Key: you

Saying and quotes may mean a lot of things, but mainly it is to teach us. And aren't human such intricate beings? The ones who He had made each different on the inside, yet similar on the outside. I believe that, no matter what other people say or do, what you say or do gives the most impact in your life. 

Because i believe, in every problem, there are plenty of right answers, but only 1 which is closest to the real answer. But if the person choose to believe in some other solutions, so be it. It is his choice. His stand. And that goes a long way. Even in Islam, there are 4 schools of fiqh! Not saying that only 1 is correct, all are correct, it just differs in opinions and point of views. 

To what he believes tastes good, he'll stick to that eventho there's something better. 

To what he hates so much, he'll hate forever eventho there's still good in the thing he hates

So what am i trying to say exactly? Things tht we believe in, paths and choices that we choose, it doesnt mean that it's the truly ultimate truth. Try and look around, maybe you'll find something better. Maybe you'll find something new to deal with your problems. You nee to reset your beliefs some times. Even countries need election, so what more you? 

I always tell myself something on repeat if i wanna get it stuck inside my head. Maybe the way i deal things were different, and now in the process of becoming better. Maybe the way i think before is the same and mundane, and now in the process of changing the way that I think. It is hard, because how can you exactly change something that is so hardwired on you that you can't even see it? 

But please, by all means. Stick to your principle if you want. I myself am finding it hard to believe what i'm repeating to myself every single day. But i need to try and suck it in, because i wanna believe that it's the best for me :)

InshaAllah

alhanasabrina

3rd point. Remember? (from the last 2 posts, lol)

It's about the guilt trip actually. Just, be thankful that you actually have guilt trips. Cause if it were to mean anything, it would mean that you actually have a heart. And that heart of yours, comes with feeling in it. And that's good. In a way, those guilt trips can also mean that you still have some imaan in you. So have faith, don't ever let go. Don't lose faith in yourself. More importantly, do not lose faith in Allah, for He is closer than you think ;) As sister Yasmin Mogahed said,

And mashaAllah, how true is that? But of course, we don't want to wait until our heart is dead then only we revert back to Allah right?

And that is my short 3rd point! Hihi sorry it took so long. Been occupied with something last week so i haven't be able to visit here or even tumblr. and oh, next week back to utp. This saturday I mean. Well, ready or not. Bismillah, 3rd year here I come :)

I'm a big girl already (wow); alhanasabrina

So, 1st of May. (again!)

This time around it's different cause it's the 1st OGA (old girls association) day held in the new TKC situated at enstek. My oh my. It's hard getting there if you're a first timer cause there's absolutely no signage whatsoever. NO. Except for those hand made signs which just points straight on when we're like there there. Haha. Anyways I had a blast! Exploring (and commenting :p) the grounds, dorms, rooms, dining halls, classrooms, and the trees. Heee. Everything's new, so everything's interesting. I'll show you some pictures.

ALAAA I DIDN'T TAKE PICTURES OF THE DORMSSSS

Okay so basically, it's just a room w 8 beds and lockers. Kinda small for a dorm. But with cemented floor. That's why it felt so, empty and new when i stepped in just now. Their lockers are smaller too! But the rooms, esp in the f5 block, (they're using the International Baccalaureate block) all max 4/5 persons each room. And with their own tables inside. How convenient. And the house hicoms, they live INSIDE the lounges. Soooooo comfy! Lucky them. And they're not using the old bedsheets, the ones we had to straightened up every morning, they're using those with zips instead. So no more 'tegangkan bedsheet' for them. Hihi. But but, the curtains are hideous. Well, the green's are. Sad :(

Ooooh and they have wifi all around the college. And the modems are on each floor of their dorms! See how lucky they are? *cringe with jealousy* lol

The downside is just that, it's hotter and waaay bigger so it's more tiring. But sooner or later you have to get used to it cause you're studying there right?

Oh oh and, remember square? The place we used to have dates and watch netball games and practice our march past? IT'S AN OCTAGON NOW. Haha. With no benches (yet?) and instead of a netball court, it's a basketball court. Heh.

OKAY IDK WHY BLOGGER IS BEING SUCH A... I CAN'T UPLOAD PHOTOS :(

I want to share the fun

*sits in a corner* *cries*

Well I guess i'll try again next time (if I remember) inshaAllah!

Love you girls to bits, alhanasabrina