the ups and downs

sweetness, is a subjective word.it can mean the taste of the candy we used to love since we were babies or just simply, an act of kindness, or thoughts of other people that can make them feel, appreciated. well, i should really say : thank you (:

lets start with raya, shall we?

when i heard the word, kuantan, i was like, OMG! i hated it, (not exactly hate) for some reasons that i cant meet my cousins at kelantan, but i have to follow anyway.so on the blessed friday, my family started our journey to pekan kuantan.it was still fasting month at that thime, so theres no nid to pack food along.the journey was packed, with the cat and my maid, crammed in a crv, but luckily we managed to get to the banglo with the HUGE lawn(boleh maen futsal ;P) in one piece.the ugly truth: there was no line, AT ALL.i was frustrated.blame the phone, or what?

the cat named torres, was obv was the center of attention.godd, heaven kot.haha, and that night she didnt sleep, just wandering arond the new atmosphere while i was on the phone with the funniest guy ever! haha.i slept at 4 kot.shh ;P

the last day of fasting, it wass all abt preparations for raya.we cooked and cooked and cooked, and finally its break-fast time :D

the best thing abt the town of pekan is that everybody knew everybody there, it was so small, i can say.

raya came, and i had the best laugh ever! we wanted to get our photos taken, but there were no one to take it for us, so its self timer time.such craziness, that only you can find in my family, gosh.bak kata maklong,

keluarga 69.

that means, upside down family.haha.imagine, i was wearing a green baju kurung modern with tudung ariani, gosh.no picture for that, haha.

later that night i studied chemistry and addmaths, oh and didnt i tell you i was the youngest here? at pahang la i mean, so they were all lyk, whats this?( showing at the book) haha, spm spm.

total duet raya for the day: ZERO, unbelievable right?haha.

2nd raya: off to kelantan!((:

gerak at 8, sampai at 3. 7 hours, what do you think?jam of course! haha.i was glad to reach there, but line mcm nyawa2 ikan je.haha, nvm that, i get to meet my cousin(: yeaay.

petang, my and my cousin tu wore the same colour, id love to show you the pictures, but my usb's missing.later i'll post it okay.and finally, there was some duet raya.haha, how happy i was to get my first sampul of the year.i collect the sampuls alryte, dont mind me.

that nyte, everybody went out ( yes including org dewasa and of course kami kanak((: ) thot of going to kopitiam but all kopitiam are closed, so its football club(: yeah, where the western food's very cheap.yummy, we went back at 1 am, slept at 2 am, watching none other but the astro :D

penat dahh.okay, continue.

the next day, blue kurung modern with tudung lilit, gosh awkward! morning, layan my two cute cousins and beraya rumah org.i can definitely babysit those two if i want to, (: itll be fun! haha.

i haf to say bye bye to my cousin tu, she's going back da, sehari je taw jumpe, lyk every yr pun mcm tu.

that evening, i get the chance to explore the famous kb mall.yeaa(: its just me and my dad, me still wearing the kurung modern but without the tudung lilit and jeans.gosh i look extra ridiculous! met zule' there, and this guy.

wandering around the reject shop without the need to buy anything, the meeting was superbly short, but meaningful?i always wonder, always always.

back home with thoughts in my mind: why on earth doesnt he wear blue, or else we would have been the perfect two.haha

so, total duet raya, rm 200.okay la tu kan for a 16 year old who is taking spm.kah3, m gna be 17 when spm arrives, m serious(:

still searching for the usb; maxime.