2011-2012

As usual, the new year post. Nothing much to say, since I have my finals coming. Maybe I shall do another post after finals, maybe a survey. I love surveys :B hehe

Not that I wanna be those typical 'I hate 2011 its a bad year so 2012 pls be good to me' people but there are some things that I dislike in this year. Mostly about my self and about my decision making skills. But then I learned something new every year, and that's what gonna shape me to be a better person and muslimah in the future. InsyaAllah.

Nothing to flash back, but for those who knows it, you know. For those who don't I shall not say anything. Just that I'm glad it's over and now I can keep my head straight for things.

Just this, whenever you have doubts or regrets about something, on why it ended, remember the main reason you did it. Even if you regret it, even if you love it with all your might, remember the main reason. That's what counts the most.

Im just glad I have 1/3 of the coming year to relax and plan what's best for my future. Just hope i wont waste half of it sleeping and eating just like I plan to do during the first week :B



Happy new year, everyone. May Allah bless us.

alhanasabrina

2 hours

This is a dream, I said to myself. The surrounding was vague, but the people innit were clear. We are having a party. All of a sudden, I'm awake. What's that noise ? Searching for the source, I found my phone, ringing. It's the alarm. With all of me that's awake, I gather all of it and turned it off. Then m back at the party. There were so many balloons. We were playing this some sort of game that I could not remember how it goes. Then the routine repeats. Some parts of my dream I could not remember. Fun fact: When you're in love, you remember 30% more of your dreams. True ? I dunno. Okay

Then I was awake for the final time. There stood my roommate, saying something I can't quite grasp. It's like m awake, but m not there. At least not there yet. While waiting for myself to return, I listened and heard: Hey, do you wanna wake up? I remembered that I stared at her, trying to look as normal as possible. And I nodded my head, not fully me, yet. She repeated and added: Cause if you don't, I wanna turn off the lights. I nodded. And there I was, fully sitting down on my bed. Funny. It's as if I hadn't slept at all.


Then after wudhuk, everything is clear for me. Alhamdulillah.


:) alhanasabrina

A Reminder Won't Harm

Anas relates that the Prophet (peace be upon him) said:

“None of you is a true believer in Islam until and unless he loves for his brother what he loves for himself.”  

[Sahîh al-Bukhârî and Sahîh Muslim]


alhanasabrina

Do you remember the forgotten ?

“Though lovers be lost love shall not.” - Dylan Thomas

Sometimes the people we meet change us forever. - Ben Holmes (Forces of Nature, 1999)

“Once they move, they're gone. Once you move, life starts over again.” - Jim Hinkle

Allah does not change a people's condition unless they change what is in their hearts (13:11)

Have you ever really wondered about all those people you meet in your life ? Why do they choose to be friends with you, instead of the other 6 billion people in the world ? Whats so special about you ?

Just think about it for a second. Have you ever met a person you are no longer in contact with or maybe are still, that completely changed your life for once ? At least he/she had changed the way you eat, or talk, or dress, just simply anything, to make you a better person. Or maybe just simply someone you passed by at the sidewalk, your senior at school wearing some perfume, so you decided to get one, some random cute guy wearing spectacles, and you decided that you like people wearing spectacles. Well, that's something, because it changes how you look at people, how you react to them and how you react to things that are on the people. That's the small changes.

And there's the big changes, maybe he/she inspires you to succeed, do really well to prove to him/her that you are not a total loser, or so that you could prove to him/her that you're worthy of being married to (but ended up splitting anyway), to become a good person after you've shoplifted or done a crime. Or maybe just simply, because of him/her, you've stopped smoking. or drinking. or swearing. Or maybe had improved your english, maybe just taught you a new word. It could be anything. Going out late at night, being a playboy/playgirl, anything. And even your primary school friends, your secondary friends, your colleague from work, your myspace friends, friendster friends, and even your facebook friends. They've may changed your life the most. Im most referring to my highschool frineds here, because I didn't spend 5 years of my life with then for no reason right ? :)

AND THE LIST GOES ON AND ON AND ON.

Well if you don't, start remembering. Because those people are the ones who made you who you are now. Well that's not completely true, your parents and God played a big part in it, but you still have them to credit. Maybe those artist, or those movies and TV series could join the list, because I know I did am affected by them. Well, I improved my english along side watching Chuck, Big Bang Theory and TVD okaaay. Lol. And also some plan making strategies alongside watching Gossip Girl :p

For those whom we've love and lost but learned a thing or two from them, for those we've met but have not spoken, and just simply, for those who have thought us something, just anything, THANK YOU :) 

alhanasabrina

He who gives in charity and fears (Allaah), and in all sincerity testifies to good, We will indeed make smooth for him the path to ease, but he who is a greedy miser and thinks himself self-sufficient and disbelieves in good, We will indeed make his path to adversity easy." [92:5-10]

Still UPPPPPP

Yep, it's exactly 5.11 am and m still up. A-mah-zinggggg. I know righttt. Lolz.

Okay Im awake and kickn at this time of night (or morning) is mainly because af the _______ PCE report viva thingy that I have to hand in and present tmr. Ugh. Yeaaaaaa it's hard. Not really, just it's very inconvenient as the lecturer didn't told us from the start that we have to do the freaking iCON for the same assignment that we did earlier. Pffffft. Okay i won't ramble on about iCON cause obviously you followers don't know anything at all about this iCON. Just to let you know, it is a software used by Petronas to calculate stuffs, very handy i could say, FOR A FOURTH YEAR STUDENT or as an intern  -.- But i've finished it so yeaaaaah. Tumblin till mornin. ;)

Okaaay. Another reason is that I slept for a full 3 hours after my class yesterday from 4 till 7. Hehehehe :B But i did woke up to pray of course. I just loveeeeeeee to sleep. Lolz. I think m sleepy most of the time. Haha. So now I am trying my best not to even touch my bed or else i'll go ZZZZZZZ. Trust me. I will happen ! but i shall not let it happen ! Hahahaha ! :D

Another reason is that I drank the Iced White Coffee from Ameeth just now after my gamelan class. That stuff really works on me, i tell ya. Effin seriously. Hoho. (Y)

Oh. I just wanna say congrats to my beloved little sisters from TKC, as you still able to keep our pride held high for your PMR results. Those who excel, keep it up. Those who didn't, it's not the end of the world, trust me. You girls have a long way to go :)

Oooooooh and m going home tonight ! At last ! After a month ! (lolz) But yea, really miss home :( But as i keep on saying, the worst isn't over, finals is still there. *sigh but it's okay. let's recharge at home. And hope to go out and spend a few bucks hehehe :B Christmas sale ! :p

Takecare people. Somebody out there loves you, remember that <3

alhanasabrina

Ironic, isn't it ?

IRONY

Pronunciation: /ˈʌɪrəni/

mass noun

the expression of one’s meaning by using language that normally signifies the opposite, typically for humorous or emphatic effect

 

Oh I thought you'd always be right here
Never thought I'd watch you disappear

Through it all, I'm holdin' on
I tried to make right of what went wrong
What would it take for you to see
I left you with the best of me
And I tried to forget everything you never said

Don't tell me it's too late
I'll wait for the moment you say
Say that you'll stay
'Cause I won't let go
And I need to know
That you won't be the one who got away

Today I have to face the truth
Can't replace, can't find another you

But through it all, I'm holdin' on
Tryin' to make right of what went wrong
What would it take, for you to see
That I've left you with the best of me

Don't tell me it's too late
I'll wait for the moment you say
Say that you'll stay
'Cause I won't let go
And I need to know
That you won't be the one who got away

We're losing time
Can I change your mind?
We're slippin' out
Can I bring you back somehow?

Don't tell me it's too late
I'll wait for the moment you say
Say that you'll stay
And don't give up tonight
This time I won't let you be the one who got away
'Cause I won't let go
I need to know
That you won't be the one who got away

No I won't let go
I need to know
That you won't be the one who got away

Summer after high school when we first met
We make out in your Mustang to Radio head
And on my 18th birthday we got that chain tattoos
Used to steal your parents' liquor and climb to the roof
Talk about our future like we had a clue
Never plan that one day I'd be losing you

And in another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in other life I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was dreaming you were my Johnny Cash
Never one without the other, we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you, I put those records on, whoa
Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown singing the blues
It's time to face the music, I'm longer your muse

And in another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

The one, the one, the one
The one that got away

All these money can't buy me a time machine, no
Can't replace you with a million rings, no
I should've told you what you meant to me, whoa
'Cause now I pay the price

In another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

The one, the one, the one, the one

And in another life I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

That both of these songs' title are nearly the same. Haha. That's all :D

alhanasabrina

Push It To The Limit

 

Have you ever wondered what would it be like, testing your own limits ? Know how far you can go, with all the energy that you have. Have you ever did something with all your might, giving your all until you have none left ?

Well, idk bout you, but I always always have wondered bout that. Because there isn't a single thing in my life that I actually have given my all to. Studies, maybe. But 'give all your might' in this case means using your energy. For example, playing in a football game, 90 minutes non stop without taking a single walking step. Or maybe playing tennis without having to rest and drink water like everyone else always does. Or just simply you feel tired walking up the stairs to your 4th floor apartment but you're stuck at the third floor but you decided to go on and once you've reached your bed you just stumbled on in and recharge. Lol. Maybe, who knows ? I just wanna know what would it take to use our full energy ? If I knew the answer, I would feel very satisfied after doing it, cause you know, you have given your all in it. You deserve some credits man.

But someone like me, with a slight low-blood pressure problem may have lesser limits than all of you. So just now when playing tennis I've decided to check my limit. It turns out before I could even reach to the maximum level, my blood pressure will gimme a sign. So if I push harder, I will blackout. Seriously, I've tried.

I guess we will never know our limits, cause when the energy level has gone into the danger zone, our body will give us a sign that tells us to stop. But who knows, one might actually succeed in finding his/her limit. Do tell me yea. Haha. Later ! :)


alhanasabrina

-gram

It's weird that I have absolutely nothing to say. It's as if I am not feeling anything that's worth writing a post right now. Maybe I'm done writing about myself. Maybe.

Ever heard of Instagram ? If you're an iPhone user, obviously you've heard of it. It takes pictures and edit it with all sorts of filter. It's cool. Seriously. Even Justin Bieber has one. Lol. And even Selena Gomez. Okay. You can post all sorts of picture with it. The lucky ones will get their picture to the popular page. Their pictures are really pretty. Some people just post a picture of themselves, yknow. But idk, I like to post things that I seem to find beauty in it. Like scenery and all that. You can visit the website here at instagr.am

Okay now, what is Stickygram ? It's simple. All those lovely pictures you took with Instagram, you could turn them into magnets. How cool is that ? I bet those people who create this Stickygram get loads of money from this. You can visit their website here stickygram.com


Okay, this is a story on how my life relates to both of the things that I wrote up there.

1) I am an instagram user. Thus making me an iPhone user.

2) Just recently I've won something by retweet-ing a tweet. The exact words were

Win a Stickygram worth of $14.99 via @motiodesign now! http://rt.my/ua #StickygramGiveaway 

I used my public twitter account which the name will not be said here, i don't see any reason for that, and yeah after that i just waited. But did not hope that much as I rarely won this type of contest - or any contest at all. Lol.

Then during my curriculum class later that night, I received a tweet saying that I won that thing. It's cool cause yknow, 9 of those stickygrams costs $14.99 but I will get them for free.

I'll post a picture of em as soon as i get it okay ? Till then, followers. I miss you xx

alhanasabrina