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Hi! I'm Sabrina, a 25 year old wanderer. This where I write about things that are relevant to my life whether big or small, mostly about my feelings towards things. All things posted are strictly my take on things unless written otherwise. Happy reading!

Sunday, September 27, 2009

berita tergempar

size screen nokia 5300 sama besar dgn screen ipod nano chromatic


ya, ini benar, ukur lah sendiri jika tidak percaya

*kemungkinan ukuran ada ralat 1 atau 2 mm, tidka disengajekan ;P



penemuan terhebat sebelum pulang ke asrama; alhana(:

Saturday, September 26, 2009

jangan percaya, hanya rekaan semata-mata

i want to meenie's house yesterday, and also lonne.here's the story.

i went to meenie's house, bla bla bla, she showed me her house, and i was so amazed.the design, fullamak, wallah gila beng! yeaa.it is just a corner terrace, just like mine, yeaa.but since her dad is an architect ( correct me if m wrong), so it is build from scratch.and plus, i got duet raya((: thanks auntie :D

lonne's, huge, bungalow i think? but without a huge lawn.ahha.but but, its beautiful laa, and plus, you can climb up allll the way to the roof.cool or what.(:

p/s: the spaghetti, yummy :D

not too much of the details laa, privacy kot.ceehh.but


home is certainly where the heart is

enuff with that.that's yesterday's issue.today, went to a wedding, err.how to say it ehh.my moyang tiri's grand daughter.haha.long story short, its reallly a keluarga 69.too many to list.


wtv laa, my birthday's coming, so its the cue that SPM is also around the corner.haha, so dont forget to wish me yeaa.kah3.

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

toing toing, im feeling this

tatkala menunggu respons darimu
aku resah
gelisah
tidak senang duduk
aku berguling-guling di atas katilku yang empuk
sambil menatap wajahmu
yang kelihatan sunyi
mengkin kau perlukan teman
untuk menyinari hidupmu
adakah aku boleh menjadi
salah satu daripada isi hati mu?

haha, eew right? so its true, malay poetry needs more than english poetry, so i guess it'll stick to english(:

tidak ku sangka ku boleh jadi begini
terkambus dalam onak duri cintamu
terjatuh hati dengan lunaknya suaramu
sambil berbual mesra
mendengar kelak ketawa mu
aku riang
tersenyum di dalam hati
lantas aku bertanya
mengapa kau buat ku jadi begini?

practice makes perfect, spm da nk dekatt ;P

oh crapp.
seeyah guys, im off tomorow to college.

unstable; maxime.

p/s: GFORCE sememangnya comel! martabatkan bahasa ibunda ;P


ignore me, love sick perhaps

Thursday, September 24, 2009

cuci mata

start off;


yela yela, letak jugak gamba ariani, yg takberape nk lawa ni

p/s: from left, kakak sheera, my sis, me.


gamba saye bersama saing SPM, kan aqeel?

me, deanna, with the two lil cuzzies. salman and luqman

me n sis with luqman at the centre


the keluarga 69 (refer previous post)

the cake buat sendiri :D

the attention seeker, TORRES(:

the cat close upp

meet the fam, SELAMAT HARI RAYA :D

maxime.

the ups and downs

sweetness, is a subjective word.it can mean the taste of the candy we used to love since we were babies or just simply, an act of kindness, or thoughts of other people that can make them feel, appreciated. well, i should really say : thank you (:

lets start with raya, shall we?

when i heard the word, kuantan, i was like, OMG! i hated it, (not exactly hate) for some reasons that i cant meet my cousins at kelantan, but i have to follow anyway.so on the blessed friday, my family started our journey to pekan kuantan.it was still fasting month at that thime, so theres no nid to pack food along.the journey was packed, with the cat and my maid, crammed in a crv, but luckily we managed to get to the banglo with the HUGE lawn(boleh maen futsal ;P) in one piece.the ugly truth: there was no line, AT ALL.i was frustrated.blame the phone, or what?

the cat named torres, was obv was the center of attention.godd, heaven kot.haha, and that night she didnt sleep, just wandering arond the new atmosphere while i was on the phone with the funniest guy ever! haha.i slept at 4 kot.shh ;P

the last day of fasting, it wass all abt preparations for raya.we cooked and cooked and cooked, and finally its break-fast time :D

the best thing abt the town of pekan is that everybody knew everybody there, it was so small, i can say.


raya came, and i had the best laugh ever! we wanted to get our photos taken, but there were no one to take it for us, so its self timer time.such craziness, that only you can find in my family, gosh.bak kata maklong,
keluarga 69.
that means, upside down family.haha.imagine, i was wearing a green baju kurung modern with tudung ariani, gosh.no picture for that, haha.

later that night i studied chemistry and addmaths, oh and didnt i tell you i was the youngest here? at pahang la i mean, so they were all lyk, whats this?( showing at the book) haha, spm spm.

total duet raya for the day: ZERO, unbelievable right?haha.

2nd raya: off to kelantan!((:

gerak at 8, sampai at 3. 7 hours, what do you think?jam of course! haha.i was glad to reach there, but line mcm nyawa2 ikan je.haha, nvm that, i get to meet my cousin(: yeaay.

petang, my and my cousin tu wore the same colour, id love to show you the pictures, but my usb's missing.later i'll post it okay.and finally, there was some duet raya.haha, how happy i was to get my first sampul of the year.i collect the sampuls alryte, dont mind me.

that nyte, everybody went out ( yes including org dewasa and of course kami kanak((: ) thot of going to kopitiam but all kopitiam are closed, so its football club(: yeah, where the western food's very cheap.yummy, we went back at 1 am, slept at 2 am, watching none other but the astro :D

penat dahh.okay, continue.

the next day, blue kurung modern with tudung lilit, gosh awkward! morning, layan my two cute cousins and beraya rumah org.i can definitely babysit those two if i want to, (: itll be fun! haha.

i haf to say bye bye to my cousin tu, she's going back da, sehari je taw jumpe, lyk every yr pun mcm tu.

that evening, i get the chance to explore the famous kb mall.yeaa(: its just me and my dad, me still wearing the kurung modern but without the tudung lilit and jeans.gosh i look extra ridiculous! met zule' there, and this guy.

wandering around the reject shop without the need to buy anything, the meeting was superbly short, but meaningful?i always wonder, always always.
back home with thoughts in my mind: why on earth doesnt he wear blue, or else we would have been the perfect two.haha

so, total duet raya, rm 200.okay la tu kan for a 16 year old who is taking spm.kah3, m gna be 17 when spm arrives, m serious(:

still searching for the usb; maxime.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

US open

del potro, its just pure luck.

hahaha.

roger federer, i'm still with you(:


btw, cristiano ronaldo, congratulations for your 4th goal in Real.keep it up love(:

xx

Saturday, September 12, 2009

i was wondering

yeah, SASER guys were totally funny.and yea, LOUD.ahaha.i went there with my other 39 friends for the sime darby talk.bla bla bla.we were waiting dlm hall diorang yang tak berape nak besar, and then when the announcer said 'mengumumkan ketibaan...' they all stood up and stated to recite the selawat syifa'.maynn, shocking! tp naseb la i taw so i cn join in.hm, then ad quiz, and they were giving away 2G pendrive.ahaha, nak gell! i was definitely craving for it but the guys took it away.nvm la, give them the chance, its their sch anywayy (haha padahal malu gle nak angkat tangan) then when its all over, we were as usual waiting for the bus, and then suddenly 2 guys appeared from nowhere and this was our convo

GUY 1: nak ckp sikit boleh tak? (with a very booming voice)
US: err,
GUY 1: terimakasih laa sbb dtg saser ni
US: err, okay
GUY 1: terimakasih bbyk la sbb sudi dtg
US: ...
GUY 1: (he was trying to start a convo) so korang sume ni nak amek sime darby a ni?
US: (still shocked) um, tadelaa
GUY 1: oh habistu sesaje dtg a ni? (still, with his big big voice)
US: hmm.
GUY 1: (probably by this time were fed up by us yg x memberi respond) tapela, tp, terima kasih bbyk a sbb dtg
GUY 2: assalamuakaikum


haha.we were like 'weh apehal tuu?' 'god dy shaking hell taw x' 'besar gell sware dy' ' aku ingt dy buat2 aw' and so on.haha, it was funny.dah la skolah dyorg smpit.no offense yaaa((:

okay back to reality.trials are all over, so now all thats left is spm.haihh.da la my trials pny resluts, not so memberangsangkan, i'll be crying buckets if i got the same thing for spm.haha, so i must work extra hard this time.but well, its a 3 day holiday.before raya.yeayyy! its just this thurs.but i must not act lyk its raya.my raya is not till spm is over.haha.then, i cn raya for as long as i want to.

plans for the future?well, i hv to do 2 things.my mum da set things up for me.i mean the course to study laaa.but the activities after spm?haha, we'll talk abt that later.


this is yst's tazkirahs.i must not forget, this is still, the holy month of ramadhan((:

JIHAD: its mencurahkan segala usaha dan tenaga utk mencapai sesuatu matlamat.

so it means, in what ever you do, obv u'll put ur heart to it ryte?its still considered as jihad.oh well.

and yes, we have arrived to the peak of ramadhan, the last 10 days, where the one night equivalent to ibadah of 80 years lay.try and check back, after the 20 days, check your KPI (key performance indicator, haha not only malaysia does have that, ramadhan also have it also :P). again, check ur KPI people, does it shows you the results that you wanted after this 20 days? is it enough alrealy? da smpi tahap ke belum? think again.

and yes, altho its abt to end, you are not guaranteed that yo will have the next ramadhan.so cherish this one.ramadhan is indeed bulan taubat.all of your sins will be forgiven in this month.rasulullah akan pelik if hambanya melalui ramadhan without his sins being forgiven.next, its bulan derma.once its in, give out some.rasulullah's sahabat describes sifat dermawan baginda seperti bayu yang menghembus.it means, always out.jgn berkira sgt la, if youre spending towards Allah, knp kena berkira?next, its bulan alQuran.some of the ways if you want to communicate with the holy Quran, try and memorise it.if not, just read it with perfect lahjah and tajwid.the least you can do is just listen.and please, beramal with alQuran.it contains more than you know.

last but not least

sejinak jinak binatang, its still BINATANG

sebaik baik jin, its still JIN

sejahat jahat org islam, he's still MUSLIM

and sebaik baik org kafir, they're still ORG KAFIR.


its smething to ponder on.

Sunday, August 30, 2009

im defeated by Cuteness.

i think im addicted to cute THINGS.yeaa.and what makes me addicted to it u may ask.ahaha, duhh.its their cuteness!

just since 3 days ago when i went to terawikh i cnt stop myself from staring at my long lost bestfriend's little sister.crazy as it seems, she seemed so sute.with cute little eyes nose and mouth.and her gestures, aaaah.very cute! i knew them, name and all, but lets not mention names here, ayte? mind, she is only stndrd bape tah, m not quite sure.but, comel laaa! and yet, today just as she passed by me, she smiled(: and that makes my terawikh worthy.HAHA, kidding!.and the 2nd time she passed thru me, her sister lead the way, and poked me two times at the back.she followed, also poking me at the back.ahh, how cute can that be?

this same goes to am's little sister ahdia, who seemed like a real life cartoon.cute and all.OMG if i were to have a child, i will refrain them from ever growing up!hahaa, but thats not possible, is it?


yea, and also, for cute things, or cute actions.like for example, couples madly in love with each other, sweet movies, the proposal story, u know wheat i mean, not ryan reynold's the proposal, just any proposal! its cute, and also sweet at the same time.goshh.


but that doesnt apply to guys, okay!guys out there, if ure cute, sorry! ure rejected.hahaha.i only take handsome guys.to name a few fahrin ahmad, tom cruise and ryan reynolds himself((: oh and and, ewan mc gregor, eventhough he's old.and dont forget my all time star, cristiano ronaldo(: they are all hot and handsome guys! ((:

such a waste cuz m going back tmrw; maxime.

comment moderation

its been quite a while, ahha (not really actually, its just 2 days)

no tazkirahs for now cuz ive not been going for trwkh for 2 days pun ( i have my excuses for that)
which are
  • pening kepala cuz tido lambat bangun awal (kat coll bole je kan? ;P)
  • nak study, ahha.konon la, but im stuck reading my novel.pfft

yeaa, but i did do terawikh kat rumah ye((:


and there's been some movies to.i mean, two movies.angels and demons and bride wars.yeaa.two diff ones.

angels and demons.well, if you havnt read the book(qute like myself) you probably wonder whats illuminati right from the moment u start to watch it till the end.but eventually, u'll get the picture la.i think the story's cool.with the 4 elements, fire water earth and air.and the thing, ape ehh panggil/.

its like that.they 'cop' it onto the chests of the 4 elements which died tragically.cruel, is the word.but yeah, every story has a twisted storyline of their own.u wouldnt expect it from this one.ha-ha.

Camerlengo Patrick McKenna: Christianity's most sacred codices are in that archive. Given your recent entanglement with the church, there is a question I'd like to ask you first, here, in the office of His Holiness.
Camerlengo Patrick McKenna: . Do you believe in God, sir?
Robert Langdon: Father, I simply believe that religion...
Camerlengo Patrick McKenna: I did not ask if you believe what man says about God. I asked if you believe in God.
Robert Langdon: I'm an academic. My mind tells me I will never understand God.
Camerlengo Patrick McKenna: And your heart?
Robert Langdon: Tells me I'm not meant to. Faith is a gift that I have yet to receive.

ahh, u know, this camerlengo patrick is the bad guy in this story, but i love him anyway.the cliche part is, he is ewan mcgregor.doesnt ring any bells?haha.he is obi wan kenobi in star wars, lincoln six echo in the island and he also plays catcher block in down with love.no wonder i had a thing for him(;

i will give this movie 3.5/5(:

bride wars.well, at first, their friendship had me in awe.but when it gets worse, plus, even their husbands dont understand whats the thing abt weddings(pfft, GUYS!) im starting to get bored.its too cliche.haha.and the fight, it was too short.grenng, not that i wish for it to be longer, but tech, girls dont fight sekejap.i meant the fight at the plaza laa, where they got married.watch it fer urself.but its a must watch movie with your bestfriend childhood friend, if youve got anything planned for both of you in the future.they were as close as isi and kuku i cn tell yaa(:

and last, its all abt ego la jugak.u dnt wanna lose ur dream, but instead lose some if the beauty of it cuz ur friends not there?well, to tell you the truth, even bestfriends cant share the same wedding day.haha
fletcher: a double wedding! that'll be great.
emme: i shared my whole life with liz.cant i get a day on my own?
but, if you're smart enuff, u cn probably see the ending.i knew it was coming.harhar.

but the pranks they made for each other, was extra cruel.liz tanned emma as if she had been sunburnt.then emma coloured liz's hair blue.well, that was one of it.before that, emma sent plenty and plenty of chocs, fudges, and cookie to liz, as if its from her boyf, just for liz to get fat so that she cant fit into the vera wang dress that emma had been craving for.liv sperad a rumour tha emma's pregnant, emma crashed into liz's bacholerette party, and won the hell out of it.but the last prank was unforgivable.liz wanted to reverse it, but her stupid maid of honor which is a guy (dangg!) refused to changed it becaouse if god knows what reasons.ha-ha.

but actually, this all became a story when their wedding planner agency (marion st. claire)'s secetary angela, mixed up both of their dates.so none of them want to give up their dates, so they ende up being rivals and trashing each other's wedding.

aaa, bean, m no good at making a review, this is my best i guess.haha.no time.see you(:

maXime.

p/s: nice one manchester united.u showed the gunners with or without ronaldo, u're still HEBAT! HAHA

Thursday, August 27, 2009

#3

this is from ustaz firdaus.whoosh, his slang.kedah eh?pekat heck.oh well

one question;
how do you treat your GUEST when he or she is coming to ur house?

well, im sure the answers are all in ur mind.and a little bit of hypothesis here, the higher darjat the guest is, the higher value we treat them.isnt that true?

yeaaa, so its d same goes for Ramadhan.pretend, we have a very very grand guest, His name is Ramadhan al-Mubarak.what would you do to welcome him?

so that will come to reciting zikir, reading al-quran, doing solat terawikh, blablabla, the list goes on.
right?


one more question,
when it comes to ur visitor, do you treat him 100% till the end or do you treat them sekadar hangat-hangat tahi ayam?


obv, the first one.kan?

so referring to my previous post, mcacm usain bolt, we must treat this ramadhan till the very end.dont slow down.every thing has its own protocol, and Ramadhan has its own too.and it is,
DONT STOP TILL THE END
the last 10 days are the most precious ones, ive been repeating this for several times now, there is one night, malam lailatul qadar, as we call it.it has greatness that is far greater than 1000 months.

so, fellow Muslims, lets berebut to get the greatness of the nights, okay?as much as you crave for that new iphone 3GS or that 10A1s, or whatever pun, you should be doing the same thing for Lailatul qadar.

till then, maxime.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

#2

okay.

how much do you value keberkatan in your lives?well, collegians.im sure they do know a little bit bout that.

what is keberkatan actually?
from this special someone, it means its something that we do that will last long and give benefits to us.

when we have keberkatan to a thing that is small, it will become big
when we have it to a big thing, it will give benefits to us
and when its at the maximum, it means that we are able to use the keberkatan towards Allah path.


let me tell you 4 from the 8 things that will bring keberkatan to us.here goes

1) bertaqwa kpd Allah

He once said that if a group of ppl bertaqwa to him, He will give them the keberkatan.

2) berdoa

a simple example, for one.doa makan

allahumma bariklana fii ma razaqtana...

it means, Ya Allah berikanlah keberkatan kepada makanan kami, dan..

do you understand? there is a thin line between those who gets the keberkatan, and those who not.

3) menerima barang dgn baik

for example, saying thank you and dont ever make remarks.okay?

lyke, we know, if we korek hidung or telinga (mind the words, haha), akan batal puasa ryte, but few ppl realize that its their words or actions that will make the pahala puasa kurang.

so, accept with grace, and say thankyou, even if you dont mean it.fake it till it happens.and if it revolves around food, no matter how you dislike the dish, eat it.a little tiny bit wont kill.haha((:

4) belanjakan harta dijalan yang baik dan keluarkan zakat

okay, maybe were still kids and zakat is none of our business, yet.but when it becomes our responsibility, do it well, ayte? the best time to give: give things when the things are with you and when you are in a state of kedekut.yess, refraining ourselves to not to give.get what i mean?haha.ayt a little bit untidy i know.hehs.fight the feeling, just give! (:

thats the four.more, but time envies us.cheyy.ade jugak 15 things that could take away the keberkatan.but the ustaz said, next time folks.haha.so i guess, kena tunggu, or cari je la sndry.its not that hard, rytee((:


moga2 kamu bertaqwa

its what our beloved prophet said, the aftermath of Ramadhan.so, do well in this month.(:

maxime.