Through It All

That moment when we had a semi second eye contact but looked away because the pain contained in it were too unbearable. That semi second eye contact is worth a million unsaid words, and an infinity of unspoken memories. The hardest thing is that you can just look, but not being able to go near, or do anything just because you know that you're no longer his and he's no longer yours to talk to, to laugh with, to share stories with, to cry with, to smile with, to be happy with, to be sad with, and above all, to live with.

And if one of us really did look without the other really noticing it, have you ever wondered, what goes thru the other person's mind ?

Those words of yours - not really yours but, you know what i mean - are accurate, if you ever read this.

Bliss, bliss, bliss

Alhamdulillah, as I am given the opportunity to meet up w my tkc friends, at Amalina Izyan's open house just now.

Won't talk about how the event went, I'd rather spill it out in a different way. Let's see if im good at it or not.

I almost tweeted saying I don't like myself - I talk too much. But I didn't. I laid back and thought about that flaw that I have and remembered the situation when im most talkative - when im w my friends. I don't mind being talkative or anything, it's because m with them. It's just that they brings out the best in me. Nevermind it's just 4 or 5 of them who came just now, but they're some of my closest friends that I love so much. We can talk for hours, given time, and not afraid to be who we really are. We can make truth, eventho it's pain, becomes laughter because it's simply is the truth. Friends, best friends, can say out the truth even it really hurts because we know that they did it for no one else but ourselves. We can make inside jokes be unknown to other people because we have the connection, that unique chemistry that no one knows about. We can relate to everything each of us say just because we have that bond. Im not just talking about the girls who came just now, m talking about us, the whole Transcenders. We have known each other for 5 years plus minus, because we never really spoke our hearts off during the first day of school right - but our friendship definitely went straight till the end - of high school. Our friendship will never end, O Allah I pray for you to bless all of my friends and take care of them and ensure that all of us, and You, are always in their hearts.

That one perfect polaroid picture <3

Of course, us girls are second compared to beloved families <3 That I can't deny :)

Top Notch

Last two days, (did you sense a pattern here ? :p well I do enlighten myself on delaying my posts cause I don't wanna be caught as an avid blogger, blogging everyday, but well, who cares ? :p) I went to this open house somewhere. It was far, so I slept on the way there. Woke up to see a line of shiny expensive cars including this one

well, awesome, ain't it ? To cut things short, the open house was one-of-a-kind and it's like nothing-like-other-open-houses-i've-been-before. Lol. Wait, i'm serious.

It has starbucks, tutti fruitti, kambing, rojak, superbb tosai, cendol, delicious char kuey teow, fried crab, nasi lemak, satay, kebab, mee kari, mee rebus, popia basah, cakes, andd chocolates, namely patchi ;)

I had two vanilla cream ;) (but without the whipped cream) and the mango ice blended was surprisingly good. It's tea based. Heh. They have caramel, mocha, chocolate, vanilla and mango. Imagine having Starbucks without paying ? #die

The tosai, idk why suddenly i liked it, maybe it was because the tosai is not crunchy, and there's this white kid who loves it soo much he at a huge one on his own. the gravy's really yummy too.

Char kuey teow ? Best. So. Far. Seriouslyyyyyyyy. But I only ate little of it cause i had to make room for the other foods too ;)

I don't think I need to comment on every food right ? But this is the last one. Def need to let this out.

Tutti Fruitti without having the worry on how much it will cost you ? Of course people will go crazy ! esp kids. Haha. And me :p You can take any topping you want, and as much as you want to. Ha ! So i took a handful of gummy bears, a spoonfuls of nata de coco. And bla bla bla, I don't want to explain everything as you readers already got the picture right ? :)


The pictures won't load. I wonder why. I guess takda rezeki lah followers this time. Till then, we will meet again, insyaAllah.

Bye !

A trip to Floristika ;)

Last two days, (yep, that's how long I've been delaying this post) my mum made me get out of bed at 830 am just to bring me to this flower shop. Well, she said that it's a surprise and I would like it, and yep she's correct. I loved it ! Man, it's funny how flowers do that to you.

I wouldn't want to ramble much, so let me just show you some pictures that I took that day.

It's beside NST !

Purple roses :)

I call this, the only one that blooms ;)

Carnation !

Daisies , or as they call it, Gerbera :) *my fav !

Black and White Pussy Willow :)

Colourful Gerberas !

Pictures and names of all the types of flowers

Humongous vases ! :O

 *pictures were taken fully w my iPhone 4 and some using the Hipstamatic app



Are they any good ? Oh yeah, if you ever wanna go here, bring a jacket. It's so cold !

Till next time , insyaAllah ;)

alhanasabrina

A tad of random

I don't know where you are, or what are you doing, or are you healthy, or whether you are happy, well fed, or are you even alive or not.

Well, the last one seems a bit exxagerating but, I got the message clear right ?

Despite all that, despite that a part of me tries to shut you down and ignore the feeling, I can't help but to remember you, as you are now a part of my memory. And that is something that I can't remove, even if I wanted to. Allah can help me remove it, but that will be called Amnesia, or idk, get involved in an accident or some sort. No that i wish of it, but im just saying. Nauzubillahi min zalik. 

Sorry for the pause, but after the exams, i've been busy entertaining myself with Vampire Diaries and other sorts of halal entertainment. Hihi. It's not wrong, and I love it. It's been a long time since I had this long of a holiday. It's just been 3 days and I hope there's more to come of it ! InsyaAllah.

Lucky me, being a CE student of UTP, my exams finished on last Saturday but the PE students of my batch still have their last paper tomorrow. All the best for that :)

Oh and, do add me up: QuillSeeker43 on Pottermore ;)

alhanasabrina

Nothing Much, Just Finals.

0609

academic writing

0900-1100 hours

0709

differential equation

1430-1730 hours

0809

introduction to material science and engineering

1430-1630 hours

1009

introduction to oil and gas and sustainable development

0900-1100 hours

physical chemistry

1430-1730 hours

I need all the luck that I can get.

InsyaAllah :)

Force

M not proud of what Ive done and I try my best not to relive that moment but one way of teaching us humans is to embarrass them, make them remember. Tell the story over and over again so that the wound will never be healed, thus making us too embarrassed or really realize that it's wrong to repeat the mistake. It's not the best way to confront and overcome the mistake but provocation might turn out well sometimes.

Change Is The Only Thing That Is Constant In Life

If ever any of you readers reflect back and read thru of all of my old posts, you should have seen some major differences in how I write and what do I write about. So that leaves us to a major conclusion: I've changed.

The question in line is: Is the change for the better or worse ? 

* I know my blog's getting boring, but yeah, m trying to improve that. 

alhanasabrina