After A While ,

Nevermind, we'll stay in touch right ? (:

Shaun the sheep is killing me, damn funny, haha.

My rockstar; maxime

Don't Worry, I Miss You Too

Thinking Skills Test

Hurry up and read, Alhana. and Farah is sleeping next to you. guess you have to survive on your own. no espresso shots, no nescafe. hehe.

Tumblr, don't fail me now.

with love, maxime

fever by adam lambert

TripleTen

nope, nothing special happened today. no sweet confessions, asking me to become his girlfriend, not that i hope for it, just an inside joke with me and my friends, at 10:10:10 on 10/10/10, we will like break up with the current boyf, or just somebody decent enuff to wake up that early to confess his love to me or my friend. and at 10:10 pm, if breaking up was at 10:10 am, then finding new love will be at night. ha-ha impossible. but, yes im sure there's plenty other love stories out there that took place today, like the marriage of Dr Sheikh Muzaphar with Dr Elina, just not here. not now. haha. and yes, or wishes of happy 101010, well i did get some. thru fb hahahaha.

well utp is busy with convo fair right now, its happening this weekend. do come if you may(: utp now is so colourful, i loikeeee :D

and the day ended with me, stuck in the bonet, while the driver is enjoying himself playing with roundabouts and halting every second that he can, but yeah. i do enjoy it, although its like freaking hot in the bonet. hahahaha. nevermind that.

surprises ? they come every week. wait for it.

maxime

need you by travie mccoy

Ever fall so hard you think you can't get back up ? Well, you can.

7 hours of classes with two hour gap is really tiring because it consumes the students energy and the students are not mentally prepared for it. thats my thesis statement. HAHA

now i know about you and your daily life. 8 to 5 class eh ? first time down. i was so effing tired. maybe its because i was fasting that day. oh wait. no such excuse. haha. started of with programming at 8 in the morning. still fresh, but kinda sleepy. than off i went sending off mardieq back to uitm, but first took a detour to bayan -.- i was starving ! but i did take sahur, so its okay. haha. then 10 to 12 was islamic studies. challenging, ahha. then, walked to chancellor hall, thru hot rising sun to programming lab for two hours. then hit the surau and went to USM cafe to eat. eh i mean, to accompany my friends to eat. then 3-5pm, two hours of thinking skill, which i think i didn't pay the slightest attention to him. sorry ! well, maybe i did, at the biginning. well, there are many distractions in the class. haha atleast i didn't sleep in the class :) and if you noticed i learned all my subjects today. brain crammmmmm haha lab programming was quite fun tho :)

today, a brand new day, with only programming and islamic studies in the schedule, i look forward. and yeh, green concert tonight ! hahahaha. artist : nash lefthanded -.- hahahaha. well, i will just go and have my fun there. happy working/studying everyone !

and yes, today is the first day of PMR. i would like to wish all of the PMR candidates out there, all the best and good luck okay ! esp for my little sisters at college, HUDA HAKIM, UJIE, and my cs ADILA. my prayers will be with you to ensure that you will get that 8 shining A's. insyaAllah(:

pssst: i have domo as my desktop backgroundddd :D

bye bye, maxime wants to take a showerrrrrrr

avalanche by marie digby

Ringo Max Starr

what you said bothers me, well technically you didn't say it to my face, but i know. despite all the laughters amd smiles that i potray in all those pictures, only certain are sincere. one of them is the picture when i'm with you. priceless yes, because only i have it in my mind. this story, i can't see it ending anytime soon. don't say you're tired. don't say you're not that tough. i didn't volunteer to take a part in this. its my life, so i have to act in it. whether i like it or not. actually i don't really have a say about this, just that i find time have lots of meanings now.



life could be easier for my neighbour, my bestfriend, or even my roommate. or maybe life could be harder for them. i don't know. cause from the outer side, everyone is smiling and shaking hands while laughing because they don't want other people to know. so i should not break down and run off telling everyone bout how sucky my life is because it isn't. i still have my one priority, God, and my beloved family to supprt me. then my best friends, my friends, then only the problems.



i thought the rendezvous will resolve things, instead it just brings up all the problems we tried to ignore. i should have known better. i should have, i should have. i can ignore this, and let them settle themselves out while i live my life until i am 21. no buts.



i wanted to tell you how i feel but then i got distracted. so let me be, screaming out the words i want to say inside my head while our eyes keep staring towards each other. others may look at us like were crazy but deep down only we know whats going on in our heads and i like it to stay that way, but its killing us from the inside so come on lets find a way out. a way out from this misery and still be together.



i'm not giving up on you, life.

maxime

exit wounds by the script

Pamper Pamper

decided not to drive the Swift, go green baybeh, so i walked to Wangsa Walk. pffttt as if i hadn't done that before, so it was okay, cause my tummy's full and my pocket's also full. :)

Resident Evil : Afterlife 3D. Fuhhh. Totally worth it :D I actually docked my head when that thinggg stormed off the screen. HAHA. i was quite jumpy at times, haa don't blame me, i was frightened alrightt. :) this is the last one of the Resident Evil movies, so i've got to complete them all right ? and i LOVE the way she dresses up in that movie. just plain black baby tee and vest to put her weapons, plus the COIN gun, oh i love thaaatt one ;) and also some sort of hand sock that only goes to your elbow. super smart. and long black thights, plus high boots. and those around her waist, buckle or something. aha i don't know. just that she got the ultimate dangerous look. oh i love ! psst she has short hair ;)

Step Up 3. Fuhhh. This is way better than Afterlife. hehe sorry ! but that's true. heh. Moose was awesome in the final dance ! and yeah, the hero. He's got looks :) and their shoe collection, TO DIE FOR ! hahaha. i want oneeee. and the final dance, thats pure wicked genius. you just have to see it for yourself. AND i know cinemas are meant to be cold, but halfway thru the movie i was freezing and shivering while laughing along with the movie. i was reallllllyyyy cold. too bad for me cause thats my 2nd movie in a row, so i should have known better, like bring a sweater or something. i didn't really care actually. haha. BUT the movie was AWESOME :) i watched it like there's nobody around, but actually there is, i think like 10 people ?

this is my last day here before going back to UTP, so i pampered myself by bringing me around, buying whatever things i want with my money. so yeah, i loikeeeeeeee.

oh and i also finished watching Camp Rock 2 just now. neatttt

this is how i pamper myself, how bout you ? :)

i ♥ MAXIME

p/s: love yourself maynn, no one elso could do it better than you do.

obsessed my mariah carey

The Wait

The irritation that you feel,
i am truly sorry.

ure not even 18 yet,

patience alhana.

too scared to say the words ; maxime

secrets by one republic

That Explains Much ,

i feel like im walking like the living dead right now. and yeah, there's a reason. and im glad that i made it. sleeping for 2 hrs, or 3 ? and waking up in the middle of the night is currently my hobby. people say im weird for doing that. well, who wants to sacrifice their sleep ? just that, i want to enjoy fully the wifi in this house :D or maybe something else that is meant to be cherished during this holidays. well. for many, their holiday ends today ! but for some people like moi, its not over yet till tuesdayyyy, so i have extra days to work out my new odd habit. but im pretty sure i will not make it effective at utp. NEED SLEEP THERE. badly. HAHA. plus, the wifi and also the something else is unavailable for that matter. just have to wait for the holidays, or maybe, the twin holiday, if you get what i mean ;)

okay, i have guests to attend to. till we meet again.

psst; thanks for reading :)

maxime is surpriseddd ! ;)

wake up by hilary duff

Hari Menduga

walau dgn kehadiran tetamu yang tidak henti henti, saya masih mampu untuk kekal ayu dan kurus dari pukul 7 pagi sampai 7 petang. fuhhhh. penat tahu ? meh sini cek serita sikit kronologi dia.

TING-A-LING loceng berbunyi. oh atau bunyinya lebih sesuai ditulis seperti ini : KRINGGGG. ha, lebih sesuai. tandanya, khidmat diperlukan di bawah. dengan aura busuk masam yang tidak mandi lg nii, turun lah saya ke dapur. 7 pagi. mula lah proses memasak, meng-touch up kan apa yang ada, dan menghias rumah, untuk menyiapkan rumah bagi bakal askar tetamu yang bakal menyerang rumah. dalam pukul 10 tu, siap lah semua. pantas kan ? (3 jam JE -.-')

naiklah saya ke bilik yang biru , dan laptop terus di hadap. mandi kemudian. hehe. kemudian terdengarlah bunyi seperti TING TONG. biasanyaa, hati akan berdegup lebih kencang dan kaki akan terus berlari ke bilik air sambil mandi dgn lajunya (sah sah mandi kambing tuh :P) kerana itu tandanya mama sudah pulang, tetapi kali ini berbeza. diri ini masih lagi terduduk di atas katil yang empuk ini, melayan karenah laptop yang tak habis habis meminta attention. apa lagi, layan lah kan :P

diri ini sedar. busuk jugak sebenarnya. so, jejak juga lah kaki dalam bilik mandi tuh. okay forward sikit. okayyy dah habis mandi. dilemma, baju apa hendak pakai ? okay forward lagiii. tiba kepada scene di bawah, sedara sudah mula dtg. baju ? tudung ? ah nantilah, malas nak kisah. janji tetamu happy :) gumbira pabila berjumpa si sepupu yang sudah jumpa , dan belum dijumpai. hehehe. borak pun best. main ipad pun best XD

dalam pukul 2, sesi sedara sudah habis, sesi rakan rakan pulaaa :D tersergam indah lah baby neo di hadapan rumah ku, menandakan rakan ku yang nun jauh dari bangi sudah tiba :) syg kau ! hehe. dia bersama selipar espritnya dan juga D90 yang anggun menjejakkan kali ke rumah ku yang humble ini buat kali pertama. rakan rakan kakak ku ? malas nak cerita.

kemudian, kakiku perlu menekan pedal suzuki swift yang sexy itu untuk menjemput rakan rakan sekerja dari stesyen kereta api. habis duit agaknya, tidak boleh naik taxi kan :P haaaa gurau. rindu lah lamaaaaaa tak berjumpa. dan juga bekerja. rindu duit masuk bank. hehe. dan dtglah juga, seorang graduan utp yang bangga, dgn motornya, parking di hadapan rumahku.

kakiku perlu menekan pedal suzuki swift itu lagi sekali untuk mengambil VVIP , datin dari subang kerana dia mmg toplist lah guest untuk event nih, so tak boleh complain dia tkde duit naik cab :P hehe. setelah beberapa sesi bergossip dan stalk stalk, baby neo pun perlu pulang ke crib nya di bangi. sob sob rindu nya :(

rakan sekerja pun pulang. aku dan datin pun meneruskan sesi gossip2 di bilik ku, sementara menunggu askar2 tetamu yang lain pula dtg. kali ini, rakan seuniversiti pula yg datang. fuhh, ramai ! jejaka jejaka hensem pun ramaaaai :P 4 kereta ada. satu si datuk. satu si campur rakan baik sayaa :). satu si macho. dan satu lg ni, bukan rakan seuniversiti. ini rakan speshel. rare tuh, tak dapat di tronoh. HAHA. jadi, saya dan datin pun membandingkan mereka mereka ini dalam nada yang perlahan supaya tidak didengari oleh mereka. hahaha cis boleh pulak kutuk kawan sendiri. mmg takkkk ! semua org berborak seperti biasa, seperti manusia berumur 18 tahun biasa berborak. gelak tawa juga mestilah ada. lawak datuk tu, kelakar sungguh ! kucing saya, Tony pun ingin join juga kan ? :D

OH COMELMYA KUCING SAYAA :D

terima kasih buat datuk ye, kerana menghabiskan makanan :)



oh apa tk nk cerita lg ? haa. jam sudah menunjukkan hampir pukul tujuh. 'approaching seven' lah kita kata kan :) jadi, rakan rakan saya pun perlulah beransur. satu kelisa. satu wira KOT. satu waja. dan satu lagi Swift yang tak berapa nak sexy lah. putih tak boleh lawan yg biru ;)



tp yang pasti, kasut si muda itu, wahh, HENSEM ;))

konklusinya : PENAT. tp best :D

*maybe, ada lah yang tertinggal tidak dicerita kan,

tapi itu hanya memori dalam hati sahajaaa :)

kekal abadi, selamanyaaaa. hahaha merepek -.-'

ok bye ! nk tido -.-' esok ada seround lagi askar, tp pagi je lah :D

MAXIME love ♥

dj got us falling in love again by usher ft pitbull

Current

i really feel like blogging right now. so if ure not in the mood to read plenty of crappy words, just go away. come back when i post my short posts alriteee. heh :)

messy bed
unpacked bag
unfinished business
untrimmed self
layers of fat
stuffs here and there
clothes unfold
mind unorganized
thoughts flying
hormones raging

well let start with this quote

i love being alone, but utterly hate being lonely

technically when you're alone, you're lonely. not really tho, but technically it is. unless ure alone but ure skyping with someone, or texting someone, or there is just this someone or something that's in your brain. well just now, amongst the 8 people i am with, i feel lonely. not that i refuse to accept that fact, just that i realized how many times i've been in that exact position. do i really isolate myself to think that im lonely ? or its just that i don't tend to speak that much around certain circle of people ? i think the 2nd one works. gaaaah. i don't care. just a quote i'd ,like to elaborate tonight. HAHA.

well, raya mood is still here, and right now, and the open house syndrome is at the highest peak. well today is the highest peak. hehe. i'm just glad that i'd meet up with couple of my friends from highschool. i miss them like THIS much, maybe more. hehehe. and when i said that 'oh its been looooooooong time since i met them' to my parents, they were like WHAAAAT -.-' ? haha cause in their case, long time means 11 years. haha i can't imagine not meeting my highschool friends as long as that. but yeah, time will tell. cause right now, i don't even know where the hell is half of them. -.-' but i do believe that our path will cross again, somedayyyyy. heh. well, eng is going to fly off this monday, early in the morning, one something i think, she told me just now, so this sunday m off to her house for some doa selamat and makan makan. hehh, but i'm dieting now. back in UTP later, eating is strictly 2 times a day only ! BAHAHAHA lets see how long that rule will last.

i just got back from a friend's house. well, i'm in awe. i want a walk in wardrobe ! WANT ! :x andddd thay have plenty of fish. plenty ! like 100+ or something. gosh. must be expensive. ahaha, i can't imagine me spending loads of money to buy fish. haha. well, unless my hudband-to-be loves fish, i can't argue. HA-HA (: and then they have some sory of balcony that can look down towards the center of the house from their rooms. i so dig that. when i grow up (hehe, as if m so small right now) i wanna have a very unique kinda house, err but m so not talented or brilliat enuff to think of something weirdly beautiful as a design of a house. just hope that it'll change when i turn 21 ;)

well, loads of movies to catch up to. feeling like spending my time at wangsa walk on monday since everybody is going back to their respective study places on sunday, leaving UTPians free until tuesday. sooo, anyone would like to join me for a movie marathon on monday ? movies are most likely stepup3 and resident evil :DD piranha ? not sureee yet, but those two. confirmed ! and also, i wanna buy stuffs to bring back to UTP. sighhhh. not that sad to go back there, but not that enthusiastic either. this raya holidays had been filled will all the non-academic stuffs that you can think of. no pressure at all. hahah. thot it might be good (it is !) but some pressure would be nice. haha. emmmm maybe knowing the 1st sem's results is the nearest pressure now. apart from having to absorb the fact that my classes now starts at 8am -.-' during sem 1, i can't even make it to some of the 9am classes, what more 8am ? hahahahaha. the adventure begins ! (:

filling myself with all the movies and series that i have in this laptop is one of my current hobbies. hahah. i have little time for that during sem1, but people say that we shall have leisure time during sem 2, BUT all the cocuriculum classes are on weekends -.-' so can't go back home on weekends. bummer.

and then there's thing about my brain tends to expect more from something or someone, but yet, the respond seems to go perpendicular with my thoughts, not parallel. oh right, maybe thats what he felt before. HAHAH.

flowers seem nice(:

OH AND HAPPY MALAYSIA DAY TO ALL MALAYSIANS :D proud to be one, seriously :))

(although i have plans before, that i wanna move to singapore. hehehe.)

fuhhhh tired of rambling; maxime xD

introducing me by nick jonas