.but i dont think he knows that he is john connor's father.but john knows, and i think it has to do with the previous terminator kot.cuz his mom left something to john, a tape, saying that 'u'll meet ur father, but he's gonna be younger when you meet him', so that means her mother knew what's gnna happen.tah, its weird, but.its like that.cliche, at one point where everybody else is outside, and john suddenly bumps into kyle, and the first question was 'whats ur name?' pfft.movies.nk cut short story lahh on macamane dy tawu thats kyle reese lah kot.ahha.(:

3rd is marcus.he's half human, half robot.but he cant live without his heart.he is actually a prisoner with a death sentence.and after he die, he agreed that his body will be given to sape tah to do anything they wanted.they turned him into a robot which he doesnt even know he is one until he reaches the resistance's headq.but overall, he's a nice man.the true hero, my mum said.ahha.noble, cuz without him, john cant live.he gave him his heart(: cheyh, cm lovers plakk

but overall, i still like ryan reynolds(: hahahaha.new crush i guess.takde kena mengena!

next movie im lookng forward to: the proposal.long way to go maynn.even angels and demons pun tak tgk lg.17 again punn.night at the museum.fighthing.and others, the list goes on.endless!hahaha

movies, my passion : MAXIME

life doesnt come with erasers

its been a while.ahha.many things come and go.yupp.if i were to tell the whole thing, this post will never end.where was i, yes.btn.BTN.ahha, no need for that.

next, exams.yeah.and in between that, was the uttermost important event.the turning point of my life.need i to explain it all here?i shall say no.


dear twin, i may have known you since i was here.but the journey itself was great.the first year, i thought i couldnt live with you around.i still remember those words i said.it all came to that point where you are willing.yes, its a noble act, a kind act from a very noble person like you.among those numbers, you were the one who was brave to stand up for me, although it all end up in dirt.useless.but the effort, thank you.i could not thank you enough.later on, you woke me up with a news.a breaking news that i already knew.and if i were you, i would be mad, seriously i do.i dont expect the flame to go off any time soon, but please.i regret.and im really sorry.its not that i did not have the effort to change things the way they are ow.but its not in my range of power.i tried.im sorry, i know i dissapoint you and you regret knowing me pun kan?so whats the use.im still waiting for the right time where everything will turn out right again, but it seem like it wont happen.so, let it be.i've seek forgiveness from god.and its up to you now wether or not you want to forgive me.-->Q


thats one thing i had to say.

next.


im replying to bean's post,

"betrayal is a crucial thing. and friendship is a pure thing. both can never mix together, and in any case, if they are present at the same time, destructive measures can occur."


what makes a heart of stone?what makes a heart so willing to betray?is it because of revenge, anger?grudge?think/ idk, ppl may judge, but the heart of the true person says, i dont know.some say, its emotions over mind.some say, we as humans mmg tak sedar what we did until we figure it was wrong.all wrong.stupid.a big stupid mistake.


i betrayed, i regretted it and i learn my lesson.


i can talk, ramble bout all my wrongdoing for hours, days if you want to, but thats immature.if i dont learn, whats the mistake there?but surely enough, im learning, still.maturing.MATUR-ING.

its difficult, being the one who is guilty but the person thats hurt doesnt feel what i expected her to feel.i know i know her.she said so.after all these years, after recovering from the mistakes both of us made, i watched her go, i didnt let her go, she wanted to go, she was tired, but i tried to let her stay.i tried.dont say that i dont try.please.

im guilty enough, other people's words make me stumble down and cry, but the truth shall be known.punish me for long as you can, forgive me, so i cn forgive myself.not long, before this eyes of guilt will leave you, far away and hope for the best.please.

crucial times.even the movies wont entertain me.

pushthemovie; maxime.

diamonds are only pieces of coal that did well under pressure

the last words of prayer
isnt enuff to save her
but who is there to give condolences?
ahh my dear, its conspicuous

during live, she was never thankful
never think, always cheer and boastful
she's the first winner, im d last
so she never thought that her life wouldnt last

as she ask for is one more day
to patch whats empty, to Him she must pray
sad, the clock had stop ticking
same, her heart stopped beating

to have limited joy and frenzy
but forever live without no mercy
to repay what is done, your deed
i ask of you, is it worthy?

nothing's stopping us
to bow against the Most Gracious
except lust and our desire
tell me, will it last forever?





words that are meaningful.to me, but maybe not to you.written by this one girl, slave of the Almighty, unknown time and date, for she has forgotten to write it.haha!


Q

There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, Who never did, Who won't anymore...And who always will. So, don't worry about people from your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future!

wolverine

its been a while, i know.haha.alryte, its d holidays again, and for sure there are plans to study.but, knowing me, and my parents, who loves to tag me along, it did not for.at least for today.yeah.

woke up at 830, then realizing that its already 1030.haha, wtff.then, went to klcc.along the way, stopped at timberland warehouse sale.bought my dad's stuff.and ate lunch.a huge huge creampuff that didnt taste so good.but eventually, i'm full(:

next, went to klcc.the plan was to watch X-MEN ORIGINS: WOLVERINE with my mum and dad.but the movie's not till 245.so, i went window shopping with my mum.my dad blah la kan g smayang jumaat.

met ajim.haha.not-so surprised to see him as i already know he was there.but, he's wearing pink! gosh.haha.wtv,

then, the movie.wow, it was exhilarating.seriously.but funny, with ryan reynolds in it.haha, you really have to see it for yourself.im watching this for bean!pity her cuz she's not going back.bit, do have fun at penang yeahh.


just for the eyes of the reader, thanks for reading!

wait, theres more.

then, my mum bought me a crocs.yupp, another one.and its very feminine.hahahahaha.funny, but i actually like it?idk, its pink btw.

and then, this day filled with smiles and laughter were ended by the blasting of the pendarflour lamp which was done by me.my dad was furious.kuat gila beng bunyi!
haha.


and and also, the 'coolios' star wars light saber :DD
very very very very cool.
and very very very very expensive.
with sound effects.

wait till my dad gets me another one(:

its blue.hahahaha.COOL:D

billabong; maxime(: