Talking Makes Everything Clearer :)

I KNOW I'M SUPER LATE BUT I'VE JUST WATCHED STEP UP REVOLUTION (-.-' yea i know) but who cares the movie is freaking awesomeeeeeee. But Moose came out for only one minute or so, le sigh. The dance mob where they wore suits were definitely my favourite. And not to forget the arts gallery mob. Teehee. Must be awesome to be professional dancers like them, gaah I can just ramble all day on my love towards dancing but it just makes me super excited and then sad. Cause i can't dance no more. Well not in front of you guys. In front of my husband yes :p Maybe we'll take dancing classes, who knows. Ehehe.

And see my title up there, that is most certainly true. But well, to whom that you can really REALLY talk to anyway? Well those are the ones that you can most clarify things and please please don't take it for granted. It's not bothering them, (atleast not for me), cause atleast you can clear things out with them. Because as I said earlier, to how many people that you can actually really really talk to anyway? Not many I presume. So treasure them, let them know they matter. I know I'm trying :) Cause I don't wanna lose those who are dearly to me just because of some unresolved inner conflicts, or simply my ignorance.

Of course, everything doesn't always applies to everything*. Get what I mean? No? Google it :p

alhanasabrina

*but in most cases, they do. But who knows you can be the 'other' part of it?

Words, they satisfy

Wrote on 110209

Fate
Not to change, not to wait
And you know your life is at stake

Fate
It's like a play
Of Romeo and Juliet
You may expect him to stay
But instead she was the one to go astray

Fate
There is a but
Cause happy endings do exist
If you know where to find it

Fate
Familliar? True
But it always
Always ends with a date.

alhanasabrina

Heart-clenching Moment

Guess what? The first draft of the final exam's timetable is ouuuuuut! And i'm freaking scaaaaared. It's only less than a month! Phew. Time do flies, faster then superman. Even faster than flash. Hahah.

I really really hope that the timetable stays that way because for me, it's puuuuurfect. Hee. I guess the gaps are enough for me so that I can still have time to study. I have to start preparing from now! Here's a sneek peak of my timetable:

Oh yes, apart from the finals, it's the last 10 days of Ramadan! Don't let your studies get in the way. But it is still as important! Make sure you divide your time wisely yea. Sleep early and then rise early to do some qiam, study, sahur and Subuh prayer. InsyaAllah if you work hard enough, both lailatul qadr and the As will be yours :)

Okay enough rambling, guess I just miss writing. I miss both writing and reading but i've no time to do both :( Sobs. Well, my fault. Hee. Guess I've to find more time to read and write rather than indulging myself in episodes of TVD of Suits whenever I have some free time :p Hee.

Computational Methods test tomorrow! Wish me luck.

alhanasabrina

Tazkirah Subuh :)

3 jenis orang:

1) Sesiapa yang dosanya tidak diampunkan apabila telah sampai akhir pd bulan Ramadan

2) Mempunyai ibu bapa atau salah satu tetapi tk menjaga dan berbakti kepada mereka

3) Tidak berselawat apabila mendengar nama Nabi Muhammad s.a.w.

Allah akan masukkan ke dlm neraka dan dijauhkan dari rahmatnya.

After a while :) Ramadan is halfway through. I hope you ppl won't slow down. Remember, the last 10 nights are what we really want, lailatulqadr :)

alhanasabrina

Natch

 The whole passage starting from " to " is copied from here, leloveimage :).


"Your E.E. Cummings for the day:

it may not always be so; and i say
that if your lips,which i have loved,should touch
another's,and your dear strong fingers clutch
his heart,as mine in time not far away;
if on another's face your sweet hair lay
in such a silence as i know,or such
great writhing words as,uttering overmuch,
stand helplessly before the spirit at bay;

if this should be,i say if this should be-
you of my heart, send me a little word;
that i may go unto him, and take his hands,
saying, Accept all happiness from me.
Then shall i turn my face, and hear one bird
sing terribly afar in the lost lands.

I guess sometimes the thing you want most is the one thing you cannot have. Know that I have never been kidding when I said I would (and in some ways I have) sacrifice anything - everything - for you, because you and me and us and we, and our always, mean that much to me. Desire, I guess, wears us out, leaves us broken. Desire, I guess, can wreck a life. But you know, as tough as wanting something can be, I think the people who suffer the most, are those who don’t know what they want or worse don’t do what is necessary to get what they want. In the best possible way, you have absolutely wrecked me, because you see, I fell in love with you, always with a feeling, deep down, that there was very little chance of my ever being with you for that always. Definition of insanity, I guess, but holding true the adage that to love and win is the best thing; to love and lose, the next best – because at least I loved you with a love unsurpassed and never to be duplicated, completely and totally and unconditionally and without limits and with a depth that not even poets have been able to capture or even describe.

I wish you happiness. I wish you joy. I wish you grace. I hope that your life leaves you filled to overflowing with all that you had hoped - surpassing your every expectation. There is a wonderful benediction that goes something like “my wish for you: Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, a hearth constantly warmed by family and friends, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, Love to complete your life.” I do wish all those things for you.

I will miss telling you what you mean to me, which is nothing less than what you mean to the world. I will miss finding new and wonderful ways to express my every feeling, which are numerous and deep and consuming. I will miss telling you how beautiful and amazing and intelligent and bright and gorgeous and lovely and sensual you are. I will miss describing the wonderment that is every one of your special places – and experiencing each of them inch by inch, touch by touch, kiss by kiss, for a lifetime.

You will always find ways to my heart, but I pray that one day the taste of your name, which sounds of beauty and sunshine and smiles and bliss and the warmth of a blessed day, will sound so, though I am not hopeful. Know that any time I need to see your face I will just close my eyes – you will always be there.

And no matter what, I will always love you. And while I will always hope, and pray and wish for the day when you come to me and say “I am yours, all yours, for always,” I will also just pray for a day when I won’t need you so badly every minute of every day and every second in between. You are a love, beyond love, and you will always have my whole entire heart."


Beautiful isn't it? Oh how I long to write like this. Someday.

alhanasabrina

Oh hi

Hey there
Sorry I took away your smile
I put you through so much
Guess the line once curved
Won't ever be that way again

And now the distance that separate us
The crater I created
Was once my source of happiness
Now my source of longing
That you be okay, as you once were

If it were me
I'd die the instant I knew
But you, being the strong one
Kept on walking
Tougher than the earth,
Although stepped by millions

Sorry I'm not able to return
The atmosphere that you gave to me
The best that I could do
Is tell you
And to be honest
I don't feel the slightest happy by doing so

I can't be selfish forever
Can't tie you to me if I'm not on the same page
And now all the time in the world are yours
Forgive me

I want nothing else
Than to see you happy
With or without me
If it what it takes
To see that curve again

You'll be fine, insyaAllah

alhanasabrina

The Minor Side Of Me

Have at it. C'mon, it won't kill you :)

and also, this

Only this band. They're the Big Bang :) Hehe. And they're coming to Malaysiaaaaaa! But of course I can't go. Sokay. Heh.

alhanasabrina

The Door

Yes, see that door? It opens up to a whole new world. There lies your future. Not exactly, it's the road to your future. It's up to you to go thru it or not. I can't promise it will be easy, but i can promise that it'll be worth it. You can stay here, in the present, being cool and calm all you want, cause that's all you will ever do. In order to go thru that door, you must leave all your fears behind. Leave all the procrastinations and the bad habits. Some might creep in, but we'll deal with them along the way. In there, you'll go thru hardships, pain, anxiety, anxiousness and even heartbreak. (maybe) But after all that, one thing I can promise you, you'll be able to smile. You know why? Because then you can finally tell yourself that you had worked hard for something and that something is finally yours. You can brag about it because you totally deserve it, but don't forget to thank Allah. For He is the one who created us to be this way, and we owe it to Him to be thankful for what we have.

Scared? Don't worry. *helds out hand* I'll help you. I'm scared too. We'll guide each other. Lets go thru it together :)


Hello, 2nd year 1st semester :) alhanasabrina

Lets

Lets have ice cream. Lets have a break.

A break from all the sorrows, all the joy that has been taken away from you, all the melancholy of life. A break from the unfolded clothes, piles of jeans and towels, scattered undies and all the necessities for one to continue one's day. A break from the warm smell of the morning coffee, greeting you to the day, freshly toasted bread, ready to be spread with butter, and the enticing smell of home cooked food. A break from the sound of your fingers gently tapping onto the keyboard of your laptop, or the sound of your fingers swiftly swiping the screen of your iPhone, or the sound of you chatting away with your best friend on the phone.

Lets not make other things matter than the two of us, just for the day. Lets stare at the sun, laugh at the wind, dance in the rain and jump in the snow.

Lets break the norm. Lets have coffee at night, warm milk in the morning. Lets have nasi lemak for breakfast, and roti canai for dinner. Lets ride the motorcycle when it's raining, and drive when it's all sunny. Lets sleep all day and talk all night. And most importantly, lets eat ice cream when it's cold and drink tea when it's hot.

Lets, before I have to fly back to one of my favourite place ever, where time will envy the sight of us together.

Lets; alhanasabrina :)

Heroin

:) alhanasabrina