Hurtful Truth

Just today, I came to know that there are actually more to life than what has been portrayed to us. It's just the matter of whether we see it, or not. Whether we really want it, or not. Whether we really work for it, or not. Yes, people may be offered an opportunity just good enough for him/her at one moment that the person will come to a conclusion that make the person say, okay I am fine now, this is good enough for me, I can see my future with this so I shall settle with it. It is not right as it is not wrong. Unless you are a total loser, then there is something else better out there for you. You may not see it, but seeing other people of the same level as you do it can make you open your eyes wider.

Several things, in my opinion, might stop you to be more than what you are now: comfort, laziness and time. One, you may be all comfy and snuggled up tightly at the point where you are right now so even though you had the chance, you wont grab it cause you are so afraid of changes and having to be the junior all over again, going thru the registration, getting-to-know people and stuffs. Secondly, you are too lazy to go and search for the things that are better than you with the mind set that this is good enough for me and nobody else out there will take me. Thirdly, knowing that the change and opportunity will make you lose some time, thus wasting all of your time that you had put your effort in the former stuff just that you could leave it to go some place else better.

Pathetic, isn't it ? While some are curled up in a ball of mess, thinking that it is good enough for him/her so they must succeed whatever the conditions may be, some are just lucky to go somewhere and make their lives better. Not that i am reflecting it onto my life, but life's really not fair. Some, who knows big and powerful people are more likely to get what they want rather than a clever-nobody kid who applies for the same thing. Okay I won't go there, m just saying. My main point is the first two para up there. Just some thought.

alhanasabrina

Duly noted

Maybe for some, opening up and telling some other person about how you feel about a third person or anything that's bothering you, your heart and your mind is a big deal. Maybe I never thought that there is a person who's like that. I thought telling people stuffs is okay provided you keep all the little personal details all to yourself. Guess im wrong.

Point taken.

Happy Weekend Everyone

I cant quite grasp the idea of gamelan as a fun thing to do. It is quite easy yea but i seem to think that my soul does not allow it inside of me. Maybe my mind thinks that dancing always has and always been in my heart.

Lol whut am i rambling about.

For the sake of one credit hour, lets give it a try, shall we ? :)

Let's build some imaginary castles shall we ?

Still standing, alhanasabrina

Looking tough, but instead...

'The thought of having someone to go back to and tell about your day, helps you get through the day'

Random sentence i copied from twitter.

My first response was: I don't have anyone, so what does that make me ?

But I paused and thought about it for a while and suddenly realized. I do have someone. Not just one specific person, more or less I have at least 3 people I could talk to and pour all my heart's content at the end of the day.

Allah, that's one. Including my parents, that's three already. Minus the fact that I don't have a specific person, namely a boyfriend, I still have my friends. Not all of em, just some. and the thought of having at least someone, that's enough for me already.

So whenever you think that you have nobody, or you feel like you're completely alone, think again. InsyaAllah you will always, always have someone. Well one thing's for sure, Allah is always there. Needing a person contact ? Your parents' there. Maybe you want someone closer, in terms of age, you will have someone, your friends. Unless of course, you're the one who pushes them away. Open up, you'll feel good.

Oh and one more thing, and this is merely my point of view: don't publicize your sorrow and problems, the public is desperate to see you fall and you'll be seen as a sad person. You don't want that, do you ? :)

alhanasabrina