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She loves her momma's lemonade
Hates the sounds that goodbyes make
She prays one day she'll find someone to need her
She swears that there's no difference between the lies and compliments
It's all the same if everybody leaves her

And every magazine tells her she's not good enough
The pictures that she sees makes her cry

She would change everything, everything, just ask her
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster
She just needs someone to take her home

She's giving boys what they want
Tries to act so nonchalant
Afraid to see that she's lost her direction
She never stays the same for long
Assuming that she'll get it wrong
Perfect only in her imperfection

She's not a drama queen
She doesn't wanna feel this way
Only 17 and tired, yeah

She would change everything for happy ever after
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster
She just needs someone to take her home

She's just the way she is
But no one's told her that's OK

She would change everything, everything, just ask her
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster

She would change everything for happy ever after
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster
She just needs someone to take her home
She just needs someone to take her home

I was in love with this song back in the myspace era. I meant every word of it back then. I was so broken back then that this song describes me perfectly. Well, not really, but you got my point right? Came across this song just now while listening to my iPod, and decided to make a post out of it.

Here's to them broken girls that think that they are not good enough, tired of trying to get the attention from those who doesn't care. You can be broken, but don't let it ruin you. It almost ruined me, but thank God i have friends and family who loves me at that time. Reach out, don't let it all fall on you.

There's always a person who is going thru the same thing as you are now that you can talk to. If you think that you have nobody else, you're absolutely wrong. Try and think of all those people you hurt just by saying that you have nobody else. They're insulted, cause they are there for you, and you're just being arrogant, wanting the attention from some stranger. What's the point? Life, you have to see what's in front of you. that may seem easier said than done, but it's true. People always, always take things for granted. But yeah, it's just the way it is. We just have to constantly remind ourselves that there are somebody out there who loves you. Who will care for you even if you hit rock bottom. Allah is always there, even if all human beings turned their backs on you. Remember that. #notetoself ehehe :)


Ahh. This song just brings back a whole load of memories I don't even want to remember. But it's okay, i'm much much more better now. Alhamdulillah :)


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