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Hi! I'm Sabrina, a 25 year old wanderer. This where I write about things that are relevant to my life whether big or small, mostly about my feelings towards things. All things posted are strictly my take on things unless written otherwise. Happy reading!

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Ironic, isn't it ?

IRONY
Pronunciation: /ˈʌɪrəni/
mass noun
the expression of one’s meaning by using language that normally signifies the opposite, typically for humorous or emphatic effect
 
Oh I thought you'd always be right here
Never thought I'd watch you disappear

Through it all, I'm holdin' on
I tried to make right of what went wrong
What would it take for you to see
I left you with the best of me
And I tried to forget everything you never said

Don't tell me it's too late
I'll wait for the moment you say
Say that you'll stay
'Cause I won't let go
And I need to know
That you won't be the one who got away

Today I have to face the truth
Can't replace, can't find another you

But through it all, I'm holdin' on
Tryin' to make right of what went wrong
What would it take, for you to see
That I've left you with the best of me

Don't tell me it's too late
I'll wait for the moment you say
Say that you'll stay
'Cause I won't let go
And I need to know
That you won't be the one who got away

We're losing time
Can I change your mind?
We're slippin' out
Can I bring you back somehow?

Don't tell me it's too late
I'll wait for the moment you say
Say that you'll stay
And don't give up tonight
This time I won't let you be the one who got away
'Cause I won't let go
I need to know
That you won't be the one who got away

No I won't let go
I need to know
That you won't be the one who got away

Summer after high school when we first met
We make out in your Mustang to Radio head
And on my 18th birthday we got that chain tattoos
Used to steal your parents' liquor and climb to the roof
Talk about our future like we had a clue
Never plan that one day I'd be losing you

And in another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in other life I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was dreaming you were my Johnny Cash
Never one without the other, we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you, I put those records on, whoa
Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown singing the blues
It's time to face the music, I'm longer your muse

And in another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

The one, the one, the one
The one that got away

All these money can't buy me a time machine, no
Can't replace you with a million rings, no
I should've told you what you meant to me, whoa
'Cause now I pay the price

In another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

The one, the one, the one, the one

And in another life I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

That both of these songs' title are nearly the same. Haha. That's all :D

alhanasabrina

Monday, December 12, 2011

Push It To The Limit

 

Have you ever wondered what would it be like, testing your own limits ? Know how far you can go, with all the energy that you have. Have you ever did something with all your might, giving your all until you have none left ?

Well, idk bout you, but I always always have wondered bout that. Because there isn't a single thing in my life that I actually have given my all to. Studies, maybe. But 'give all your might' in this case means using your energy. For example, playing in a football game, 90 minutes non stop without taking a single walking step. Or maybe playing tennis without having to rest and drink water like everyone else always does. Or just simply you feel tired walking up the stairs to your 4th floor apartment but you're stuck at the third floor but you decided to go on and once you've reached your bed you just stumbled on in and recharge. Lol. Maybe, who knows ? I just wanna know what would it take to use our full energy ? If I knew the answer, I would feel very satisfied after doing it, cause you know, you have given your all in it. You deserve some credits man.

But someone like me, with a slight low-blood pressure problem may have lesser limits than all of you. So just now when playing tennis I've decided to check my limit. It turns out before I could even reach to the maximum level, my blood pressure will gimme a sign. So if I push harder, I will blackout. Seriously, I've tried.

I guess we will never know our limits, cause when the energy level has gone into the danger zone, our body will give us a sign that tells us to stop. But who knows, one might actually succeed in finding his/her limit. Do tell me yea. Haha. Later ! :)


alhanasabrina

Sunday, December 4, 2011

-gram

It's weird that I have absolutely nothing to say. It's as if I am not feeling anything that's worth writing a post right now. Maybe I'm done writing about myself. Maybe.


Ever heard of Instagram ? If you're an iPhone user, obviously you've heard of it. It takes pictures and edit it with all sorts of filter. It's cool. Seriously. Even Justin Bieber has one. Lol. And even Selena Gomez. Okay. You can post all sorts of picture with it. The lucky ones will get their picture to the popular page. Their pictures are really pretty. Some people just post a picture of themselves, yknow. But idk, I like to post things that I seem to find beauty in it. Like scenery and all that. You can visit the website here at instagr.am




Okay now, what is Stickygram ? It's simple. All those lovely pictures you took with Instagram, you could turn them into magnets. How cool is that ? I bet those people who create this Stickygram get loads of money from this. You can visit their website here stickygram.com


Okay, this is a story on how my life relates to both of the things that I wrote up there.

1) I am an instagram user. Thus making me an iPhone user.

2) Just recently I've won something by retweet-ing a tweet. The exact words were

Win a Stickygram worth of $14.99 via now!  

I used my public twitter account which the name will not be said here, i don't see any reason for that, and yeah after that i just waited. But did not hope that much as I rarely won this type of contest - or any contest at all. Lol.

Then during my curriculum class later that night, I received a tweet saying that I won that thing. It's cool cause yknow, 9 of those stickygrams costs $14.99 but I will get them for free.

I'll post a picture of em as soon as i get it okay ? Till then, followers. I miss you xx

alhanasabrina

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

It's Like A Lightbulb Moment


Malaysia seriously need more like this kind of videos. Pure genius, I tell you. Kudos to producer Rewan Ishak and also actor Redza Minhat. Hehehehe. Just emphasizing :p

Little footnote:

Sometimes we have to walk out from our little comfortable zone and just look. Look around. Don't just simply think that life only revolves around you and your little cage. It's more than that. Sometimes we tend to forget that. And that leads to us being reminded by little events of our lives that hurt, but immediately caused us to remember, and be better. Be constantly reminded so that life won't have to teach us a lesson once in a while. Give life some rest. But yeah, who can run away from enjoying the treats that life gave us and forget about the really important things ? None. But we can always try.

Create your own lightbulb moment - no, not like the video - just a moment where you sit back and reflect onto your current pace of life, and just be able to see things clearly. Be the one who's controlling things in your life. Remember, you are in charge. Don't let anything get in the way of that.

alhanasabrina

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Guess what ? *I may be late but don't mind me*


IT'S NOVEMBERRRRR ! 
*jumps up and down*
:D

hehehe and recently i've came across a new-friend-of-mine's fb, and the person's birthday is on

11/11/11

HOW AWESOME IS THAAAAAAT ? super duper awesome i tell ya. hoho.

Lol getting hyped. Haha soooo good morning and

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha to all the Muslims out there ;)

 Take care ! bye ! 


Monday, October 31, 2011

Hurtful Truth

Just today, I came to know that there are actually more to life than what has been portrayed to us. It's just the matter of whether we see it, or not. Whether we really want it, or not. Whether we really work for it, or not. Yes, people may be offered an opportunity just good enough for him/her at one moment that the person will come to a conclusion that make the person say, okay I am fine now, this is good enough for me, I can see my future with this so I shall settle with it. It is not right as it is not wrong. Unless you are a total loser, then there is something else better out there for you. You may not see it, but seeing other people of the same level as you do it can make you open your eyes wider.

Several things, in my opinion, might stop you to be more than what you are now: comfort, laziness and time. One, you may be all comfy and snuggled up tightly at the point where you are right now so even though you had the chance, you wont grab it cause you are so afraid of changes and having to be the junior all over again, going thru the registration, getting-to-know people and stuffs. Secondly, you are too lazy to go and search for the things that are better than you with the mind set that this is good enough for me and nobody else out there will take me. Thirdly, knowing that the change and opportunity will make you lose some time, thus wasting all of your time that you had put your effort in the former stuff just that you could leave it to go some place else better.

Pathetic, isn't it ? While some are curled up in a ball of mess, thinking that it is good enough for him/her so they must succeed whatever the conditions may be, some are just lucky to go somewhere and make their lives better. Not that i am reflecting it onto my life, but life's really not fair. Some, who knows big and powerful people are more likely to get what they want rather than a clever-nobody kid who applies for the same thing. Okay I won't go there, m just saying. My main point is the first two para up there. Just some thought.

alhanasabrina



Friday, October 28, 2011

Duly noted

Maybe for some, opening up and telling some other person about how you feel about a third person or anything that's bothering you, your heart and your mind is a big deal. Maybe I never thought that there is a person who's like that. I thought telling people stuffs is okay provided you keep all the little personal details all to yourself. Guess im wrong.

Point taken.

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Happy Weekend Everyone

I cant quite grasp the idea of gamelan as a fun thing to do. It is quite easy yea but i seem to think that my soul does not allow it inside of me. Maybe my mind thinks that dancing always has and always been in my heart.

Lol whut am i rambling about.

For the sake of one credit hour, lets give it a try, shall we ? :)

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Looking tough, but instead...

'The thought of having someone to go back to and tell about your day, helps you get through the day'

Random sentence i copied from twitter.

My first response was: I don't have anyone, so what does that make me ?

But I paused and thought about it for a while and suddenly realized. I do have someone. Not just one specific person, more or less I have at least 3 people I could talk to and pour all my heart's content at the end of the day.

Allah, that's one. Including my parents, that's three already. Minus the fact that I don't have a specific person, namely a boyfriend, I still have my friends. Not all of em, just some. and the thought of having at least someone, that's enough for me already.

So whenever you think that you have nobody, or you feel like you're completely alone, think again. InsyaAllah you will always, always have someone. Well one thing's for sure, Allah is always there. Needing a person contact ? Your parents' there. Maybe you want someone closer, in terms of age, you will have someone, your friends. Unless of course, you're the one who pushes them away. Open up, you'll feel good.

Oh and one more thing, and this is merely my point of view: don't publicize your sorrow and problems, the public is desperate to see you fall and you'll be seen as a sad person. You don't want that, do you ? :)

alhanasabrina