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Strictly my opinion, if you wish to not like it, then we shall agree to disagree.

I think two people must go thru a long journey before they can become truly friends. It's like typical life, we were born, grow old and die. But then this is not a story until death. I can say that it's more like a story until you have become what you want to be in life. Whatever it is. This is a story much more like that. Before being someone you always wanted to be, of course you have obstacles to overcome. Sometimes you'll be raised up so high that you forgot that the ground even existed. Next thing you know, you're back on the ground. Maybe you'll die. Or maybe, a friend comes along and helps you to remember your feet. And the list goes on and on and on.

The same thing goes with two friends. They will face a lot of stages until they can settle between each other to reach that friendship level. Some just get there so easily. Then only the hardships will come. Some will face a wall of anger, jealousy, envy, or even love before they could come to that stage. Some might even not continue once they've reached certain states. Oh well. That's just sad.

For example. You two got on with a very rough patch. Either you two just hate each other or really, there's this devil between you guys. Both of you try as hard as you can to make amends but the feeling won't just go away. Well if it does, it'll be awkward so you guys think it's better to stay that way. you are not in each other's circle of friends anyway. So there's that. You're not friends nor you are enemies.

And there's this two. Clicked since day one. Did everything together. Felt glad cause you have each other because everybodyelse's just adapting but you already have a close friend. Later on, you found a flaw in him/her. Both of you quarreled about it. (Most common in my kiddy sense is the other person has another close friend) Pfft. Then, you guys realised that it's silly to have only one friend and make peace w each other. And you friendship grew closer than ever.

Or maybe this. Seldom talked. Just that one time cause you have something in common, maybe you're in the same house as him/her. Later on you realise that she/he actually exists and has soo many things in common. Or you prolly don't have that much but the chemistry is flaring. You can talk about whatever and whenever without the fear that feelings will jump into it. You call each other names and still hug each other when you're leaving. 

And there's also the typical one. Starts of w a stranger. Than an acquaintance. Later on became friends. Next, you guys are bestfriends. Then the guy confesses his love to the girl. (or vice versa, you know how men these days could be, they are extremely shy :p or girls are becoming extremely brave. Lol) They became a couple. Not more than a year, they couldn't work it out so they broke up. And that's the end.

This one. It's just the same as the above, but the diff is, after they broke up, they remain as bestfriends. And sometimes the topic came up where both of you tried to date each other. You laugh. Aww. No hard feelings ey.

And final one I think, it's like the above but they end up together, got married and have plenty of wonderful and healthy babies <3


Many to pick from ey? Just a thought that crossed my mind because I know I am experiencing one of these few (im sure there are others, im just too sleepy to think of it right now. I MUST write this down cause i know i'll forget it tmrw. Haha) and i'm trying to pick the best ending for it. all in all, we are all trying to search for the best ending. In everything. Im not sure which ending is the best, I wanna pick the last one where they get married and all but we are talking bout the journey of two strangers until they become FRIENDS right? Sooooooo it's becoming all messed up already. Haha. Hope you get my point, dear readers.

Just remember, above all, there is Allah :) So seek for his help whenever there's doubt, or fear, or uncertainty or uneasiness. (and the list goes on and on and on and onnnnn...)


alhanasabrina is super tired. *yawns

p/s: I have two new books to read, yay! Still didn't get a copy of Kopi :( Sobs.

For The Sake Of

Random things I notice/wonder/feel today

The surau at the LRT stations are super convenient. And comfy, too! Just that it lacks the ablution place.

Other people stare at other people too, I thought it's just me who likes to stare. Hahahaha perasan much

IPhone battery does last longer than BB's. Proved just now! Wanna bet? Hahaha

What happens to the F1 place when it's not in use?

I wish to go and watch F1 at other countries alteast once! It'll be awesome cause in Singapore the race in at night.

Who's going to Sepang this weekend ? Raise your hand up like this o/

Well long story short went for the volunteer thingy, they sent us to kota warisan god knows where's that and stuck in a kontena beside an unfinished shop lot w no toilet or surau or food. How do you think I feel?

Just psyched for the F1 this Sunday. Alhamdulillah for the tickets. THANK YOU!

I'm speechless actually. And I suck at drawing. Bye.

alhanasabrina

Superstar

It's hard, to be able to love someone with all your might but not being able to tell them what's craving to get out. Cause really, she's lost for words. But that's not love. Love won't do such things. If she really love, the words would come out like blood running thru her veins. She's afraid to ruin it. And he's waiting for her to take a chance. She's broken her promise once, and he's dying to see what's her reaction towards it. But the truth is, she had ruined it. Ruined. With an ed. And she has absolutely no idea on how to fix it. Stumbling upon lost messages, hidden pictures and she found her greatest treasure. Memories. And a portrait with both of them together. She never knew it existed. Well, she did. And now, it'll never leave her sight. Lost in her own world, she crouches in the light, seeking for help. But he won't help her. He wants to, but he wants her to be independent. And once she has that, he wants her for his own. Only for him. And secretly she wants that too, but she's afraid. Afraid that after she gave away all of her to him, he'll flee, like the others. But how could one take her seriously if she's not willing to give it back in return? She has to think. Fast. Before he fades away like he starts to be. She tried, but clearly words ain't enuff. But he's so far away, and she's outta gas. Help, where's the nearest gas station? She search for money. She yearns for guidance. She raised up both of her hands and ask for His help.

And then, she fell asleep with a smile. Wishing that her fight will end soon, she lied to herself thinking that everything will be okay tomorrow.

Something that I think suits the moment. Good song tho ;)

Just another love story: alhanasabrina

Chivalry

I just wanted to say, be thankful for our family. Be thankful of our parents. Some doesn't even have one to begin with. And you want to argue/fight with the ones you have? Come on. Look at them and smile. You'll get pahala by just looking at your parents' faces yknow :)

Be thankful cause Allah made us perfect and functioning with one pair of seeing eyes, one working nose, a talking mouth, two strong hands, a healthy body and two walking feet. Some were born perfect, then later, Allah gives them hardship with reasons by taking some of it away. Remember, Allah won't give hardships that we can't overcome. For those who still have all of em, be thankful as Allah can take it all away just like that. Instead of looking at someones skinny leg of body and say 'I wanna be skinny like her!', let's remember those who has none and say Alhamdulillah. My mum always always say that. I admit, I always want those skinny legs and all, but my mum really does have a point. Lets.

#notetoself

And, I found my word. It's right up there at the title ;)

alhanasabrina

BV

Today I went to Bangsar Village for the first time. I wan Chatime.

Saw Fathi's workplace, the old and new. Kinda funny cause it's soooo close to each other. Haha. I wan Chatimee.

Had breakfast at The Loaf, you can see pictures if you have my Instagram ehehe. I wan Chatimeee.

Wanted to go to Delicious but sadly just walked passed it cause I'm watching my weight now :( I wan Chatimeeee.

Wore the awesome new top I bought from H&M and it's so cheap compared to the other similar tops here im Malaysia. I wan Chatimeeeeee.

Made crepes, but it didn't look like the one at Hot and Roll, but sokay cause I had it w Nutella and Hot and Roll no got crepes w Nutella yeh! I wan Chatimeeeeee.

And lastly, passed by Chatime but didn't buy :( I WAN CHATIME!

Here goes, a photo of me. Vain much, sorry. Ehehe :p

and i still haven't found the word that im looking for. It maybe starts w a P. It's meaning is somewhat like a noble man, a gentleman. It has a quote containing the word, but I forgot it. Aaaaa. Help ?

alhanasabrina wants Chatime

Trois

Let me tell you three things about two diff subjects

1) Movies (yep, we're back to that topic, haha)

Remember that kid from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory ? Well, he's all grown up now. And he's even cuter. Watched this already, and yeah it's a romantic movie, so expect no drama at all. Or maybe a little. Haha. Also starring Emma Roberts. And watching this, Im starting to wonder is there such a person like him? Weird, but very smart indeed. I like his dimple.

Who does not love the charming Ryan Gosling ? Im only halfway thru this one, so can't say much but it's def a love movie (my type of movie hihi). Also Starring Michelle Williams. (I love her current hair btw)

*Okay I just finished watching it. Just editing this post a lil bit. Super sad ending :'( I just wished that it could be different, and hope that it doesn't happen to me. Nauzubillah.*

It's everything you look for in a movie, thus deserving it's Oscar on Best Motion Picture. (claps) Shows the growth of the movies starting from the silent movie until what we see in cinemas today. I think it's a great reminder to the people nowadays about the origination of the film industry. And it's heartbreakingly beautiful at the same time. And a surprise at the end ;)

2) Weddings (love mode: ON :p)

I went to three weddings today. And all three of them had different colours, settings, food, and also gifts.

Colours - First one was red, (my mum was furious cause she wore the same colour, i thought it was a tad decent as you get to fit it just like i did at K.Yu's wedding hehe), 2nd one's my favourite, baby blue and pink ! Hihi. Altho the deco looks a bit kiddy, but the dais looks so pretty. The lights, the chairs, the flowers and all. Not to mention the bride and groom themselves. Awww. The 3rd one, it's grey. I didn't manage to look at the bride and groom, what more the dais, but the wedding is huge. They had like 7 canopies up for the event. I can't imagine why not, it's the first daughter who's getting married !

Settings - The first one, they did it in an open space, so there's ample of place for the guests to sit. But parking's always been a problem, for any event. Unless you do it in a hall or a hotel.  The 2nd one, they did it at their house, but they were smart to use up the space beside their house. What they did was they have a gate at the side of their house, and they open it up to make some extra space, taking up the side alley. Nice move. That way they don't have to put up the canopies up front. The third, it's actually my neighbour, so they took up all the space, but there's actually quite a lot since their house is a corner lot but yep, the parking problem again. Some even parked in front of our house. They did it at night so i guess it's okay to park in front of somebody's house. They all have one thing in common, the chair deco. Every single one of them had a piece of cloth tied to the chairs, according to the theme. I say, is that the only way to deco a chair during a wedding ? Hmm

Food - Two out of three served Nasi Hujan Panas - my favourite ! Hehe. Two out of three also served oranges. But the third's food was incredibly goooooood. The other two was okay :)

Gifts - Of course they will be different ! Haha. God knows what people nowadays have in mind. The first one gave sweets, cupcake and a porcelain cup. The second one gave a glass container filled with this sweet crunchy thing, i dunno what's it called, but it's good. Hehe. The third gave a cute trinket - as my mum said it. Go google it. And the sad part is, nobody actually give away eggs anymore. Sobs.

alhanasabrina

E=mc^2

I'm currently watching E=mc2 - Einstein And The Worlds Most Famous Equation. It's a one hour and 42 mins movie, and I'm currently in the 50th minute of it. Not that it's boring or anything, I just paused to get something to eat. Just recommending it to those who wants to know the real story behind this equation that Mariah Carey used in one of her albums or some of you had learned it just for the sake of exams.

You can search it at youtube, its divided into several parts. Or maybe you can download it. But i dunno where, cause I myself forgot where did I get this movie anyway. Haha.

alhanasabrina

Better

I guess I'm unstable
Cause you made me vulnerable
This love wasn't made to be bearable
So help me escape this viral

I won't lie
Being with you made me try
To be the best the I can be
But can't you see, I'm unhappy

Why does love makes me feel like this
When actually it's a bliss
Falling fast, like gravity
But now only the ground can save me

Months passed, I found better
Alhamdulillah it gets better
Not perfect if I may say
But he keeps me smiling till this very day :)

1259 pm

#random much; alhanasabrina

Skins

Name one day that i don't disappoint other people except for myself, cause i do it all the time. But its all gonna change now cause i can't live with the guilt. Because everyday there's always something that''ll keep me up at night, thinking is there anything i could do to replace it, or to go back in time to change it, but i can't. And that's the consequences that i have to live with for the rest of my life.

Yes people make amends, and they are forgiven, but the act of forgiveness already resembles that you made a mistake once and that's not gonna be gone for a while. It stays with you until you are able to forgive yourself for doing it, even if you have the brightest excuse.

And here's three versions of the same song. Enjoy.

This is the girls version

The Angus Thongs and Perfect Snogging's version

And the old school version.

Enjoy ! 

alhanasabrina xx

p/s: #stopkony

Hi

This is for you.

I think I love you better now.

Bye.

p/s: I'm sorry